Drama Queen

i'm back for good..alhamdulillah

2012-01-23T22:31:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum..hye readers may Allah bless you :)

Yayyy!!!!really happy to be home..this time the feeling is different because i no longer have to count days at home before going back to Medan..hahahah..lepak all the time i want..watching cerekarama..astro..eat mama's dishes..sleep on my own bed..own room..drive car..bergaduh dengan alya berebut tv...hahaha happy..beyond words..just that the first problem i encounter is tidying my wardrobe..ohh menn!!it doesn't fit..i don't know that i have lotsss of baju kurung andd lotss of tee's hehehe..sigh..pengsan!donate some i thought i had given a lot but yeah i think need to donate some piece more..:p..(in the mood of generousity)..some things change at home, i loike!!..thanks mama for the air condition for my room although i sleep at yours heheh..felt like sleeping bawah ketiak mama lately..:P

ohh..i did went to see my mija tooo after some hurdles haha, sorry cik mija..heee..tq for the pressie dear..my first ever charles and keith flat collection!it's too pricey for me that's why i love vincci,cheaper and pretty..hahaha, please understand..tq..tq..tq!<3 it sooo much..really

then here some of the pics during my bandung trip

these are some of the pics at the trans studio bandung, too many pics actually so i choose some lah for you guys, cekidaut..they even have an eiffel tower yaw!!..nice place to hang out..but they aren't too much rides..but we had a good time there, girls from bandung mostly are beautiful lah i can say so were the guys..not bad i tell you..we even feasting eyes queueing waiting turns for the rides,gahhh!gateyyy kann hahah...Bandung is a heaven for shopping, the prices are affordable..kering poket gua!i like pasar baru more than FO's hahah since we can bargain :P..so okay lah that's all for now..felt really lazy to open up my lappy to update my blog and stalk my FB hua3..that's is strange!;P..

I'm gonna miss medan too..i had to do another entry just to thank you indonesia..i do hate-love-hate-love Medan..yeahh it kinda complicated but i had to reallly do a thank you entry in a right way..tacing-tacing sket..but later yea!take care peeps!

off for vacation!!

2012-01-14T05:47:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum
Hello beautiful readers..may god bless you

Tomorrow i'll be going to Bandung for my last holiday trip with my beloved friends here..yayyy!!again bandung because that's the nearest and the cheapest that we can afford plus we need some serious shopping spree after the hustle bustle of the clinical days ...ahahaha over betol ayat..anyway i'm typing this entry on a small japanese table since i have sold most of my things like the study table..the bed..the cupboard..mirror..ouh everything, the room suddenly become spacious, can't believe i'm leaving!!!..sad :( but happy..i have this love hate relationship with this room of mine hehehe..

updating the entry for my bandung trip later i guess..huhmmm mama ni pesan suruh beli wedding gits for my cousins yang i can't attend that day..so the budget kene up lagi lah nampaknye..here goes another long listed items that has to be short listed and has to be further reviewed again due to financial problems here..aigooo how am i going to short list the items???!mennn..this is tricky..i think i have to start now...

pray my journey to be blessed..safe..happy..meaningful and whatnot..everyhing that is good-good larr..hihihi..:D bye Medan for the time being

the day that i've been waiting for

2012-01-08T08:30:00.001-08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt...
May god bless you all heheh

Finally my clinical days are over on 7 January 2011..I am so happy i've been texting people that i love to share my joy, finally finally finally it's over..i already receive my final result on my final department which is opthalmology and it was ohsemm!..alhamdulillah..(i even text him to share this joy but he always as sarcastic as usual,i hope he read this,u shud congratulate me okayyy!huh):p

Anyway..today i went to kebun Binatang or in short we call it kebi hahaha..it does sound funny,we have a picnic together, then we also a short tadabbur session after walking around the farm..i lost my stamina a lotss, pancit even though i was just walking around ikh3,owhh i also had an elephant ride!!!hehehe cool never imagine riding on the back of and effing big elephant ;P..huhmmm knowing that soon we will all be apart and some of us might lead their own way of life...some wud get married..or enganged at least..start working in different hospitals..ouch how scary that sounds to me..kinda make me sad, because to have friends that i have here is a gift ;D..i hope our friendship would lasts for ever..please keep in touch yaa chinguu!!

Just a short entry..to share my joy hehe

Once upon a time..

2011-12-22T10:09:00.000-08:00

Once upon a time..there was a girl
Actually her childhood dream was to be an airline stewardess later changed into a nurse..then changed again according to what fancy to her..

Later when she grows up her ambition is to be a doctor..so she uhmm kinda works hard for it..but she wasnt that bright..she didnt get into any fancy boarding school like her friend did even during her pre-university college she doesnt even get a straight A's for her final..so she was upset..she think again about her ambition..she thought about it and later she changed it into a teacher or lecturer..she wanted to be a chemistry teacher since she likes chemistry so much..but deep inside she was verryyy upset and regret for not seriously do well in her final..but nothing can she do to reverse or even change anything..but her daddy was very persistent to see her to be a doctor, he did everyhting he can to make sure his daughter to be in medical school even willing to use his own money to registered his daughter into private medical school, he asks around about any sponsorship for medical school and suddenly got her daughter an interview for medical course..he trust his daughter that she can be one but her daughter was just now already willing to let go of her dream, she doesnt expect too high she pass the interview..maybe Allah answer his daddy's prayer...she did got into medical school finally in Indonesia and even got a sponsorhip..her daddy was very happy, with heavy heart to be separated away too far from family ( she was spoiled since she was a kid :p), still she went to pursue her/her daddy's ambition...she struggles to finish her study but in the middle of her journey...her dad passed away in a battle of cancer..and now she was almost finish her degreee in medicine...and suddenly she misses her daddy too much she wish he was here to see her receiving the scroll sooonn..but Allah knows best, He loves hime more so He has to take him... back to this girl..to manage to get through until today was already a miracle for an ordinary girl who once thought she should give up her dream already...she almost choose to be a teacher..but sure Allah has better plan for her so He made her a doctor...so she think that she has to accept this and work willingly with honesty to help people, this job although is very though and stressful but has a lotss of 'saham' in the hereafter IF you are sincere..she hope she survive her HO days too for she afraid that she was not a very bright student and weak compared to her friends..but she believes that Allah wants her to be one...she hope her last department went well...

For anybody who have the same thought think again..maybe you were destined to be one..even you think this is what your parent's want you to be not who you want to be..redha, pray for His guidance for only He knows what best for His slaves..does this story gives your heart an ease dear soon-to-be HO's out there??:P..

Leaving..soon!!

2011-12-20T03:20:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum..hye hye everyone..
Life is treating me well until now..got my result on OnG today and..alhamdulillah..it turns out pretty well..heheh..niceee!

ohhh..yeah finally the countdown is only 2 weeks left..really anticipating my last day of clinical...but at opthalmology it doesnt all went easy peasy like i tot it will because u need to find patient for your case report..mid test and also post test..semua nak patient..!!case pulak these doctors ni tknak yg senang2..demand pulak dah!!aisehhh

And there are lotssss of things to settle before i'm BACK FOR GOOD(omaigod it does sounds gooddd!!)..my room to sell!!my scooter to sell but have to settle the documentations which i dun even have a clue how??erghh..then have to send all my things here by cargo so it's cheaper..all these books that is super thick, clothes..my bags which is boleh tahan banyak dowhh baru perasan..oh menn!how am i going to round all this things up and send them home???Boxes!!!huhmm boxes pun belum beli lgi..aigoo..

I'm gonna miss my room here..i 've been living my life in Medan in this room..for 3 years already..i like this room!!at first the wall is just plain white and i paint it to pink and purple..me being Alex leong sekejap siap ada picture wall bagai hahaha..i'm gonna miss all the foods here too, first time eating ayam penyet i cudnt finish the sambal plus the runny nose because it's too spicy but now,i cant live without them ecehhh!!..hehe..Can't believe i'll be leaving Medan soon!!oh my..hahaha sooo happy..finally i'm gonna wear those fancy graduation robe's and hat and do what people usually do during their convocation day aite??heeee...Thank you ya allah for ur blessings and guidance ;D..( I wish my dad is here too :'(..miss u dad..really do)

Leaving soon...i think the blog will ended too i guest hahaha since it's the story of my journey surviving here..we'll see!!take care guys and girls out there

OMG this is brilliant

2011-12-03T20:21:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum and a very good morning...

Today i felt like giving a speech hehe...i havent had usrah for a quite a long time u know..

we used to have a small gatherings between our sisters here talking about islam..watch videos that is very inspiring that makes me realize and proud to be a muslim...we also invite sisters from Malaysia as well to give a talk about shahadah..the responsibilities that came with our shahadah..our role as a khalifah where u can find from surah al-baqarah:30..the sisters that we invite are not just anybody..mostly they are professionals..teachers graduated from the overseas,dr specialists, students in locals universities..so they are not just anybody..they are somebody u know..once u practice Islam u became very valuable because u realize that what you do now is for the akhirat later on...my lecturer, dr kamal who's a brilliant oncologist once said " yang dikejar bukanlah dunia tapi akhirat nanti"..

I saw this on the proudduck blog just now...omg i felt like going..i miss those time with my sisters here but most of them have finished study here so they were back for good already, i know this is not the reason to not having a usrah but it kinda paralyzed us a bit ;)...ok back to the event is called twins of faith..check out the speakers..awesome people there...Islam would totally inspire you..but the event is in December :'(..still stuck here..owh check out their marriage corner as well..(hehe)

For those who still is searching for a partner..i think this event would be the best medium to find a good husband..because they would conduct it in islamic way..this is how it work:

How does the ceremony work?

Registered brothers and sisters will be allocated a number (pre event registration is highly recommended to secure a place and to avoid disappointment. See details below on how to register.)
Small groups of 5 or 10 brothers and sisters will gather in a circle chaired by one of the many facilitators
Various questions will be asked on marriage to the brothers and sisters by the facilitators giving those participating the opportunity to identify suitable marriage partners
After the facilitation ceremony brothers and sisters go to the “Profile Boards” where they will be able to see the profiles of those who they would like to consider for marriage
Personal details such as telephone number and email address will NOT be displayed
Finally, the brothers and sisters will fill out a card outlining their preference and after the Twins of Faith Family Festival we will contact the relevant brother or sister and their Wali (if applicable) to seek permission in making the introduction.

But if u want to go there don't just hoping to get a good husband, niat kena betul lah..kalau niat nak dapat jodoh je..pahala itu jelah yang kita dapat..but while we can gain a lots of pahala why not niat to gain knowledge about islam..husband?yeahh if we found one..then why not???heheheh...

Back to me again..I have finished my duty at Rumah Sakit Tembakau Deli (RSTD) today, i just found out the age of this hospital since it will be closed on january next year..sad..so, check out the old-skoolness of this hospital that has been operating for 113 years..(uh huh..believe it or not)

This is Volkswagen Combi...but they convert it into fotocopy booth..hehe cool!

This is my place..the residents and young doctors rest room..at nite it looks spookier hehe..behind it is the no longer used cadaver room?aka bilik mayat..tp dh tkde mayat pun :p

This is in the delivery room..the gynaecology table which no longer can be found anywhere else i think..

I know it's the longest entry i ever made..so that's all for now..bye..oh btw..RSTD rocks!:D

next week..the new hospital!

2011-11-26T06:51:00.000-08:00

I hate the feeling of the new environment

again..new faces..

New rules...

New room..

New evertyhing..

i hate adaptation..because i usually takes some time to adapt to the new surroundings, people, foods and etc...sighh...what i hate most is..to travel further than usual route..plus, it's the famous quite spooky hospital since it existence i think quite the same year during edward cullen before he got bitten..auch(over!) hahaha..yeahh it was built long time ago during the deutch colonialism i think..ughh..what i hate THE most is..oncall every 2 day..the routine goes like this..oncall..off..oncall..off..oncall..off..nice!!nice!!..anyway..mungkin sesuatu yang tidak kamu sukai adalah sebenarnya baik bagi kamu kan...so, keep up the positive spirit..pray Khairina!!but..one thing for sure i will never want to be a gynaecologist..i hate the vaginal examination..i hate the speculum..it's a scary thing..who invent that thing??ughhh..very uncomfortable..people try to see your "tut" is already embarassing..ni kan pula inserting those scary speculum..oh my god..people..that's why our prophet said to love our mother..mother..mother..and after that baru our father..huhmm i see why

Btw..i call home just now..and i talk to aiman..well he said add math and physics paper is quite tough...huhmm i told him not to worry to much..just do his best for his next paper which is chemistry..he hates chemistry..i told aiman if your friends said that paper is also difficult i think he shudnt worry too much aite heheeh.....goodluck aiman!!!..make our mummy and daddy proud..;D

Today my school friend got married..they were together since their high school year..they dates like forever..and finally today they got married..reallly happy for them hehe..(looking forward to follow their footsteps ihihihi)..Semoga berkekalan Fathi and Faten..Love!Love!Love!

counting days!

2011-11-16T00:46:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum...ehem2
Been very blur lately,i lost track of time i think haha..time do flies so fast according to plan..
Counting my days here..another 7 weeks left...really can't wait to finish my degree..come on!!come on!!move fasterrrr hehehe

I'm back working at Adam Malik General Hospital where home for USU students hehehe..not like Pirngadi Hospital..at Adam Malik we are well provided..room for rest with air conditioned plus super comfy bed, free wifi, clean free toilets to bath no need to pay like previous hospital..just to take a pee it cost you 500 rupiah which is super cheap but for me....i had a hobby of drinking water..i can drink lotssss of water, a bottle of 1L aqua per day..and it would cost me more than 500 rupiah a day just for pee..that's not included taking bath and to poop hahahaha...haihh but the good thing is the supervisors there are very keen to teach us..everyday we had bedsite teaching or tutorials..in Adam Malik we are lazying in the room while surfing the internet...hehe..spoil brat!:P..Ohh what's more that i like??of course lah the supervisors..there's one supervisor here..handsome!!!we call him kim hyun joong hahaha..still young at age but already a specialist..wow me!hope to see a glimpse of him tomorrow!kah3..(what??it's a normal thing to do aite??hahah i'm just being a gurl ;p)

some wish lists:
I wish to my dear Asma for a full speedy recovery..so you can get back to your normal schedule dear..may u be in the pink of health a.s.a.p
I wish my brother Aiman to pass his SPM with flying colors..gudluck brother!don't forget your pen!!hehehe
I wish my mija could further study according to his plan, may Allah help him to get through..(with heavy heart uhuhu)
I wish that i pass every single department here successfully..May Allah guide me too!

The last Moments in Pirngadi Hospital..me giving ceramah on anemia for the preggy mummies!!gaya tangan je lebih aku tuh kih3..

see you all laytaaaa!

finally a new entry..;D

2011-10-24T03:12:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..
Uhuk2..long time no write nooo heheh
Been busy with my daily young-doctor-lah-sangat schedule..chewahhh
Here oncall is every 3 days..24 hours..herghh

Anyhoo..i've been busy assisting deliveries,attending post-partum mummies, welcoming the newborn babies that is superrr cute and etc..i will show u guys a picture of the first newborn baby that i help during an operation..first time holding the newborn baby is cooll..really fragile thing, cries so loud, eyes that blink a lot to see the world..auchh cute..it makes me wanna kiss him so bad hehe, but i'm shy-shy cat to show my motherly side of me in front of the doctors and nurses teeheheh..i will..to my own child one day wah wah wah..over!but when he try to see me he almost can't open his eyes, he blinks and blinks some more, silau kot eh..(i bet he want to say, wao this doctor really cute yea,can't believe his eyes hahaha :P) sorry for the annoying fact..this baby is a boy..handsome boy!gerammm

alrite then here another story..during my oncall while i was monitoring this patient that is really in pain to deliver, but her cervix still havent reach full dilatation to deliver, so the mother is already in vain and despair..we wait over 12 hours but after that the doctors choose to do the operation..punya semangat aku tunggu ingat kan dapatlaa tolong lahirkan baby or at least the placenta or we call it uri lah in malay..herghhh last2 operate!mennn!..oh then while in the middle of the husle bussle of the delivery room suddenly my mum call..i immediately went out to answer because i'm afraid if it is an emergency call..when i am far from home i can't help to think about that possibilities..well who knows..but!!! ..my mom call to gebang about my brother Aiman is in the newspaper!!hahaha it was funny..i said why would he be in newspaper??at what cause aite?tak memasal btol budak tu laa hahah..but it's because of this..

Wow so stylo my brother with the board ahahah

His abang enjoy surfing and his adik enjoy longboarding..but both played both sports actually..what is so funny is this:

" Menurut Alif Aiman Zaiki,17 yang juga selaku ketua kumpulan itu, tujuan mereka bermain longboard itu semata-mata ingin memenuhi masa lapang disamping mewujudkan kumpulan remaja yang bijak mengisi masa lapang"

bahaha i can't imagine my brother's face when he's been interviewed by the reporter..first time being interviewed he says kinda cheesy thing hahaha..mewujudkan kumpulan remaja yang bijak mengisi masa lapang??? teeeheheh..cute laa aiman!well said..good luck SPM bro..main-main jugak yewww..belajar jangan lupa( if he read this)

That's all for now..shleepy post-call syndrome

the busy bee

2011-10-09T03:41:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum
How are u'olss?heheehe

The last post was during my public health..we take lotss of picture for documentation actually but i didnt have the time to upload...to do it now it seems like ages away i had finish my public health hua3( dah basi org kata haha)..we were busy doing the report..we slept late every nite to finish all the report which is superrr thick..and alhamdulillah we had done it..all that is left is just to take our result..phewww

So now i'm at the Obstetric and gynaecology dept..a.k.a bahagian sakit puan...huhmm it's already a week..and i was posted at Pirngadi Hospital..not the usual one so i kinda less prefer this hospital due to many factors..one of it is the distance lah..jauh dowhhh!..but i have an amusing story(for you all not for me)..you know what this head dept dr.rushakim really like to kareoke..last week we already have 2 kareoke session..He would randomly choose one student then this student will point to his friend for the next singer and the turn goes on like that..so i thought i am safe lah because no one knows me pun since i'm the newbie here aite..i am bad at singing :(..singing in the tolilet let alone laa kan..this one is..u sing in front of your friends in the lecture hall that it transformed into the kareoke box!minus the disco light je..hahaha...ada yang siap tone deaf lagi..i was laughing so hard..serious kelakar..because i gelakkan orang sangat i got served i think!!because..

Suddenly (cewahh this is the turning point hua2)...dr.rushakim called out the malaysian students..and unfortunately there are only 3 of us..the others at that time have the other responsibilities in the ward, some are on duty calls..(herghhh time2 karoke tetiba byk kerja kan) after pushing each other , wani stand up but our friends ask me to accompany her as well to do a duet..with heavy heart( kesiankan wani tapi diri sendiri terer sangat nyanyi hadeyhh)..i go as well (heavy steps)..you know what song he chose for us? Fantasia Bulan Madu by Amy Search okhayyyy...i hold the mic with shaking hand,i was so nervous..once the song started i think i naik sheikh kot hahaha...i was screaming my entire lungs out!!not singing ( i thought i was amy search already hak3)..it was funny, but i barely hear my own voice due to music is sooo loud, i prefer acapella thank you ( kapla hotak haku)..but thank god wani's voice is kinda strong and lot lot better than me..so it went okay laaa...hahahahah..c'mon laa amy search kot..what do u expect???sigh3...thank you doctor..if you plan to raise my confident level..i think you quite succeded..oh hem geee...i pray not to sing anymore..nehi never shirooo!maluu berlapis-lapis

This is during the kareoke session..bored when he (dr rushakim) choose songs that are not in our era..c'mon laa we listen to ladygaga at least!!ra-ra ooh laaa laaa..baru hilang stress doc!:P

b to the bye!

Oh p/s: congrats to dear miruza on his graduation day yesterday..:)..forgot me all day yesterday and today aite??how can you do this to me uhuk3..ada ubi ada batas..heheh(mischievous laugh)

my public health report

2011-09-21T07:20:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum...

Today i don't want to write much
just to share my experiences during my visit to few houses to complete my research at public health today...So i went to visit the villager's home
From what i see..most of the houses is far from comfy
Some of it..doesn't have a proper floor, just the soil no tiles..no cement..so when i was welcomed to enter i get confuse whether to wear my shoes or not..not to get the lady intimidated i saw her barefooted so i barefooted as well..eventhough she ask us to wear the shoes but i...(tak sampai hati beb)

Even water source most of the house is from the well that is self built..bayangkan zaman dah canggih tapi masih guna telaga as the main source..mane laa bersih sangat air bawah tanah tu
I have to inspect their toilets too..i need to inspect for the aedes larvae..sebab kat sini case dengue still banyak so i have to give the information lah kan on how to get rid of the jejentik so i found the toilets too is farrrr from standard..OMG what a lavish life i had!
I wonder what did they eat, lauk apa sehari-hari kan..

My job is to tell them how to lead a healthy lifestyle..eat good foods, vegetables of all sorts..eat fruits to get the extra vitamins which is good for the body and bla bla bla..but how am i going to tell to these villagers when it's kinda irrelevant since they even struggle to have a 3 times meals per day aite??

So doctors..i think we have to see what is it in reality, we can't just talk but we have to give sometimes..so how am i going to help them???uwuwuwuw..so selfish i felt
I travel everyday for about more than 30 minutes to get there...seksa sangat rasanya, dengan jalan yang maha berlubang dan lori kontena berlumba-lumba dengan kita..kebas tak hengat naik scooter beb, lagi 1 minggu macam ni..but after what i saw today..hey orang lain hidup laaaagiiiii susahhh..:'(

Chaiyok Khairina!you can do it..lagi 1 minggu 4 hari je lagi..(erkkk..)

Lost and found

2011-09-17T20:37:00.001-07:00

Assalamualaikum...how's your day lately?
Sad?Happy?Boring?Lonely?
Yeah...for me i am soooo happy beyond words and very thankful to my Rabb
because..i found my 'green book'..Alhamdulillah i found it!!!hehehe..the result book that was lost i write in my previous entry that makes me bermuram durja turr...heehhe..Alhamdullillah my friend spot my book at surgery dept and i dunno how it ended up there..but anyway i am so thankful and how Allah is very kind to me..how small i felt to Him, how grateful beyond words i am..but still i am not His best servant..:'(..What i learn is on how to be very patience in every tough times, believe in Him that only Him that we can rely on when we are in troubles..Believe and have full trust in Him in our doa that He will help us..only Him..because i believe in Him.. because to me when He gives us the hard times He also gives us the courage to fight through it..alhamdulillah sangat-sangat...;D..so i have one song that is verryyy beautiful that resemble on how i feel right now.You will find peace if you believe in Him..masyaallah..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRztmbnyV70

Alright..yesterday i continue raya here..the very first open house that i went after about a week here..It is the house of Kak shima nafesha yang gorjes..she's a malaysian and he married a guy from here where she met during his study at UM together..heheh cute aite..so we take a lotss of pictures..i went with my beloved housemates of course hahaha and we turn out kak shima's house like it was ours..sungguh tak segan silu keh3..thanks kak shima, very nice knowing you, she is a very..very and very friendly person..dahlaa cantik..suka lah kak shima!heheh

Kak shima in her blue dress..gorgeous kan??heheh

i dunno why but i like this pic..:b

see!!!rumah orang macam rumah i..haha

Ouh promo promo!...anyway kak Shima also have a blog..just google shima wibowo..she also sell dresses, kain pasang and some more pretty girl's stuff lah at reasonable price and beautiful as well..i even bought one kain pasang for my mum and she loves it..;)..ok that's all for now..bubyee

it's been a week since i left home..(sad face)

2011-09-11T07:14:00.001-07:00

Assalamualaikum..wbt..:)
May Allah bless my readers...hehehe

It's been a week since i was at home and i already missing home so much i keep browsing my raya pic's to see the beloved faces and my house..
Texting mama almost evryday..i tink mama pon dah serabut nak jawab the same questions that i text her hahahah..what a clingy and meddling daughter i am hehe..hey it's my mama..(suka hatilah hohoho)
so i did gebang about my mum new kitchen before aite..i like the concept, and it makes me wanna spend most of my time at the kitchen during my stay at home hahaha..hey i did bake some cookies ok!and we ate all of it....so here it is..huu rindu :(..cepatlaa habes blaja!!

Ouh and after a few days in Medan suddenly..we've been hit by an earthquake!!(serious dah lama tak gempa)...6.7 richter scale..i was very shocked because i was in deep sleep and suddenly i woke up due to a sudden hard shake by my bed..like somebody push ur bed really hard..u know i am very good at sleep i can sleep although there's a bomb exploded near my ear..but this time i did wake up..and it's 1 am in the morning..ok maybe kalau kat rumah suddenly katil bergegar mcm ada orang tolak maybe first thing that came up in my mind wud be a ghost???kih3..but not here..in Medan first things that u shud think is an earthquake..this is for safety..so i ran outside the house with all the housemates( pelik dorang pun semua terbangun, usually haram!!)..so what did i bring with me..my kain selimut and my handphone (ter fikir nak grab paspot tapi tak sempat)are things that i manage to grab hahaha..the good thing with kain selimut is i can cover my head with it..we sit mencangkung on the ground with head cover with kain selimut and speechless to each other, i can feel the ground shaking too!(scary ok)...at that time we don't even laugh, nervous face, sweating, heart race 100km/hour..but after the shake, we laugh about it so hard!!it's a funny moment..semua muka pucat dan duduk mencangkung berjemaah di halaman rumah is a very hard-to -forget- precious-unforgettable memory here..hehe..waaa panjang nya entry..ok that's all for now..

Thank you allah...during my hard times when i thought i can't never rely on anyone i have you..alhamdulillah

Happy eidul fitri 2011 edition

2011-09-02T09:48:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..(jawab-jawab)
How's your hari raya everyone???
i bet you are enjoying to the max aite..
This year raya is a very quite one for me
because my cousin amalina and family didn't come back so my house is lack of the noise and havocness hahaha plus Alya is sleeping over at her cousin's house two days before hari raya which explain why she is not in the picture later..so we kinda miss Alya when she is not home busy playing with her cousins at her age..sigh..puas pujuk ajak balik rumah..die tak nak!!(marah saya)

The activities for raya is uhmm i can say fully pack and family gatherings and such, even before raya pun i was too occupied accompany mama here and there shopping things to get ready before raya..But, i never miss to visit my father's grave, my grandma's and grandpa's..when i grew older i realize more graves to visit and it gets to me..really sad..i really miss them especially my dad..it's hard without you..everywhere i go i remember doing this same things with you..visiting relatives without you is not complete and awkward too..even during the open house it seems different..it will always be like this dad without you..and i will always pray for you..really i miss you!:(

But i am really happy to be home..the day after tomorrow i'll be back already..i've been bad to my friends either..i didn't contact most of them due to this new number..i don't remember the number plus i'm using different phone so some of the contacts is missing too..i'm sorry my dearest friends hehe...please forgive me for all my wrong doings..i will keep in touch but when i'm at home i kinda lost in action hahaha this is the reason why i've been so quite ngeheheh so sorry my chingu!..i barely online on the laptop because i miss the astro very much!heheh so hello laptop again!

ok photographing pagi raya adalah wajib..1..2....3...eh tak ready lagi!!hehe

again...i...2....and......taraaa!!

thank you for reading..selamat hari raya aidilfitri from me and family..May Allah bless you guys..enjoy-enjoy jugak tapi makan tu beringat sikit owite!!jangan men belasahannn jer hehe..owhh Maaf zahir dan batin..;)

some cool stuff's found at home

2011-08-26T07:50:00.000-07:00

Yayhuuuuuu i'm home!!!...eh assalamualaikum hehe

I am very happy to be at home

Like realllyyyy2 happy now..

Peaceful..serene home sweet home
Ohhh very happy..hahaha over..but yeah i'm sooo happy to be home!!!:b

First day at home i need to clean my room since we no longer have a maid now..so everything has to be done by our self..spoil kiddo's no more aite!!hahah
But the problem is..it has been quite a long time i haven't been at home..so i lost track of many things..where my mum put the mop..where is the broom..like my kitchen is also new..my mum renovate the house a bit..so it kinda change 180 degree..hahahah but i like the new kitchen..stylo lah mama!!later i upload the pics..

ok so back to the topic, when i try to find a mop..i discover some cool stuffs at home belongs to my mum and siblings..i was like whaaat?is this house of an athletes??so what sports i'm in??i'm not good in sports..but at least they do hahahah..ok cek this out!

surfing board..belongs to the brothers..wow am i in aussie?does terengganu has big waves??if they do i was so ketinggalan zaman..ok so they do surfing in Terengganu aite?OMG i was so lame

duck feet or flippers!! this belongs to alya..she takes swimming class lately and kinda shine among kids among her age!mama told me she enter a competition although she didn't won but i respect the spirit yaw!(nnt kaklong lemas boleh laa mintak tlg adik heheh)

mama'a aerobic gears...wow..and mama takes swimming class too!jealous mehhh...

So basically only me is left behind..what sports that i regularly do?futsal??oh that was so last year lah kan..hahahah..i need to find my sports..like right now jugak!...so here it is!!at least for now aite..kah3

mari bersukan di rumah yaw!!how cool is mine???hahahaha

so i need to sleep oredy..too busy to update blog at home..i was too occupied..teeehehehe...ramadhan is going to end soon :(...semoga amal ibadatku diterima sepanjang ramadhan kali ini..amiin..take care people!

k.a.w.a.n...my chingu!

2011-08-20T08:11:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum

Today..was my another tough day..to tell the whole story it would takes pages..
We really went through a lot today ( macam-macam hal sampai rasa sakit otak)..yeah i said 'we'..so it's me and my buddies
Without each and everyone of us..
I don't think we can manage..
U will never survive alone here..You need connections
As me, i need my friends...
Who can encourage you whenever u feel down and demotivated
Who can remind you when u forget
Who can create mischievous plan to escape or manage things here
Who gives solutions instead of problems huahuahua
Who can rempit during emergency time limitting issues..
Who can cover you up instead of screwing you
Who shed your tears whenever you feel sad..share your joy whenever you are happy
It's like your second family here..
Because..when you study abroad (yelaa abroad laa tu,ingat study UK or aussie je abroad?haha apehal emosi minah ni?:b kidding) you will need your friends most..more than your family sometimes..it's true
I made lotsss of friends here..i do enjoy it...my friends here they do understand how it feels to be far away from family, how it feels to celebrate hari raya aidil adha without family( i say adil adha ok!not adil fitri heheh)..so yeahh we are connected!!whenever there's any news regarding anything..it spread like a fire!!see the bond??ouhh thanks to facebook too because it helps a lot..
So appreciate your friends..help them whenever they need you, treat them like you wanna be treated and be nice..accept them for who they are..don't listen to what other people might say about them..try to be friend with them first..then you will know their true colors...(macam i kan dulu kawan i cakap, dia ingat i ni sombong orangnyer, pendiam..but bila dah kenal...eh sekepala doe, banyak cakap..haha well i memang mcm tu :b..hahahaha gedik laa pulak)

So apelagi..throw away your judgemental side then you will have a lotssss of friends!
These are my family here in Medan..groupmates during my clinical years..we have been through many-many hardships together..i hope the bond will never be broken..ecehhh..jiwang bhai gua malam-malam ni...haha

Okay bye..lagi 2 hari balik kampung!!oh em geeeee...happy beyond words!!!

2011-08-16T22:27:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and a very good afternoonn(it's 12 pm here local time..:b)
Today is Indonesia Independence day!!!dayyummmm..so i'm officially off today..hope there's no case for today..no no please!!last night around 8 pm suddenly my first week call to come to the hospital..we got one case of a sudden death pakcik!!so we just do the external examination..fiuhh thank god..so about one hour later we already flew home..

Actually today's entry about...err...i'm wondering, when a guy sees a girl what makes him or urging him to get to know this girl..like to know her closer..or in another word he likes her and he think that OMG i want to know or i have to get her number..immediately..hahaha over kan this girl..(ouh another question, where did this guy get this girl's phone number??like u don't know her yet..huhmm magic)..ok so in this love at first sight scene what does a guy sees in this girl?sure i would get different answers...different guys have different point of views aite haha..this another question..the next is, when u see a hot girl..memang cantik gila lah perempuan ni ala-ala dahlia teck KF lah kan(euwwws)..okay so the question is does this guy date this girl because he's proud that he dates the hottest and sexiest girl in town?proud that other guys was checking or peeking at her gf like a weirdo?is it??yewwww...a girl is not a trophy...when u felt that arhhh i'm getting bored or comfortable level with this girl and he felt suddenly it's not challenging anymore so he started to test his girl market??c'mon laa...i don't get this..supposely u just have to be contented..but yeahh this couple thing..it wouldnt last..unlesss???what???yeahh..get married laa what else..what stopping you?har-har-har..oh me?i have to finish my study first of course hahaha(i use this brilliant excuse for the moment..but after that if i'm still not yet married,what excuse can i give?...belum sampai seru?ouhh how lame...wuwuwuwu)

arhhhhh i kept receiving wedding invitations from my friends...and when i congratulate them..thay started asking about when are u joining them?an example... terima kasih,datanglah dengan cik abg,awak bila lagi???..ouhhh ahhhh...a butthurt question..dear my bride to be friend..please..please have mercy on me..don't ask me just yet..hahahah..i need to recite and invent a few answers for the questions like this..at least to prepare for this raya...okay suddenly i feel scare to celebrate raya...what??scare???nahhh..i'm excited hahaha..baju raya checked!tudung raya checked!handbag raya checked!so sandal/shoes/heels for raya is all that is left..save the best for the last owite girl...ngeh3..:D

count down!!6 days to go..aha..ahaaa..ahaa..(dancing)

I need a lot of patience

2011-08-10T06:56:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum...may god bless you..:)

Hye today finally i got some time to update my blog..been really busy lately
I know forensic doesn't have any oncalls but!!!!
here i have to do Visum or report about the case of the dead body lah..i dunno how to describe it..like wutever people call it lah..but here they call it Visum et Repertum ( macam sihir harrry potta pon hado!!!)and they had some stages to complete before you can submit..i got this case since my 1st week but untill now(3 rd week) i still can't submit it due to tooo much obstacles and hurdles...arhhhhh sumpah stress wa cakap lu!!just for one sign i have to travel more than 1 hour i think(yelah campur sesat lagi..jalan kt medan ni memang susah nak nampak sign board, bagai mencari benang di sebalik segunung tepung..hak3)..fiuhhh..thanks to wawa for her assistance..without her i think i'm lost..i kinda have a disease,it's hard for me to remember roads and landmarks..kih3

Yeah last week on 6 August was my bday and my beloved beloved housemates and friends bought me a cake..they did surprise me lah!!ekekekeke..but afta terawih, with full stomach we ate the cake pulak..combine with satay and murtabak..perhhh i got a one happy stomach..the cake is lazzatosss!!!

nOm..nom..nom

Ha..Ha..Ha who's keyna tajima???haa itu yang kita tak tahu tu..hua3..but thank you to all my friends for their wishes, mostly at my facebook..arigato!!!..really i am touched guys hikhikhiks..I heart you mua3 ciom peloks..

so that's all for today's entry..i had some works to do..i can't wait to finish forensic..i don't know why but i didn't enjoy it here...No-nO -No...dead bodies isn't my thing..i prefer full alive people..yes thank you...although sometime they are very annoying but it's okay for me..i had lots of patience..insyaallah..and hope to gain more from day to day

selamat menjalankan ibadah puasa..see you guys laytaaa..

Ramadhan is here again!!:D

2011-08-01T03:23:00.001-07:00

Assalamualaikum..
How's your first day of fasting guys?
i hope it went well..same goes here..

I had my sahur with fried mee..i cook it my self!!!hahah (proud to be able to serve to my friends for their sahur as well..the taste is well....just adequate!!hahah)
We take turn to cook for our sahur and berbuka
We also take turn to be imam for our Terawih prayer..before we invent this taking turn imam, Wawa is always the one that's going to lead the prayer,but after that she start to rebel hahah..before start praying we quickly "cop" the spot for makmum..and there will be a scene of girl fight which is not nice to see ahahah taklahh!!biaselah berebut port paling hujung biar tak jadi imam hahah

since my 1st year i never miss terawih but we only jemaah at home with our housemates..(bukan malas nak pergi masjid, cuma kalau terlambat memang sah kene sembahyang atas tanah)heee..one of the reason malas juga lah hehehe..I will miss jemaah with housemates, break fasting together..and this will be our last ramadhan here in Medan, and it has been 5 years??already?yeahh..5 years..wow how time flies huh..i'll sure miss my friends here..:'( auchh

And in Medan everyday people will woke you up for sahur..they are like shouting with drumming bagai!!like a group of people marching in front of your house heheh perhhh memang bising..but look at the bright side..they shout like SAHURRR!!SAHURR!!!...repeat it many many times...sometimes they make like announcement at the mosque using the microphone..but the bazaar ramadhan here is too far away from my house and if you want to go there you have to break fasting at the bazaar in a sea of people..not really my kind of scene..so better eat at home whatever your friend cooks for you heheh

Welcome Ramadan
Walk humbly
Talk politely
Dress neatly
Treat kindly
Pray attentively
Donate generously
May ALLAH bless & protect you!

May Allah gratitude us with more and more holy month of ramadhan coming
till then..happy break fasting everyone and forgive me for all my wrong doings too..
Take care..bye bye!

semangat girl!!!

2011-07-25T07:01:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum...

Today i was still not in the mood..registering at forensic dept today!!yuhuhuh..first day was very tiring as usual plus i am in bad mood due to the problem in the entry below!to double up the trouble..the green book is not yet available, habis stock!boleh????cilakak betol..really2 piss me off..adding up the problems when the prof didn't want to sign the letter stating that the book is missing..he doesn't want to take the responsibilities or maybe take risks because he said that was not his fault..*sigh*..i felt like crying..(i already had..tq!)

And i have to go see the dean for this problem..oh em geee..he's one of the most busy man in campus kowwtt!!i have to try my luck..to see prof iskandar tomorrow..prof hensem tolonglah sain surat saya..i lap u forever kalo u sain taw!!huhuhuh

Last week..okay this was another entry actually..i went for a dinner at JW Marriot Medan..i just want to try their international banquet..woweee..nasi beriyani dengan gulai kambing dia sedaappp!!eventhough i am not a lamb meat lover..but this one is an excuse..the tomato puree paste and the yogurt all together with the lamb curry and nasi beriyani plus the pappadom was superb combo!!drooling..it kind a remind me during my trip to Dubai last year..where they called it "nasi mandi"?? i think..i forgot pulak what my cousin called the beriyani..but kind a same thing laa..the difference is nasi mandi arab didn't come with curry..they give you yogurt, tomato puree paste, big tandoori chicken and some veggies..simple but nice ok!i like the yogurt suddenly..hahah *i'm not a big fan of yogurt act, cheese as well*..:b

Then they have italian, locals, chinese etc but desserts really are the best!!they have chocolate fountain too!!heeee...kinda cute..but the drinks..they only serve you an iced tea..the desserts that i ate is choc's eclair, cheese cake, choc's moist..some more i forgot it's name, tiramisu, ice cream cake if i'm not mistaken..the taste is like eating ice cream melting inside your mouth but it's a cake ok!!harharhar over..perhhh!mar-ve-llous!!sweet tooth it is..you can give me credit for that..i like puddings, cakes, biscuits..something that is sweet..geeehehehe..like my mija!(eh ape ni?nama kuih ke?hahah)

bajet kat shanghai..tapi apeni fotographer???tak nampak tanglung cun kat blakang

the after dinner..

during dinner pictures err kinda monsterous..everybody is hungry and eat mercilessly over the food..so the scenery is not that soothing-to-the- eye- to- see!!yeahh..18ex ex..:b

so that's all..well my mood is lifting a bit i see..

suddenly i kinda easily fall for this line " you je harta yang i ada taw"..hahahah..ouhh comelsnyerr teehehehe!! this make my day!!..at least for now...:D

bermuram durja

2011-07-23T21:20:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum...
How are you guys..huhuhuh

Yesterday i lost my "Buku Nilai Evaluasi Kepanitraan Klinik"..which is veryyyyyy important..like it is very important!!importantttt!!!Inside..there are my result since my first day i start my clinical training..and i lost it..and it's not even my fault..somebody else misplace it and i was the one who got to suffer..i have to collect all the result back from my lower cycle..hey it's 1 year already...huk3...about 10 departments...and it's Indonesia where the bureaucracy's here was like really damn difficult and "total menyusahkan orang"!!

I cried so hard yesterday and today also..I pray may Allah have mercy on me and help me find the book back..if it is destined to be lost then god, Please help me go through this..i know for some people would say chill or lepak we can collect it back..no,it's not easy as you said since you are not the one who lost it..i'm worried!really...help me by doa please???please pray for me friends..:'(

Ohh btw..the book is a pocket size which is in GREEN color..(so i was in my bermurah durja mood because of you okay..u really mean world to me rite now..i hope to see you back wuwuwuwuwuw)

my another doctorette story

2011-07-15T03:53:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and a very good evening..kih3(i'm being formal)
Well as usual how are you guys??
Me is fine as always..
yesterday was my oncall..
i had 2 operations, both are debridements...which is bau die???perhhhh menusuk kalbu jiwa dan dagu..oh oh ohh...plus i got a chance to be an assistant!!walllaaa
But unfortunately i can only do 2 stitches on that patient because..Suddenly!!this patient got atrial fibrillation which is an abnormal rhythm of her heart which is not good!!we afraid suddenly her heart stop beating..
so the anesthesist was like *c'mon guys hurry up we have to immediately refer this patient to cardiology and bla-bla-bla*..and i was like ouh c'mon laa i baru je dapat 2 jahitan then i have to give up already since i was too slow(what do you expect from an amateur??)..ahhhh, so i don't wanna be selfish here since this patient's life is wayyy worthier kan..so abg-abg orthopedic yang gagah pon bekerja dengan laju nya..kaki makcik ni memang dah nazak laa..the skin is already degloving where it is no longer attach to the muscles and they had to cut most of her muscles that already is necrotic..the smell is really bad!!plus this aunty really is fat *sorry aunty* so it's hard for us to move her here and there..her thigh is really heavy, makes me hold my breath and tangan nih terketaq-ketaq dok tahan kaki dia yang berat tuh,bukan sekejap,lama jugak kene pegang tuh!..*me was like ughhhh..ughhh* hahahah..bunyi familiar dalam tandas!..ohh i forgot to tell, during the second operation tuh, where i was the assistant kan, suddenly*cewahh ayat semua nak pakai tetiba kan*..biaselaa drama sket laa..ok,suddenly brother my-mija-look-alike enter the room replacing his friend at that time!!i was..uhhhh--ohhh suka nya!!ahahah...*lagu menjeling-menjeling* playing inside of my head!!wahhhh berbunga-bunga laa kan..this girl memang over!!:b..apelagi tunjuk terel laaa kat situ hahaha..(tapi, potong betol jantung makcik ni..isk..isk..iskk)

so 2 operation settle at about 8 pm..from around 12pm until 8..masuk cerah, keluar dah gelap..and then,until this morning i have no patient..so after taking my bath i was heavenly lazy around the room with new repaired air-cond!!ahhh..tarik selimut laa apelagi..tidur sampai pagi..what a bliss..:D

Since next week is already my exam week in orthopedic i seriously need to study..time fly really fast aite??i felt like only yesterday i was entering, get to know the residents and such..then,now i was already in my 3rd week..i enjoy here very much since the residents are all very supportive and sporting habess!!relax and enjoy je..tak macam dept yang ramai resident pompuan..emosi je keje!!mak pon emosi!hishhh...:b

okay..bye-bye!!have a lovely days

hye guys!!

2011-07-12T03:58:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum...:D
hye there people?how are you..i hope all of you are as healthy as me..ngeheheh

Actually i want to share something with you guys..i got a tip from my friend..her name is nur latifah and we call her Tipz..her name really does suit her since yeah she got hell a lot of tips..from wide range of areas ok..hehe..go Tipz!!
Ok i have a cracked heels problem nowadays..i got that i think since quite some time ago (hahaha apekah bahasa ku ini betol..belasah jelah)! yeah cracked heels on both feet which is super ugly and sungguh tidak cantik..felt like an old-haggard lady already..thanks to my oncall routines that needs me to walk a thousand miles and stand for a zillion hours per day!(heh drama queen gila dia ni hua3)..plus i only wear my selipar jepun during my oncall so i think it cause my feet to dry and became thickier and rougher..seriously kalah dah kaki mama i..huk3..:(

so i had taken a serious measure on this..i've been taking tips from my friend Tipz to overcome this..chewahhh..you guys nak tahu??:b
Well u need Vaseline intensive care and pair of socks..yaw!!(got that already??)

Then, put a squint amount of vaseline on your palm and massage it all over your feet and give more attention to your heel and massage with more pressure there..
After that..put your socks on and then go to sleep!!(oh you do this routine before bedding time yaw)..there..socks help maintain moisture to your feet

happy feet!

heeee..so i have been experimenting for about 4-5 days and i think i works a bit!!so i'm still working on it..jom ber eksperimen bersama!

Since today is my post-call day!!
i was like wanted to go home really fast!!had lunch siap-siap with tips at the hospital..then went home directly before stopping by at Indomaret to buy breads and eggs for tonight diner menu..which is...(drum-roll)
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Tuna rolls!!keh3...so that's all for today i i guess..see you guys later yaw!

oncall yang best!!..:D

2011-07-06T08:47:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum...

OMG aku dah gila ke apa tetiba cakap oncall itu best..padahal selama ni asek mengeluh kalau time kene oncall..hua3..nak tahu knapa?meh nak citer..

alkisah time aku oncall semalam ade 4 orang patient ortopedic masuk..
bunyi cam ek eleh 4 orang je punnn...tapi!!!
aku dapat chance nak hecting weh!!stitch or dalam bahasa belanda jahit luka!!yerhhh..Ini first time aku hecting ok!
1st patient masuk petang..and ade luka-luka jugak plus kaki die patah..tapi patah yang tertutup or closed fracture so takyah masuk operation room lah..
2nd patient yang kene jahit masuk pukol 3 pagi..memang hangin juga orang kejut cakap ada patient kan, bangun ngan muka selebet pegi check patient..tapi berbaloi gak laa sebab yang ini luka die memang besau!!accident..polis cakap dia ni mabuk..padanlaa aku rasa cam lain macam je mamat neh..punya lah die duk curhat (curahan hati) siap nanges-nanges lagi..die cakap die accident ni pun sebab nak tolong kawan die lah apelah kan..skali ade polis datang carik mamat neh..haishhh jadi yang dia duk pung-pang-pung-pang tadi tu rekaan sahaja..penat je dengar!
2 patient lagi tu takde hal sangat lah..ok-ok je hehe

first time hecting tangan gua tremor kalah orang parkinson..aduyaii maluu betol..pastu kan naseb laa family die jenis yang tak cerewet..korang bayangkanlaa..tengah duk jahit..aku tanya membe kan "weh camni ok tak?'.."eh..tembus kat mana ni, sini ke?'.."ok ke ni weh..dah cun dah jahitan aku ni?'.."ok jahit mana lagi ni?"..dengan muka yang agak teragak-agak dan tangan terketaq-ketaq..maklumlaa first timer heeeehehe..kalau tetibe ade doktor camni tengah nak jahit luka anak korang mesti korang mintak tuka doktor lain kan?hahaha..but, that's the beauty of Indonesia ni keh3..ada laa yang cerewet jugak, tapi naseblaa family dia jenis tak kesah plus patient pon jenis yang cooperate (lagipun doktor ortopedic ni sibuk kot, terpaksalah kitorang handle hehe plus dr.reza yang oncall semalam memang sempoiii!!die ajar kitorang..terbaik ah abg reza ni)..alhamdulillah..so basically i tido 3 jam je semalam..start hecting dan cuci luka dia sampai banjir ER tu kitorang buat..dari jam 6.30 pagi camtu sampai laa ke 10 pagi..kaki ni mana ada lenguh beb duk berdiri!!sedaaapppp

Happy..happy ..happy!!ok bestlaa jadi doctor..kuang3..dan-dan jerrrr..:b

precious gifts that sometime we never realize

2011-07-04T09:21:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum...
How are you people??
Well now i'm in orthopedic..my patient is a 5 years old girl with knee joint stiffnes due to tuberculosis, awal datang sendi lutut die bengkok tak leh nak straight..so die kene skin traction supaya kaki dia lurus and the other patient is 14 years old boy yang post-amputation sebab accident..how sad at 14 years old you already lost your precious leg..dah tak boleh main bola, jalan pakai tongkat..and that little girl tu pun sama..kaki dia memang kaku tapi slowly getting better..tak boleh nak main dengan kawan-kawan, nak jalan pun susah, takyah pegi main laa..pegi toilet pun kene mak tolong..and she need to wear the back slab..kire cam kalo nak jalan macam kene pakai tongkat laa..sangat sedih ok!and they are still very young too..:(

so i realize again how thankful i am to Allah for the gift of healthy body and mind..they are still very young yet they are already handicapped..but they still can smile and laugh at the ward..although sometime they can be quite moody lah kan..penatlaa kene pujuk time nak bersihkan luka dorang..tapi patient perempuan i tu sangatlah adorable and a mere darling lah..tak pernah moody..time nak cuci luka die pun no hal punya..hehe..Ya allah sembuhkanlah dan kurangkanlah beban kesakitan yang ditanggung mereka dan family..may god give them the strenght..Bersyukur dengan kesihatan yang baik that we have..so marilah jaga kesihatan!!(kempen laa pulak..layann)..

Ini mesej serious dari dokter muda khairina zaiki ok!..
good nite and have a lovely days ahead!

busy sunday

2011-06-26T09:39:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum..
hye..hye..hye

Hari ni buat kedua kalinya pergi makan dimsum lagi..heheh..ketagih!!
this tyme keluar bersama 12 orang girls..plus dwet YT baru masuk..vavavav orang khaya lah!
Lame tak jumpa sebab semua dah sibuk kan..bila dapat lepak skali tadi macam-macam cerita lah keluar...miss my brimob's girl very much!dekat rumah lama kalau mood nak romantik kitorang pernah ramai-ramai lepak atas bumbung rumah tengok bintang okeyh!!!hahahah..main mercun pun atas bumbung..alah standard rumah kat cni jemur baju pun atas bumbung..bumbung tak beratap..festime wa datang sini jakun laa jugak..kih3

And tadi membe ajak makan laksa penang dia masak..fuhh terbaik la..sedap gilaa plus dah lama tak makan makanan rumah..rindu wohhh!!thanks Ilya, Yanty,Iha, Hajar and Acik for the warm invitation teeeheheheh...

semalam first time main futsal afta beberapa bulan dah tak main..pinjam kasut wawa(kasut sendiri dah rosak)..kasut dia tapak bunga dia dah haus agaknya..one time tuh tengah laju berlari tiba-tiba gedebukkkk(macam nangka buruk) wa jatuh tersungkur atas court licin punya pasal..pehh sakit gila pinggang ni..malu satu hal..adoiii!!sumpah sakit..tulaa carik penyakit lagi!ingat dah tanak main dah..tapi tulaa aku ni pantang orang ajak..heeee

heee rindu kat team lepak sudah..dalam kenangan..cewawawahhh!

nite all!

finally i'm done with surgery!!

2011-06-23T03:06:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum sumeee...
how are u people???i hope all of you are in the pink of health..(why pink?ayat karangan form two dulu)
btw..today i have my post test exam dengan dr.Asrul..he was really-really nice doctor..thankfully we had an exam with him..although we cudn't answer some of the questions he never went ballistic to scold us or whatever kan..so nice of him la..may god bless him!fiuhhh what a relieved..but still hopefully we all pass the exam laa kan..huhu

what is so scary about the 9th week at surgery is you are the chief..and u have to give orders to your friends plus bimbingan mekong yang unpredictable dan patient datang juga unpredictable, kalau dapat case susah-susah memang kene study gila-gila ah kan..thank god my team mates are really cooperative to me..memang darling of millions lah dorang ni..even i nak mekong pun die tolong carikan bahan pasal case and ajar what has they read, memang terbaek ah dorang ni..ouh mekong is like a morning report..where pagi-pagi semua residents, young doctors and supervisor's gather and kita naik atas pentas tu dan report the case..after that nanti supervisor akan tanya kita few questions..dahlaa pakai mic bagai ruang die besar dan the crowd are quite big..so scary to be up there..nak putus urat kentut i..keh3..but i always got lucky sebab salu je terlepas bab-bab kene soal ni..huhmm lucky ke?ke sebab kau kurang pandai?(if that is so..tht's hurt ok)..:b

kalo jaga siang ok lagi u still got the chance to sleep sebab tak perlu berebut dengan orang nak tido..katil kau yang punya..tapi bila turn bermalam di hospital is really is very the annoying..pernah aku punya giliran patient after pukul 12 am tau..then of course lah mangantuk..tapi kalau tidur nanti macam mana nak tahu patient datang kan..so ade satu malam tu aku tidur berbantalkan buku atas meja..bilik dah penuh..semua chief tidur atas meja..habis bergaris-garis muka aku bangun esok pagi time nak gi mandi,lepas sembahyang boleh pulak ade patient baru datang..resident call aku tanya mane semua chief..tak cukup tanah aku lari..dahlaa nak mekong lagi..memang tidur pun 2 jam..paling lama pun 4 jam, sampai je rumah memang tak nampak lain kecuali katil..(mija cakap cepat laa aku tua sebab tak cukup tido..OMG no no no)

so i survive surgery dengan susah payah..chewahh..sometimes when i think back..i wonder how i survive all these years..if it's not the help and guidance from Allah i don't think i can be at where am i today..alhamdulillah and thank you Allah..hari-hari oncall babe!fuh..alhamdulillah..

So next department is orthopaedic..4 weeks..oncall juga tapi tak kejam macam surgery lah..phewww...k lah tata for now!

esok adalah minggu bakal sibuk

2011-06-12T06:18:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum..wbt hehe
ape kabo semua?moga-moga sehat blake..cakap teranug pekat sikit malam ni
kes teranung menang piala FA hua3..bangge kejap aku jadi rakyat teranung..yeehhaa!
ceh..dan dan je..kalu dok menang malu nok ngaku..papepong,tahniah aa team penyu!!
just nice 2-1!!hoho

Ohh hari tu pegi makan dimsum dekat Hotel Grand Angkasa..rp68k sekepala..horait aa makan sepuas hati..perghhh boyot..ni adelaa gamba sikit..gamba dimsum!hahaha..jangan harap nak letak gamba aku tengah membolot dimsum..jatuh saham..kih3..ermmm sedappp..ade pakwe boleh mintak belanje makan kat sini lagi..ikh3..:D

yummeyhhh...

Then tadi pergi penang corner bungkus kwetiaw goreng kan..pastu aku perasan yang ayam dia banyak gila!!sampai kwetiau dah habes pon ayam berterabur lagi..dahlaa besar-besar lak tuh..kalo biasa..jangan harap!!selak kwetiau 16 kali baru jumpa seketul..heheeh..suka!!abang penang corner ni baik laa malam ni..hua3..(lupa,aku terkenyit mata kat dia tadi)..ohh sebab tu kot..(hah this gurl sure know how to please herself!)

Tomorrow is my 9th week at surgery..kene oncall tiap hari..jadi chief lagi..banyak baca lagi..ohh dapat balik Adam Malik lagi..meaning dapat jumpa abang-abang hensem lagi!!(haha menyedapkan hati yang tak sedap)..wuwuwuwu..serious wa cuak ni..minggu 10 adalah exam then bye-bye surgery!

then..takziah untuk my relative kak Mah atas pemergian ibunda terchinta..moga ditempatkan di kalangan orang beriman..Al-Fatihah

Lately sungguh rindu kat mama, nak call dia hari ni boleh pulak kata dia busy..camni" mama skang tengah makan steamboat Juna(me aunty) belanja!then petang mama ade aerobic class then malam pegi tahlil mak Kak Mah baru meninggal..pastu bolehla along call mama..me is like" ok laa takpelah kalo mama busy,later i call k,tc ma"..aku je ke yang lonely ni?ahh pathetic2..merajuk ngan mama ahh cni hehe

orite guys see you in another 2 weeks..daaa!!(oh asma dear!!kalo u on9 bg thu laa i yea..miss you)..tata!!

cuti!!!

2011-06-02T20:49:00.000-07:00

yay!!dapat cuti free 2 hari sempena apa aku tak amek kisah..asal dapat cuti :D
..jimat 2 hari takyah gi sekolah hehehe

tapi.....
bosan laa pulak bila stuck je kat rumah tak gi mana2
bukan tanak gi mana2..sebab walopon cuti yang kene oncall still have to go
demmit...i really wanna go see acheh..nak g Pulau sabang..my fren said it's veryyy beautifoolll
Location..Aceh, Indonesia..from medan kalau by bus araound 15 hours eh kalo tk silap..but by flight lebih cepat and time saving but mahal sikit lah kan..then i google a few pics..like seriouslyyy beautifull okay..tak percaya ke?heheh check this out

drooling....

One day i have to be there..last jalan2 kat Indonesia paling jauh pun Jakarta-Bandung..tu pun rasa nak gi bandung lagi..ngehehehe..i have another 7 months to go..really counting days to be back for good...I hate being too far away from family, :( missing home so much..hari tuh balik seminggu je and tak sempat balik rumah pun..haishhh...manja betol..(thu dah manja salu homesick pi blaja jauh2 pasai apa)....(menyesal pun tinggal sikit lagi nak habeh..sabaq naa)

Ouh gudluck pakcik mija for his new job..hope he likes it, tapi 1st day dah bising facebook kt ofis kene banned..kih3..padan muka dia..huhmmm and first thing i ask his "rmai girl ke boy kat ofis?hahaah"..naseb ramai boys..:b..hope we ar fine although we havent see for a quite a long time..long-distance really is annoying..

cuti 2 hari so far..exciting gila!!!bangun tidur..makan..blaja sikit2...tengok muvie..sampai masa tido dan bangun lagi..Me and MY Lappy live happily ever after..pathehtic betol!!boring huk3!!!!

till then..bye2

scary movie muehehe

2011-05-27T06:54:00.000-07:00

selamat malam semua

dah dinner??hah belom??siannyer..mkn megy je lah yea

anyway ade cite scary i want to story

smalam kan...(jeng..jeng..jeng)

lebih kurang pukul 3 pagi..suddenly

(ketuk pintu kuat gila...)

aku cm..(eh aku kat spital ke..bajet nurse ketuk kan hahahah poyo)

ak bangun bukak pintu..tgk jam awl gila lagi

pekehey nye nih??

tgk muka ema and emi dah pucat lesi..

Amy cakap..weh ade orang try nak curik brg dari tingkap bilik

And die nampak ade tangan dari tingkap tengah nak amek something

(naseb bukan i phone)

amy pon jerit laa..tp tak kuat mana..(and org tu tak sempat nak amek apa-apa)

tingkap bilik dia terbuka luas gila katanya..eventhough dah kunci..(ak terus check tingkap aku jgk)

aku yang tadi ngantuk terus mengalami adrenaline rush..(whaaaatt???chewahh)

suddenly bunyi something dari dapur..ktrg senyap...tunggu die lari keluar..takut weh nak keluar!!nak jerit tak terkeluar suara rasanya...(serious takut masa ni..muka dah anemic)

then bila dah tenang sket baru intai2 tgk kawasan rumah..dah tkde org

fuhhhh seb baik tkde pape

sambung tido pun termimpi-mimpi kene masuk pencuri lagi...siap ada scene tiba2 rumah blackout lgi...what a nitemare!

And hari ini aku pegi beli mentol lampu 23 watt nak letak keliling rumah buat mcm lampu hari raya...(kalau ko brani lagi aku tak tahulah...please don't!!yea..carik laa rumah org kaya sket wuwuwuw)

Allah please protect us...

hari ini saya rajin

2011-05-22T07:30:00.000-07:00

Today was my last oncall dekat Hospital adam Malik
Tomorrow tuka ospital lain..tp tetap ade oncall..cheyyyttt
tapi tak everyday lah kann...hufhhh..dh name doktor oncall macam isi dengan kuku..naseb2
so hari ini...oncall berakhir jam 2 ptg td!!yay!!hepy hepy hepy
Then pegi bengkel..tukar tayar motor..sebab tube dalam die asek bocor je..baru tukar pn bocor lgi..balek oncall malam2 buta lak tu die nak bocor...stress!!(stres sebab takleh pecut hehe..i kan dah jadi minah rempit medan..wut to do lahh kann hua3)

So..here are some pics that reflects surgery..how i met trauma, fractures, shredded skin,flame burn, bloody head and the lists go on..but!!it is interesting..(4 me..yeahh!!hehe)

hecting!!!meraung2 patient ni..tulaa org suruh masuk operation kene bius penuh tanak..hambek laa ktrg hecting dekat ER..meraung2 dia!!haihh mcm2 hal patient ni (bajet kental la tu)

ni lak debridement process..patient yang luka bakar..hah memang kene sayat habes kulit dia siap pakai berus sampai nampak isi..ngeri..macam basuh baju..tapi ini kulit badan manusia..pestime aku tgk..seriau..rase cm uhhh pedihnya!!bau dia..??mintak ampun..tu belom yang bernanah2 siap ade maggots bagai..mintak ampunnn sgt2 bau dia!

And this is dr Suzy..the one and only women neurosurgeon!!i respect habes lah dr ni..she's awesomemmhhh!!!

Acelie menarek jugak amek medic neh..kelakar pon hado..kitorang stress salu wat lawak lam bilik rehat kitorang..yelaa..adik2 nurse tu kan asal sikit dtg ketuk pintu..:

"Kak kemaluan pasien nya lengket (melekat) di paha nya doc"...(ni sumpah plg kelakar..bila aku pegi tgk elok je tak melekat pun..ko saje je kan nak jumpe aku!!hua3, aku sunat lgi skali bru ko tahu)

"Kak pasien nya demam kak"

"Kak pasien nya udah mau exit(mati) kak..gak bernafas lagi"

"kak, pasien sakit perut kak"..(hehhh)

mcm2..kateter urin bocor lah..kaki cramp lah..adoiii poning kupala eden!

Kalo die mai time before 12 malam aku ok lgi..time ketuk pintu kol 2 or 3 pagi tu aku rase nak makan orang sikit tuh..adik nurse nih pon mcm lah tk thu pape..dh demam kasi penadol sudah!!kencing bocor ko sambung balek sudah!!..kemaluan melekat ko tgk dlu laa betol ke idak..ni tak men lapor tak check..pasien dah tak bernafas tu ok lgi laa kan lapor..adoiii...parah2

Kadang2 patient ni pon mengada..sakit cikit pon sibuk pggl kita..pandai pulak request nak ubt itu ini..aku laa yg letih nak reka ayat kann...heheh..takpe, bila patient tuh nk balik..i'm heppy to see they seem healthy..may god bless them

Ok lah penat dah bebel teeeheheheh...i tink i wanna go shleep oredy..hujan kat luar..elok sangat lah tu kan..gudnite everyone!

untitled...mixed mamak entry

2011-05-15T02:47:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

(jawab dah salam i bg nih?huheheuhe)

orait..wa nak cite pasal..ape ek

wa pon tarak tahulaa kan

Acelie on 11 may 2011 was my mija 24th bday!!wah dah tua

acelie i tried to order cards, cupcakes for him punya semangat nak wat surprise ni kan

sekali...takde reply satu pun dari belog-belog tersebut..(even check spam box pon haramm)

aku dah...keciwaaaa..takde rezeki lah mija..sorry dear!!

it is hard this long-distance nih...plus i kat surgery..oncall everyday is wajib tidak sunat..

memang susahhh nak on internet salu

but we still manage to stick together through the hard times eventho we gado-gado perang manja kih3...(mueheheh mak stat jiwang)

For your 24th belated bday..i hope all your dreams come true..i dunno how to say in the sweetest way but u are always in my heart...(awww..:b)

aku ada baca belog mamat Mr K..KHairul..ala link ade je kat belog haku ni haa..sila laa bace entry baru die..which is perkara yang membolehkan lelaki terpikat dekat you!(wow suka hati je reka title sendiri..aku terus immediately baca lah kan..i kan gedik hua3)

and he said a few points like...girls with spectacle is cute compare to who wear contact lenses..(i like spect better but i really want to try lenses)..then girl without make up is better..girl who cover herself well is better than sexy..then girl tengah marah is cute..but reality is??

bila girl marah..(laki buat dunno je..verangan jelah nak pujuk kann)

bila girl tak make-up...(die cakap kita tak pandai bergaya pula)

bila tengok girl pasti suka yang sexy..(mane nak pandang yang biasa cover up ni kan)

and banyak laa lagi...girl dah baik dapat buaya tembaga pulak!

susah nak cari lelaki yang baik skarang nih...yang solat 5 waktu dia jaga..yang boleh jadi imam sembahyang...chewahhh...tapi betol laa kan..(cari nak yang tinggi, hensem, maco,bergaya jerr nak kan hahahah..)..Dan mentang2 pompuan sekarang lagi banyak dari lelaki die ugut kita nak kahwin 4..haihhh..kalau mampu takpe jugak..ni belom kawen satu pun dah pasang niat kahwin 4..(fine, aku nak tuka jantina skrg)

by the way cuba try google definition cute..i found..interesting but ugly!!(OMG)

vengang vetol!!!

2011-05-07T10:29:00.000-07:00

salam lovely people
hari ini hari bengang sedunia..bengang pon dah jadi vengang..grrr!!
hari ini macam biasa laa aku oncall kan
takde hal pon bab oncall tuh..cz aku dah biasa..stakat patient handle 2 ke 3 org
i tade hal laa kan

tapi bila jam menunjukkan pukul 9.40 malam..dan baru je lepas keluar dari pagar hospital
eh..eh bergegar...eh bergegar lagiiii!!!
sah!!!bukan gempa nih...
tayar scooter aku panciiiittttt!!!!arhhhhh sakit otak aku
naseb tempat tampal tayar dekat...
tapi abg ni keje punya slowww...pukul 11.15 baru setel weh...ok lah
wa bayar rp12k...
bawak lagi...tak sampai half way ke rumah aku pon...die bergegar lagiiiii!!!!
aikkk...baru tampal tadi bocor lagi skali???memang ()*&%^%$@
ak pon bawak laa slow2( dalam hati tuhan je tahu betapa panass je aku kat abg tukang tampal tu td kan)...dengan tayar pancit tuh lintas traffic light sume..(naseb gua hidop lagi wehh)
naseb bek pulak laa ade kedai lagi bukak beb..and this time bengkel motor punya..fuhh lega!
aku terus suruh tuka tube baru..tak payah tampal2 lagi..mlayang dwet aku rp25k..( dwet makan 3 hari tu beb..nanges2..tersengguk aku ngan wawa tunggu abg tu ganti..)
sampai rumah dah dekat kol 12 malam...
esok kol 2 ptg masuk ospital lagii..

wuwuwuwuw...nanges!!!
susahnya nak dapat degree doktor ni...:(
(aku dah tanak duk cni lagiii..cpt laa 8 bulan berlalu pergi..
hasihhh tido dlu ahh...mintak2 mimpi indah...
besok kalo scoot buat hal lagi...ak bako!!!

I wish it's sunday every day

2011-05-01T02:47:00.000-07:00

How i wish every day is sunday
Looking back..i've already in my third week tomorrow!!that makes me second higher week in ER..Our chief is the 9th week..second higher is 3rd week then 2nd week and the lower hierarchy is of course the 1st week..chewahhh..u see how hierarchy is everything's here..lagi senior lagi power lah kan opkos..since i've already in my 3rd week i suppose to teach my lower weeks lah kan..but how to teach if i know nothing too..serious i have no time to study..when i went home after praying and such i went straight to bed and..lights off!!than La-la-la land..homaigodd..But emergency room is fun..u can't expect what case will u face..during my oncall..i receive a patient at 6 o'clock in the morning..!!(aku dahlaa on the way nak pegi mandi..sekali nampak bed patient disorong dengan lajunya menuju ke arah aku dari pintu ER..oh menn!!lari balik masuk ER letak beg dan..omaigod!!!patient ni kene tikam dekat perut..and his intestines was bursting out form the wounds..usus terkeluar wehh..festime aku tengok usus real punya..still moving lagi die nye peristaltik), darah dia menetes non-stop and the doctors try to release the intestines dari kene kepit dengan fascia which is our lapisan perut lah kan.. but it was too tight..dah sayat pun still tak boleh..mase kene sayat kulit tu walopon dah dibius patient tuh menjerit sakit..ak tak sampai hati tgk..ngeri!!pastu aku kene balut di nye usus dengan kasa semua to protect from necrosis ..tu ok lagi tapiii!! bila doctor suro aku cukur bulu pubis die(kene shave before operation)..haihhhh yg ini kome tak gemar..dari memegang usus kepada memegang sorry to say penis dan skrotumnya juga..sigh!..in the end i tak mandi..and sungguh hangit katayap kurasa for the whole day..and that patient insyaallah masih bernyawa after laparotomy..

simple entry for today..

ohh how i miss my family..
sweet tak bila adik laki i cakap die rindu kat i..muahahaha..kalo naim die direct je cakap:
naim : long bile mu nak balek..aku rindu mu ey!!..(kih3)

tapi kalo aiman..aku kene tanya dulu
aku: eman mu tk rindu aku ke?smpai hati dok ingt ke aku owp
aiman: rindu laa bangang!!dh bile mu nak balek nye..(gyahahah)..die kunun2 ganas aa..

if Alya..lagi sweet
alya: kaklong, alya rindulaa...:D
tapi masa die sakit perot hari tuh mama call tanya nak buat apa kan..and i heard she's crying sambil panggil kaklong!!kaklong!!!..(huwaaaa..sedih siottt..aku nak balek!!!!)

Bila laa aku dapat balek ni???

sempaatt lagi!!

2011-04-17T09:45:00.000-07:00

this is going to be my last entry for this month i think since tomorrow i will be in my new dept..SUR-GE-RY!!everyday is ur oncall daY..one word..BUSY..BUSY...BUSY..

Today pergi makan dekat Hotel Grand Aston..
which is takdelah grrand sangat pon..interior die boleh laa..tp takde ah wow gila
me and the raksaksa's makan dekat spoon dining tak silap na ma die..and theme die malam ni adalah italian night!!wohooo..lasagna die bes gila sampai i tak terhinginn nak rasa fettucini and spagetti dia hahah over tak..dessert pon best..i ate apple crumb cake and ade satu tu i forgot it's name. .italian punya salad cam banyak jeruk punya bahan..cili jeruk, olive jeruk ape lgi jeruk nth..erkk not my taste ..we ate from araound 8 pm until 10 pm ok!!heheh..then we flew home

bye2 anestesi..bye2 abg muka macam mirza ahahaha..gudnyte all

It's LoYalty

2011-04-15T09:47:00.000-07:00

Lately..i'm addicted to korean muvies laa i tell you..
And there's this girl in this movie (title rahsia!!!haahhah)..she said that out of love, happiness and loyalty u have to choose loyalty..i wonder why?
so i ask laa my uncle mija..and opkos laa..he's being sarcastic as usual he is-memang-sarkastik-pon kan..die cakap asal nak pilih2 pulak..amek je laa semua..and die ckp pompuan ni suka tanya soalan pelik2?i bru je kunun nk buat teka teki romantik gitewww..potong line lah!!wuteverlah kan..

but Loyalty??setia lam bahasa melayu..(tu pun tk tahu ke?)haha sorry..
I don't want to talk about how to be loyal or anything..but i want to tell you i tink i am loyal..whoaa(perasann!!)..but, how loyal can we be acelie??who knows aite?huhmmm..

contoh satu: i have this watch that i have been wearing since my high school..my dad gave me as a present..and i've been wearing ever since like another organ attached to my wrist lah..tali jam takyah cakap brapa kali tuka lah kan and so were the batteries..

contoh dua: i also have this spectacle that i got during my matriculation time and i'm still wearing it now..yeahh now while writing this entry..cermin spek ni pon dah banyak kali sangat tuka..but still i love it and tak patah2 pon..wow!!ni pon my dad kasi..(miss my dad so much..:( )

contoh tiga: i have...this bag that is still in good condition although quite worn out lah kan..i bought during my first year degree and still using it now..i call it my oncall bag!!where all the baju and toilettries i put in there lah kan..kalo dulu jadi beg kuliah skang dah tuka tugas..and i'm using it every time i oncall..tak penah nak capai beg lain,mesti beg ni jugakk..heeee..pelik kah saya?

dan begitu lah bagaimana saya setia..ermmm kite setia jugak dengan dia..dah almost 4 years pun hihihihi..tapi dia??insyallah setia juga kot..tak memasal aku ni kan..aku dah cakap dah..idea berbelog salu datang time aku nk post test..esok post test hoi!!..ok bye for now..wish me luck tomorrow yea peeps!!take care..assalamualaikum!

whut's up

2011-03-29T04:27:00.000-07:00

halluuu..eh Assalamualaikum

how's everyone been doing???hee..

Time is speeding up..almost 200km per hour (speed ape ni?jet ke?)

but seriously..rase cepat gile..now i'm currently at Anaesthesiology Dept where you make people sleep ehehe

i'm already in my second week(already???wahh)..and untill now baru i dapat update belog

busy busy and really busy..very hectic nak-nak kalau patient datang non-stop..because i'm in charge in emergency dept rite now..so can you imagine the situation?where everything has to be fast..time saving is life saving..(contra dengan aku nih yang superr lembhapp) aihss..phenarttt gilerrrwww..but Allah tu maha adil..idoklee hari2 ak tak dapat tido..keh3

But the funny thing is...takde apelah...

hah ape? ape?(ce citer ce citer)

hahahah

ok..the funny thing is..kat cni adelaa sorg ppds ni muka dia macam pakcik mija

tang hidung paling sama hahahaha

pagi tadi supervisor pggl die hidung hik3..kesian btol abg ppds neh..teringatt kat mija sayerr..:D teeehehehe...but so far abg and kakak ppds kat dept sume cool dan santai2 lah..tkde bikin wa stress

Pastu kan..hari ni first time jadi operator untuk operation mandible fracture...lenguh!!fuhh die gerudi pakai mesin gerudi bosch yang bapak kite gerudi dinding tuh beb!!mantoppp...seriau ak..sebab die gerudi tulang dagu..bunyi die???(grrrr seriau bulu katayaks...iskkk)..lame tak lama jugak laa operation ni kannn..ade aa dlm 2-3 jam gak..

esok oncall 24 hours lagi...suka sangatt!(>,<)

just now i call mama and i ask her hw's alya progress on her prayers kan..mama said just now Alya said Allah bagi die cuti for 2 weeks just like my mum..(sah2 laa mak ak tgh uzur skg kan..pandai betol carik alasan..haishhh)..how cheeky can she be..ok bye!

From zero to hero..pastikan tidak terbalik!:b

2011-03-13T04:18:00.000-07:00

Hallu everyone!!

how are u people?..in the pink of health i hope..:D(like me!!!)

Today i went to a kind of a motivation event lah kot ek..they name it from zero to hero..and let's fly high!!It's about doctorette..

how to do specialist..wut are the problems during housemanship..how to cope with stress and etc lah kannn..but it's not the career i am interested to share

it's about how to survive to be a doctor

Dr Murizah and her doctor-too-husband is the speaker..(both are specialist and very2 excellent and great people lah..i adore them sanggup dtg jauh-jauh juz to meet us young doctors kan..)

I met kak Murizah a nite before the programme..we had an Usrah together

She said in order to cope with stress..setiap kali rasa nak give up..ingat balik, ape tujuan nak jd doc ni and ikhlaskan lah niat kita kerja ni kerana Allah..(die ckp lemah lembut gila bikin hati gua tersentuhh..seryesly kagum, admire, jatuh cinta..semua lah haha over!)..so kalau bole HO nnt pon i wanna stay in Usrah(it's like Nokia connecting people)..i have to find the hospital yg ada buat Usrah lah..orang cam aku ni lemah semangat plus lembik memang perlu sangat!!sangatttt!!(i hope future husband will let me)

Jadilah seorang doktor muslimah and if kita buat kerja ni kerana nak tolong agama Allah, DIA akan menolong kita dan akan memperteguhkan kedudukan kita..and insyaallah kekuatan untuk terus bekerja tu akan datang..wut is important is life after death..bawak bekal banyak-banyak oii..(i'll bear this in mind sis :D) really hope to see her again

And!! here are some pics that i went to Mikie Holiday last two week..yeahh i had fun..but...i'm broke for the whole last and for the upcoming week..yay!!so tht's y longchamp have to wait..ahhhh pilunya hati

View from outside our villa(stay kat villa bajet orang khayaaa!!!)

this is Khoomba Dance..tak scary langsung..huh

And!!!one more important thing..let's pray and doa so that's tsunami or gempa susulan or wutsoever tidak terjadi..Semoga Allah melindungi kita semua..jom layan video yang akan menganjakkan paradigma anda

kayna

i want this!!

2011-03-07T06:54:00.000-08:00

Suddenly..chewahh suddenly kunun (baik punya ayat kaver)..i saw this at glossyaddiction blog, it's the longchamp handbag,originally from France..but this one opkos laa imitates punya..ori tak mampu saya..and..and..and.. huwwaaaa i want this!!!suddenly lagi rase berkenan amat walhal dh lama pun org pakai..suddenly juga rasa nak beli but..i was thinking...shud i or shud i not buy it..dhlaa nak post kat rumah..nanti mama rembat dulu hahahah(tipu je)..hermmm..hrga tk ah mahal sgt..tapi..tapi..i wanna save at the time!!how...thinking hard..maybe next month boleh beli..harap stil re-stockable!!(berdoa)..bulan ni punya dwet WAJIB save, since sudah overspent..sigh2..pls2 god may this bag is re-stockable nex month and this color too is available..:D

Today masuk neurosurgery!!

First day??

not bad..dah ada bimbingan baca head ct scan!!

wow me..i dun understand anything..i heard about salt and pepper??there is also sulcus and gyrus..interventricular lesions??and many many more..oh hem gayyy..

i tink i go figure this out..later peeps yaw..assalamualaikum

feminisme..

2011-03-02T06:15:00.000-08:00

Bila esok nak examm!!idea nk berbelog dtg membuak2..
Nak tahan..die asek nak terkeluar je..keh3
Feminisme??apekah maksudnye??keperempuanan..or lady-like for an example
Sejak kat Medan..aku rasa tahap keperempuanan aku cam makin berkurang( yg memang dh kurang tapi makin berkurang lagi..lama2 jadi boy lah i kannn hehe)
eh aku perempuan ok!!bukan rasa nak tuka jantina..no no no..
Contoh scene kurang feminin yea..??

Bergaduh...almost everyday..nak2 masa 1st year dulu..dengan pakcik beca..pakcik angkot..sampai terkeluar suara jantan aku..hak2..cth: arghhhh bapak ini mahal kali..dekat aja pun!!kayak aku bukan org Medan aja pak!!kurang lagi laa pak!!!(suara batak)..dekat imigresen pon sama..asek emosi rasa nak menyumpah seranah je keje!!mcm mana aku tak jadi ganas??isk

Gagah..angkat patient..tolong tekan kepala or tangan or kaki patient yg sedang mengamuk!gagah kowtt aku..patient kalo dh mengamuk tanak kene inject ke pasang catheter ke apa mana ada nak mengamuk manja2..sah2 aku kene pegang kaki or tangan dia..tekan mana boleh ringan2 pastilah kene guna kekuatan tenaga dalam..dengan muka semangat, hidung kembang kempis dan ketap bibir..humpphhhh!!eeeyarghhhh..hahaha..hilang ke femininanku..uhuk2

Paling best time scoot aku buat hal..takleh hidup pakai starter..start2 takmau hidup jugak(marah betol)..last2 kene angkat scoot guna tongkat yg stand tu..then start manual pakai kaki (plg best lagi bila tiba-tiba enjin mati tym dekat u turn..dahla start pakai kaki dah macam ape je..kene tolak pulak lagi moto tu ke tepi jalan..nanges!)..perghhh malunya..mak mentua tgk mesti tak lulus jadi menantu..banyak kali dah..ohh scooter sila laa jangan buat hal lagi..nasib ade helmet gelap..bole cover malu..belom lagi time eksiden secara kecil-kecilan(sekali jer ok!..harap2 sekali je lah seumur hidup)..jatuh secara kurang feminin di tepi jalan..adusss!!byk betol scene tepi jalan aku kan..hahahah..tulaa pompuan ni pandai bawak je..service malass!!:b

Last..yelaa last laa
Tapi ni bukan aku laa..masa aku on the way pegi hospital..dari jauh..nampak seorang awek seksi rambut rebonding, pakai baju ketat yang cekci jugak and seluar serious pendek gila tengah ganti tayar lori(tayar LORI ok!)...OMG!!gagah gila pompuan ni..(dlm hati) bila makin dekat..makin dekat lagi..ouchh pondan rupenyerr!!kaki and tangan die berketaq-ketaq muscle dowhh..ko dah tak feminin nak jugak jadi perempuan kannn!!oh em gee..

ok bye esok exam!

silent treatment

2011-02-23T07:07:00.000-08:00

When i'm mad at someone..i choose to shut up

not talking..

Same goes to if i'm frustrated or dissappointed..i choose to shut up

not talking...(both hands folded across the chest)

But i am a person that is easy to cool down..i forgive people easily..but not easily to forget(ahaks..rebellious me)

after a few minutes i'll be okay and start seriously a lot of talking

but ..Now

i am really-really mad at someone

it has been several days pun..still it doesn't go away

i hate this icy wall building higher and higher..but i cant cool down man!!

still it doesn't go away.. i tink that person have to do their part!!not me..(folding hands again)

because it's always has been me...

if not..i will remain silent..(not talking)..uh-huh

oh heart please let it go for an ease..sigh

When i ask.. i need an answer

When i talk..i need u to listen

When i ask a favor..i need a help

When i text u..dem of course i need a reply

it's easy as ABC...why it's so hard to understand...(egocentric super maniac you!!)

frustrated mehh!!

(continue study laah wey!..nite everyone)

Dubai trip 2011(updated)..chewahh!!:b

2011-02-17T08:45:00.000-08:00

The pictures during Dubai trip..which is basically scattered..bcz i was lazy to arrange them accordingly..ngehehe

this day 3 maybe..Global Village..acelie nk tunjuk gamba yang a lot closer,but my bro didnt uploaded..yeahh byk sgt..die mls mungkin..Global Village ni they sell things from all around the globe lah especially dari negara padang pasir..cm pakistan,lebanon,palestin,bahrain,egypt and..much more

this is day 2..ermm Dubai Mall kot..heheh

yeahh..day 2 before went shopping..take picture in front of my cousin hauz!(alya moody, jeles mama baik dgn firdaus kecik tuh hahah..that cheeky kid)..dah macam grup nasyid wohh!

Dubai view la..banyak sgt building..almost all skycrapper kowt!!OMG

view inside the mall..which mall i forgot..maybe emirates mall

ni outside Dubai Mall..which we can see Burj Khalifa crystal clear from here

the famous world number one highest building..Burj Khalifa at the back!

Day one..mula-mula sampai..in the garage!hehe

view from our car

This is at Naif..they sell hell a lot of kain pasang and abaya's..me got one cute abaya's heheh..pic ni mase dh habes round-round..penat, then berenti minum and makan kebab or they call it shawarma here..nice!!tp kene berjemur..lucky tak berpeluh sebab sejuk..:D

heee..sepatutnya ini dulu laa kan..this is on the way to Dubai..weee..jakun gila mak naik kapal terbang ade tv bagai..ohh mak excited gilaa you!!hua2..semua mak nak tekan,maklumla kat rumah takde tv touch screen ni..ouch,reality hurts!:b

inside the mall again!!cute gila kan..

ok that's all lah for now..nanti upload banyak sangat muntah pulak kan!this is at the beach,ermm Laut Arab tuh kot,i forgot laa bro!..from here we can see Burj Arab, but yeah adik i tak upload jugak..(ala bangunan tepi laut yang kalo from bird's eye view nampak pulau die macam kelapa sawit tuh laa)..but opkos kene naik helicopter laa kan kalo nk tgk!gila you,nak masuk pon kene bayar hundred something dirham ni kan nak naik heli..excuse me it's a no no!

tadaaa...Me and Nany with Burj Arab at the back (got this pic from my cousin)...the beach is nice!!nice view..nice view..teeeheheh..(waaa manyak nya mat salleh main surfing!!whoaaa..ekekekeke)

but..there's always someone missing..i miss my dad, i wish he could be with us..:'(
ayah..wherever you are i will always love you..

hari kekasih Vs maulidur rasul

2011-02-14T02:18:00.000-08:00

Yay esok adalah cuti Maulidur rasul
Kalo kt Indonesia ni mmg sangatlah kedekut cuti..even weekend pon sehari jek!hehhs
Mengingatkan Hari Maulidur rasul ni..
Kalo dulu time skola rendah time maulidur rasul mesti sekolah buat ala-ala perarakan keliling kampung sambil selawat ke atas nabi then every class akan buat banner sempena maulidur rasul ni..semangat buat banner dengan kad manila cantik2 sebab dpt hamper besar for each class(budak-budak kalo dpt hamper heppy macam esok nak raya!)..sape yg ade bapak die pandai buat tulisan khat konfem suro bapak die, bapak die kreatif plak tuh siap lukis gambar masjid ala-ala masjid kristal as backdrop die..walao time tuh masjid kristal tak wujud pon lgi..bapak die dh lukis dulu( marah)..nanti mesti banner die paling gempak, siap berlagak dengan kawan-kawan..and kelas-kelas lain mesti jadi jeles..and budak-budak biaselah perang mulut..ehhh tak acilaa die suruh bapak die..mestilah bengang!!hahah bengang budak-budak..aku semangat siap beli pensil color baru nak buat banner..keciwa bila kelas aku tak menang!hahah..semangat kan time skola rendah sambut maulidur rasul?

sekolah menengah???huhmmm..aku tk ingat..menunjukkan tidak happening sambutan maulidur rasul ni..paling pn cuti jek..then lepak kat rumah..tapi kalo Valentine's day???semangat wehh time skola menengah..siap ade club buat service penghantaran bunga or chocolates lagi..konon nak tambah dwet persatuan laa kan, alasann!..see the difference??
bila makin dewasa makin tak tahu mane yang patut and tak patut buat..(ni mesti sbb aku bengang aku tk dpt chocs or bunga dari secret admirer)hahaha..yela..pas habes waktu rehat jek tgk bawah meja ade bunga..tk ke rasa hati kembang mcm bunga api kembang lapan tuh??yelaa ko hot maknenyer!!perghhh...seryes aku marah!kantoi aku selekeh time skola dulu...arhhh..sekarang aku tak selekeh dah eyh!!(warning pakai jari)

Bila makin dewasa lagi..kat matrik??arhhh...sama je..flyers anti-Valentine banyak kot tampal kat dinding and info board..tapi sape sangat laa berenti kejap and baca..mulut mmg cakap tak sambut Valentine..tapi??alah hari-hari kot Valentine kalo kt matrik dulu, makan karipap sepiring kongsi pon berejam nak habes!!cpt ahh bangun aku takde seat nak duduk ni oiii..chewahhh apehal aku bengang sangat tetibe ni??hehehe..emosi lak kan (yelaa dulu kat matrik takde pun org nak ajak ko kongsi karipap makan sepiring kann??)..ngeh3..takpelaa takde pun, sekarang??haaaa...ade ker??aishhh..up sikit, kongsi aiskrim dalam mangkuk!kah4

dan sekarang?? aku rindu mase skola rendah dulu (sindrom aku dah nak masuk 24thn hoi!!)..sambut maulidur rasul dengan begitu meriah sekali..pagi-pagi dtg sekolah dengan baju kurung and dengan bawak banner warna warni..semangat nak berarak keliling kampung sambil selawat neh!aku tak tahulaa korang faham tak perasaan aku nih..gigih..gagah..cemerlang..gemilang..terbilang(over tak)..hah sekolah ko tak celebrate cam ni ke??ko sekolah rendah kat mana yang tak havoc sangat tuh hah??iskk..:b heheh

whatever it is..aku nak cakap kat cni yang..bila makin dewasa aku rindu masa kanak-kanak..saje je buat entry panjang lebar sebab nak menaip kat lappy baru haku daaa!!acer happy!!!my new boyfie ahaks..(tetibe, bunyi cengkerik)..

Ohh and lastly muhasabah diri jugak for this coming Maulidur Rasul yea..may Allah bless us..ameen..lots-lots love from mehh!

inilaa laptop baru i!!senanyer i nak all white ala-ala macbook gituh..tp apakan daya takde..rembat laa baby blue..sesuai mcm i ala-ala baby jugaakkk!!awww..(mata ke atas, tangan ke dada)

back to normal

2011-02-09T04:34:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum...

err....speechless sekejap...dunno where to start

there's a lot of things happen 2 weeks ago..i have done with paeds!!yahuuu..no more cry babies hehe

and yess i went for a vacation..heeee

thanks to mama for the lovely family vacation tu Dubai..United arab emirates!

i have a cousin there..so tidaklah verangan mahu tido di hotel mahal..(plg murah hotel 500 hingget satu malam boy!)

i went there dgn my auntie uncle and my cousin as well..

Dubai was very cold at that time we arrived..time difference is about 4 hours..so waktu kitorang masih gigih bershopping, mlaysia dh pukul 1 or 2 pagi..mak aihh!!

we travel for 6 hours flight...and the result is..jetlag!!tp tak parah sangat bcz seat die comfy sangat siap dengan tv on evry seat..so aku tgk muvie aje kejenyer..Alya lagi laa bahagia siap dpt soft toys,bags,coloring book kan..keje alya dlm flight tido dan tgk muvie je..semua pn mcm tu kot hehe...sampai2 je rest kejap terus keluar berjalan..

Banyak sangat tempat pegi..Dubai mall..Mall of Emirates..Global village...Naif...Dragon mart...pegi tgk Burj Arab and Burj Khalifa...and mne lagi ea..cane boleh lupa plak..banyak pegi shopping mall lah kire!!shopping sakan tu tak sgt le cz aku mane de banyak dwet sangat hehe..sempat gak laa beli abaya satu nak verangan cm minah arab kan hehe..beli souvenier sket2 utk kwn2..dahlaa..tahu2 je dah balik malaysia..tahu2 lagi dah sampai medan!!oh wut the fish..cepat sungguh masa berlalu...

will updates the pictures later..busy sungguh semua org..satu gmba pon tk upload..hahahah

for now kene study for pretest tomorrow..currently at ear nose and throat dept!!ENT...so far...oookay laaa..tp grup gandung tak best ah!!miss my old grup..wuwuwu :(..tke care!!assalamualaikum

sakit sebelum senang

2011-01-22T04:37:00.000-08:00

minggu depan aku dah nak exam

awal-awal masuk paeds ni serious rasa macam lama gila nak habes

bukan nak cakap laa..kat paeds ni belajar takde lah maximum sangat

asek kene oncall je..hari ni ko off esok lusa dah oncall balik dan begitula berikutnya

tak ke rasa macam robot?

macam kuli batak pon ado..nak-nak kalo doc suruh buat keje sia-sia yang tak berpekdah kat aku

tambah dengan problem dengan rakan-rakan yang tak sekepala segenggam..memang rasa nak pelangkung..bila suruh kerja kau sakit!!wa stress..bila carik kau,kau takde..tengok2 balik rumah sebab sakit..asek-asek kau yang sakit..semua sakit lah ade kat kau!tak paham aku

kat paeds ni sadis wa cakap lu..kau sakit ke kene tunjuk surat and kalau boleh datang tunjuk muka kau memang sakit..kalau eksiden patah kaki pon datang tunjuk ye aku sakit ni,kaki kau patah??datang dengan kerusi roda!!datang ok.. vongekk!!!grhhhh geram

enough of this misery..chewahh

i'm almost done with paeds nih..

and conclusion..i will never be a paediatrician..never!!!

although dealing with the kids sumtime is very cute..but it's not always like that

bila kau kena kejar budak yang lari dengan tiang infus

bila budak cakap kat kau "ahh dokter jelek!!dokter jelek!!"

it's not cute at all..hahaha

next week wud be my last week..hope it ends happily ever after

aku dah tak boleh deal dengan banyak sangat drama dan sinetron lagi

enough!!!kejar orang sini sana just to get the signature..is so wut the fish!!!

mintak2 exam dengan penguji yang baik dan mood die pon baik ya Allah..permudahkanlah urusan ku ...ameen

kebizian bertingkat-tingkat

2011-01-14T08:20:00.000-08:00

Lately tak sempat nak hapdet belog

sungguh sangat amat busy dengan jadual oncall plus case report dan macam-macam hal masalah dunia yang perlu diselesaikan dengan segera

yuran sekolah lah..hal imigresen lah..wahhh penat wa nak crita..hidup wa asek kene speed je!!kalo ade speed track wa memang banyak kene saman ahh senang citer!!!naseb juga wa masih hidop sampai hari ini..wah dramatis!!alhamdulilah ya allah

tapi kan dah tak lame lagi dah nak habes kat anak neh 2 more weeks to go!!chaiyohhhh!!

sungguh sangat amat tidak sabar

sebab nanti on 29 malam wa nak terbang balek negara terchinta..negara mana?1 malaysia sajee!!hehe

yes!!nak jumpa family terchenta!!rindu gila!!

pastu tak sabar juga sebab nak gi family holiday sama-sama!!yeay dapat itott!!sukerrrrr :D heee(nampak gigi besar-besar)

nanti wa hapdet entry wa pigi holiday yeahh!!!keh3

for now i need to prepare for my case report tomorrow..semoga hari-hari anda lebih ceria dari hari sayer..:b

bukan aku kahwin

rindu mereka wohhh!!

cuti krismase!

2010-12-26T00:13:00.000-08:00

sempena krismas dapat cuti for 3 days

jumaat and sabtu and ahad of coz laa kan

sangat-sangat grateful walopon tetap kene oncall tapi at least takdelah penat sangat

balik oncall je trus pecut pergi sun hari jumaat tuh..beli barang makan

tapi yang tak best tuh..takleh nak shopping walau sekarang tengah sale for krismas..heh

so mampu tengokk je!!plus dwet pon tak bape nak tebal skang..

seriously kat dept ni banyak pakai dwet..ade toyol kut ctu hua3

and malam ini haku oncall lagi..

and malam ini final piala suzuki malaysia lawan indonesia

arhhh malasnyer aku!!org sini kan fanatik lebih..aishh risau-risau

semalam kazen aku kawen

dan aku sah-sah laa non ado kan!!

huuuu..miserable betol..i always miss all the fun!!the one who are left behind..sedeyhh oooo

ok laa..ni gamba aku paksa kazen aku buat live report dari terengganu!!hahah

i really miss my aunties and uncles and cousins!!my mom of course on top of all..:'(

(cptlah setahun berlalu..aku ingin pulang kampung for ever and ever..dah tanak duduk medan lagi!!ahhhh..rinduuuu)

mad!!!and sad

2010-12-18T18:44:00.000-08:00

yesterday i got scolded by the chief of ward due to she saw me wandering around outside of the ward..doing nothing (she accused me!!)..hello madam, do u know that i only sleep for 2 hours last nite taking care of elsiana ( the patient who is still in critical condition)????only 2 hours i slept and she said that "penat sgt ke jaga malam semalam sampai tk buat keje pagi ni???"..omaigod i was very dissapointed..she accused me i didnt know anything about the patient..the hell i know evertyhing ok!!!if u want me to read the follow up that i did from last nite until this morning i tink i can still remember crystal clear oookayhhh!!!and i did everyhing from preparing the milk to give through the nasogastric tube, puverize the tablet of dexa and alllopurinol at 3 in the morn, i also give the phenobarbital and phenytoin at 4 and 5 in the morning while u were sleeping soundly...and yeah i feed her milk every 2 hours and compress her body here and there because she has fever plus suctioning her evry 30 minutes i guess..god!!!please at least appreciate...and you tell me i did nothing..i just leave her for a while after giving her medication at 1130 to go drink some water and unfortunately u saw me then u accused me wandering around???..grhhhhh!!!i was mad like &*^%#$%#@...heh!i dun even get paid doing this ok( and i didnt even asked to, i want to help ok)..so please at least give me the chance to explain, i used to like you mam!!...:'( (sebak dah aku kt ctu, kalo kene marah lama sikit lagi memang berawan laa spek aku)...heheh hati macam kertas tisu laa katekan muehehehe

hey kids..dun be scared of me!!

2010-12-15T05:49:00.000-08:00

Currrently at paediatric dept..dealing with kids require 100% patience and absolute cuteness so that we are on par with them..and baru bole jadik geng!!hahaha..the problems is, once they saw us with whitecoat is like they saw somekind of a monster..they wud cry mercilessly and refuse me to come near him huhuhuh..sedih saya!!adik comel kakak ni baek tao..but so far i still can cope..at first that kid still look super cute tapi kalau banyak perangai sangat lama-lama rasa juga cam nak gigit budak neh!!atit!!atit!!(sakit) padahal belum suntik ubat lagi..over tau kanak-kanak ni..tapi takpela...praktis cane nak deal with kids sure wud give me a merit to become a mother nanti kan muahahah..verangan lebih...but i tell you..oncall at paeds is very hectic and tiring memang takyah cakaplah kan...campur dengan anak-anak and family yang cerewet lagi tambah penat..normal laa kan parents that are over protective over their kids..hufhhh..seram!

ohh ini masa org gereja datang bagi hadiah sempena upcoming christmast!!bising gila!!haeshh

please ignore muka chief saya di situ yea hehe

Yoan Farel...fevret patient i..ehehe..cerewet sangat dia ni!!pastu sagatlaa kuat makan..gerammm!!

okey lah tuh..dapat gak update entry dekat pediatric nih..fuhhh..sambung tido..semalam oncall takleh duduk diam..asek jalan je..feet hurt!!less sleep..but i do eat a lot hua3..so i tink i'm doing okay..doakan saya ya!!tengs!

seafood frenzy

2010-12-06T08:27:00.000-08:00

Haluuu everybody!!

Lame tak upload gamba kan

semalam aku and the geng makan-makan kat satu kedai seafood tepi jalan ni

festime sepanjang aku kat medan ni aku try( tak berani takut sakit pwot kan..maklumlaa kan saye ni pembersih orangnyer muahahah)..itu pun membe indonesian kak rina and kak indah ajak and mengesyorkan makan kat cni..

walaupun tepi jalan and bukak khema cmtuh jek..tapi makanan die..

fullamak best ooo!!murah gila plak tuh...

kitorang order ikan gurami (kalo kt mesia..errr...sori saye fail sket bab-bab ikan ni...tak tahu name die hehe) 3 ekor kami rembat!..sotong 3 jenis masakan kami sumbat, udang celop tepong and kangkung semua rp 172k..ringgit dalam 70 aa lebey kurang..70 hingget untuk 8 orang makan..mane nak dapat beb..penuh meja ngan lauk..and 8 orang naik satu kereta je..memang bertimpa-timpa laa duduk..time kitorang naik kereta siap pakcik tuh gelakkan lagi..segan seyhh..kereta toyota avanza ke takpe juga ni kereta sedan hyundai biasa...muat beb!!tapi on the way balik cam ketat sket lah kan heheheh...cramp kaki aku..naseb tak jauh dari rumah..lainkali bole laa try lagi makan kat cni heheh..yummmeyhhh!!

NOw i'm at paediatric dept...my patient baby 11 months..kawaiii!!!tapi kesian baby ni ade tumor kat retina mata dia..or we call it retinoblastoma...huuuu..kecik-kecik dah sakit..tulaa kan..kita patut bersyukur ada yang lagi susah dari kita..jangan asek mengeluh tak baik!(gaya nak macam mak-mak orang bagi nasihat kat anak laa plak ek..layann :b)

ohhh salam maal hijrah to all muslims!!haaa dah baca doa akhir and awal tahun korang???hah lupa??haishh tak dapek laa den nak nolong...Mmmm, may god bless us all..assalamualaikum!!

the chosen one

2010-12-05T03:30:00.000-08:00

have u all seen this video?sure u all did aite..i just want to share something about the video which i find interesting..actually in this video Maher Zain is referring about our prophet Muhammad..in that video we can see he was very kind hearted, generous, playful (he race with his wife aisyah), part where his grandson sit on his back while he "sujud" shows how patient he is..and etc u can see them by ur self..

last usrah ade cite pasal..(tibe2 ckp melayu plak kan.hahah layann..) Apa ertinya saya memeluk islam..Islam..it means selamat or sejahtera..and it consist of akhlak,akidah,tauhid,ibadah dan keluarga..untuk menjadi individu muslim kite kene lah mengislamkan kesemua unsur-unsur tersebut..but this time i want to share "Apa ertinya saya memeluk islam dari segi akhlak"..macam dalam video kat atas tuh kan..kite kene contohi akhlak rasulullah..so what are they??haa nak tahu kan..keh3..ok marii!!

First, Jauhilah perkara syubhat..kalau perkara halal dan haram tu memang dah jelas dalam Al-quran pon ade kan, so syubhat ni adalah bende-bende yang diantara halal dan haram ni..contoh cam kite was-was makanan ni halal ke haram cam tokey kedai tu bukan islam ke kan..so jangan makan!

Menjaga pandangan...hermmm jalan menunduk jangan asek melilau je mata tuh hehe..(washing eyes takleh tgk doktor ensem dah laa pasnih..tengok pokok hijau je kat sebelah ok!!)

Memelihara lidah..better diam kalau takde perkara yang baik kita nak cakap..(dlm buku tu ckp)

Malu..malu juga adalah sebahagian dari iman..tapi haruslah bertempat..janganla orang suruh present case report kat depan ang cakap malu pulak and time ni baru nak ckp malu sebahagian dari iman kan..heshh

Lemah lembut dan sabar..korang tahu tak acelie sabar tu takde tahap??koranglah sendiri yang tetapkan tahap kesabaran masing2..if korang cakap "aku dah tak bole sabar ngan mangkuk ni!!or deyyy sabar pon ade tahap jgk!!"..then anda dah masuk kategori orang yang tidak sabar at that time..beware!

Jujur..tipu dosa, iskk tapi ini susah betol kan..kadang-kadang aku sendiri pon menipu..ampunkanlah dosa aku ya Allah...tipu sunat laa..kan2??macam-macam..we try not to okaii..(especially aku, sebab hari tuh baru tipu somebody to avoid bimbingan sampai petang, haa amek padan muka exam takleh jawab!!:(..omaigodd!!ya allah ampunkanlah aku sebab menipu huhuhu)

Menghindari prasangka buruk dan mengumpat...(especially girls..aku lagi la tuh..) pasal orang mengumpat ni hukuman die ada dalam surah Al-Humazah..berat betol dosa orang mengumpat but still we tend to do so..hermm

Rendah diri or omputih kata..down to earth..jangan sombong

Murah hati dan dermawan..(tak semesti kene bagi dwet..tolong orang pon dah kire bagus, meringankan beban orang lain kan..heheh...cam aku salu tolong orang cari arah ward kat mane, itu kire murah hati tak eh?heheheh nak jugak mention)

Last..insyaallah kalo kita buat semua ni..kita akan jadi teladan kat orang lain..(for girls yang pakai tudung cam aku kan la senang citer, lagi senang sangat orang nak tahu aku islam kan..so lagi laa kene jaga..we bring the image of islam..belajar pon kne pandai juga tao khairina!!jangan malas, nanti tak pasai2 sebab aku orang cakap..asal kurang pandai yea budak ni?.."orang islam lak tuh....iskkk :( malu beb)

ok ahh korang..silamat beramal..at leat dari 10 point ni..amek aa satu dua tiga dan empat yeap!!(yang tukang cakap ni kene amek lebih sket..."ohh okay2 insyallah..amiinn)..eh eh tapi jangan ingat aku baik sangat sebab post entry mcm ini yea..saje je nak share...ngeh3..ok salam!!

Malu tapi mahu..mampu kalau mahu

2010-12-04T08:12:00.000-08:00

Konfius tak tajuk die?alaa buat-buat laa konfius hua hua hua

today was a very bad day...

today was my post test at pulmonology...and it went not that well

hergghhh i wait from 8 am until 4 pm okeii..afta about one hour exam, pukul 5 ptg baru habis..like omaigodd it drains all my spirit and strength away..i only eat 3 pieces of curry puff in the morning sampai laa malam baru kelua makan...mase tengah exam tuh tuhan sajelaa tahu betapa kurangnya glukosa ke otak aku..as a result yes i'm blurr!!!blank bertingkat-tingkat..sampaikan aku rasa supervisor tu dah irritated ngan aku..omaigodd!!!pathethic gila lah aku..total failure..semalam stay sampai subuh pun rase seperti tiada gunanya lagi..(kecewa berat)

Kalo ikutkan aku mampu kalau aku mahu...(aku senanyer mampu sangat nak jawab..tapi soalan dokter tu tanya aku tak rasa nak jawab..hua3 camno tuh?..pfttftf)

aku mahu tapi aku malu...(malu untuk aku nyatakan..tapi saya nak A doc!!!!keh3 angan-angan kena tinggi beb ahaks...)

so got the point???hahahahah...haybat tak aku mengayat sekarang??...gambar keluar berdating bersama fizah tidak diambil pula( kegigihan pasca post-test)..takpelah..mungkin lainkali kene keluar same-same lagi..ahhh itu sajalah review untuk kali ini...okeh have a nice day semua!!

Alya say gudnyte semua!!

"bila cikgu kaklong nak bagi cuti?cikgu Alya dah bagi cuti"...(^-^")..hehe i will adek!!tunggu along balik k..i really miss my other half ni heheh

benda apa yang tak boleh dipelihara??

2010-11-28T02:23:00.000-08:00

Salam

ape kabau korang semua??

harap yu olss semua sehat-sehat belaka..ahaks..(gila)

well today i nak cerita sket lah

sebab lame tak hapdet belog..terpaksalaa aku hapdet

walhal takde crita best pun

asek busy dengan jadwal oncall yang tah hape-hape..buat penat jee

tapi name nak jadi doktor..jadi gue pasrah

Alkisah di suatu pagi yang hening

di tengah khalayak doktor dan supervisor serta student-student sekalian..(tengah visit pagi)

tetibe doktor tanya pasal satu foto x-ray sorang patient nih

die tanye..adelaa kan soalan die

pahtu kawan aku ni tak boleh jawab..kalau die tanya aku sure aku pon tak boleh jawab sebab aku pon tak tahu..bukan tak pandai tapi belum terbaca pasal tu(eceh ayat kaver baekk punya)

dah kawan aku tak boleh jawab ni..

doktor tu pon tetibe tanya budak-budak di sekitar die..(medical student laa)

"Kalau di rumah mahu pelihara kucing bisa..mahu pelihara ikan juga bisa"

"Tapi apa yang gak bisa dipelihara???"

semua diam seribu bahasa

"dia sendiri jawab..BODOH!!hahahahah die gelak kuat gila..nahhhh bodoh jangan dipelihara, gak bisa itu..makanya belajar!!!"

erkkk...(terkena betul-betul kat atas sikit dari lubang hidung aku..isk3..sadis betul doktor ni)

jadi doktor memang kene belajar sampai mati..tapi still banyak juga tak tahu!!aigoooo..ottoke??

begitulah ceritanya...salam sejahtera..selamat malam kerana ini malam saya oncall lagi makanya saya harus berundur diri..(mama!!!!takmo pegi keje!!!!!guling-guling atas tilam)

raya haji 2010

2010-11-16T22:51:00.000-08:00

Hari ini hari raya!!!

demmm...saya beraya di Medan

dah 4 tahun aku tak balik beraya qurban

dah 4 thn aku tak merasa daging qurban masakan mama

heshhh stress!!

tambah stress hari ini terbangun lambat sebab afta oncall semalam terus pergi bbq

balik je pengsan sampai pagi

dan terlepas solat sunat hari raya

arghhhhh

dah tak ado semangat aku nak beraya kat konsulat Malaysia hari ini

so here i am writing this entry on this year's eid!!

i call mummy juz now and she's at my aunty waiting for the meat..mama qurban thn ini

huhmmm..i suddenly miss calling my daddy..nak panggil ayah..nak cakap selamat hari raya dekat ayah...nak salam ciom tangan ayah

really miss him...:'( wherever you are ayah, i really miss you

huuuuuuu...

worse..tonight ada on call lagi

well doctors laaa kunun...ngawwwww!!pftttt

pagi raya..aku bantai ayam bbq semalam dengan nasi putih plus cili sos

nak masak tak boleh sebab minggu ni busy dengan segala oncall yang menyampah jadi tak sempat beli bahan memasak..so malam ini plan nak pergi bungkus mcd jelaa..kedai semua tutop!!arhhh arhhh benci beraya di perantawan...muehehehe..

Happy eid mubarak everyone..semoga amalan kita diterima olehNYA..amiin

my future..ehem-ehem

2010-11-07T07:27:00.000-08:00

when you are stepping into a new level of life..higher level..like close to adultery hohoho sound like ouhh i'm old..well it is..but like a well-known-evryday-we-heard saying..age is just a number, your mind and soul might look way younger than your age mueheheh..that's me of course laa kan..:b

but i wanted to share on annoying things that i think most people will experience when she gets older..which is people asking about marriage..people will start asking haaa bila nak kawen pulak ni? or awak bila pulak nak sarung cincin?..ni dah ade boifren ke belom ni? and u start receiving wedding invitations among your friends..kalo enganged tuh bole cakap aihh bersepah laa kan...purrrrr!!!

my aunties memang jenis yang ramah tamah and mesra alam with all her nieces and nephews since most are already a grown up plus cute and handsome semua dah..puji laa sikit kasi naik saham keluarga sendiri hahahah

so they like to ask the Q's like above

it's not that i don't want to get married laa aunty

i haven't finish my study yet

about BF..don't worry so far still ada lagi...but i sure will let u know if i hadn't so that u can find me a fine gentleman kan?? bahahaha

and about the cincin..aigooo it's not always has to be a ring to wed aite??kreatif sket lah..tukar jadi bangle or gelang kaki pulak ke hahahaha

my cousin is about to get married..and she is one year older than me..so aunties and cousins are busy asking who's next?turn siapa pulak lepas ni?ohh ina!!!lepas ni ina laa pulak yer...aiyakkk..amin..amiinn..i want to get married but not in a while lah...ahhh pressure..hahahah..felt like i'm old already..what if my jodoh comes late..please don't say that i tak laku..ohh pedih nyaaa huk3...sebab semua cousin-cousin saya stok married awal...please excuse me, because i don't know when will my turn to get married..semoga kawen sekali sahaja seumur hidup..:D

betol laa kata jijah..sekarang musin mengawan semua sibuk tulis entry pasal kahwin dan hantar surat dekat bakal isteri or suami..perlu ke aku buat surat untuk my future husband??hehehehe...kepada future husband please just accept me for who i am because me too will have to accept for who you are..hahaha have to tuh tak larat tuh ngeh3..believe it or not??believe it!!hohoho baek hati kan i nih..yang penting haruslah dia menjaga agama dia dan hubungan dia dengan Allah dulu..then baru masuk part die sayang saya lebih dari bulan dan bintang atau garam dan gula dalam lauk..or mungkin die haruslah pandai menghormati orang tua dan bla..bla..bla...oh oh point penting juga dia haruslah tinggi lampai sebab saye sudahlah pendek dan tembam..heeee...saya juga rasa seorang non-smoker adalah sangat cool sebab mostly guys kan merokok..adelah point aku berlagak sket nanti if orang tanya laki kau merokok ke tak kan??lain dari yang lain tu..hensem, itu bonus laa kan..kalau hensem semata-mata takde maknenyer lah...plus haruslah lebih terel dan pandai dari aku yang tak terel nih..nanti mane nak dapat anak yang pandai dapat nombor satu dalam kelas kalau setakat basic genetic aku yang tak pernah dapat nombor satu nih kan hehehe kantoi pulak tak pernah dapat nombor satu hoi..ini jelaa kot point amaran untuk future husband..so future husband alert!!!tak boleh harap lebih-lebih sebab diri sendiri pon tak berapa nak lebih..as long as we complete each other, steady when it gets bumpy until me becomes mummy and you is daddy and still freaking happy until you are granpa and me is granny... that is my future plan with u...auwww i can be romantic youuu!!(muntah hijau berlapis-lapis)..so got the point my dear future hubby?hehehe..~

P/s: rajin pulak aku malam2 buta ni..hambek kau sekali 2 entry tros

internet membencikan

2010-11-07T06:02:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt

heheh

lame aku tk hapdet belog aku kan

aku tak tau sebab ape google chrome ni lembap betol

asal bukak belog je die lembap..kalo bukak fesbuk no hal jerr..racist betol

Last week aku kat radiology adalah yang terakhir

exam post test adalah ngeri

zapppp...kelua foto schuller..perghhh

mengigau kejap aku kat depan pikir nak tibai ape nih

aku reka laa wey..festime kot aku tengok gamba mastoid tu

sebelomnya takde plak patient masuk nak amek foto schuller tuh

tibe-tibe minggu ni ade plak..elok pulak time aku nak exam..haihhh

malang betol naseb aku..huk3

esok masuk pulomonology..atau dengan bahasa mudah..masuk bahagian paru plak

so aku dah siapkan mental aku untuk melihat kahak patient berbaldi baldi serta bermacam-macam color esok..fuhhh...

ohh yer..last week aku dan emma telah belajar buat mudpie dengan cik fizah dan aimi..waaaa aku sungguh kagum..tadi makan sisa-sisa mudpie yang tinggal lagi sikit...tetibe rase nak makan lagi...uuuuuhuhuu sukee!!

ini mudpie ihsan cik google

tapi mudpie yg aku buat kat sini simple jer..nal beli whip cream mahal sgt kowwtt!!tak mampu hehehe..dan disebabkan susah carik vanilla ice cream..aku bantai perisa sweet corn hahahah..tangkap muat je aku ni kan...layan gak aa ngan oreo crust kat bawah tuh..perghh terangkat!

haaa ape?nak belajar buat cane?

hehehe

nantilaa kalau aku rajin

bye2

saya tak post entry baru pon!

2010-10-30T07:39:00.000-07:00

Hohoho aku kan???..kuat betol makan!!

hari ini aku gigih ajak ema temankan aku pegi carrefour beli barang nak masak tomyam, haihh kalau laa ade mama kat sini boleh tolong masakkan..kalaulaa ade pakwe kat sini boleh mintak die masakkan or paling tidak delivery tomyam dari kedai..hahaha :b..aku memang tak tipu mengidam nak makan tomyam..ni memang mengidam sampai stok masuk dalam mimpi,terngiang-ngiang rasa dia..so sampai je rumah aku dan bibiks terchenta (amy n ema) masak laa..hehehe diorang layankan je kepala aku ni..masak tomyam memalam buto kan..wallawehhh marveles i tell you..walaupon kurang pedas..tapi aku layaannn aa..2 mangkok beb..fuhh..skang kenyang tak mampu nak bergerak

Ohh aku lupe laa kan nak cite..hari tuh kan aku dan rakan-rakan seperanginan kan jadi makcik gerai kan..kan..so hari tu dapat untung manyaaakkk jugak tao!!vangga betol aku..pehtu dwet untung kitorang wat makan besau ler..open table...kitorang pergi makan kat Ikan Goreng Cianjur..ikan gurami masam manis die best gila!!best gila!!!cececece...aku over!..puas hati makan..lenkali jom berniaga lagi yerp geng..dengan harapan dapat makan kat JW Marriot dinner ..kalo tak dinner, dapat breakfast pon jadi..hohoho..angan-angan kena besar beb sebab die ikut saiz perot..kah3

aku minum air es shanghai maaa!!!(tp tkdelaa seedap sangat pon hak3)

lepas makan wa pegi laa join budak-budak nih pegi beli lens plak..semua nak kaler-kaler tak main dah anak mata hitamku..semua nak grey, hijau atau biru mata hitamku..tapi wa tak minat lens ni..tak machoaq orang kedah cakap..hahaha..aku suka spek old skool..wa memang tingin nak beli spek baru tapi wa punya dwet tak brapa nak tebal..so wa usha dulu ahh..wa berkenan gak spek ni..mark dulu ini spek..tokeyy jangan jual sama orang lain yaa..tunggu wa datang minggu depan...wa angkat dengan tokey skali..hua3

okey ini masuk cerita lain pulak..tapi agenda still sama..makan-makan..ikh3..aku ni murah rezeki weh kalo bab makan nih..ini time diner dengan orang dr YT a.k.a Yayasan Terengganu..tepuk tangan sikit lahh kat sponsor aku datang cni nih..kalo tak..memang tak mampu aku nak datang Medan amek medic blaja kan..Diorang memang suka laa datang melawat...aku lagi suka!!walopon terpaksa mendengar ucapan salam satu malaysia...hahaha...well thanks to Allah for HIS blessings..syukur-syukur..(trend posing skarang bukan lagi say cheese!!)

And for those who are very the curious about the earthquake..don't worry Medan is safe alhamdulillah (hihihi siapa laa yang risau pasal hang kat medan tu haa,perasaan lebeyh)..area effected was at Yogyakarta and Pulau Mentawai..two different places..satu kat sumatera barat and satu kat pulau jawa..so 2 disaster at the same time..subhanallah...

prepare grab bag dulu ahh!!bye

ditujukan kepada bakal pengantins..gurlss only

2010-10-28T02:51:00.000-07:00

haa ni entry untuk gegurl jer..tapi laki pon boleh laa nak bace nanti bole kasi tahu kat bakal bini hangpa semua..aku terbaca kt FB ak..so kalo korang dah bace buat-buat aa macam tak baca laie..muehehehe..ok here goes!!

RASULULLAH S.A.W. ADAB UZ-ZIFAF Ahmad telah menceritakan :"Telah menceritakan kepada kami oleh 'Amru bin Hafsah dan Abu Naar dari Muhammad bin Al-Haitham dari Ishak bin Hanjih, dari Husaif dari Mujahid daripada Al-Khudri yang berkata : "Rasulullah s.a.w. telah berwasiat kepada Saidina Ali bin Abi Talib r.a di mana baginda telah bersabda : "Wahai Ali, bila pengantin perempuan masuk ke dalam rumahmu, maka (suruh ia) tanggalkan kasutnya ketika ia duduk dan (suruh ia) membasuh kedua-dua kakinya .

Maka sesungguhnya apabilakamu berbuat demikian Allah mengeluarkan tujuh puluh (70 ) jenis kefaqiran dari rumah kamu,! dan Allah s.w.t. menurunkan tujuh puluh ( 70 ) rahmat yang sentiasa menaungi di atas kepala pengantin sehingga sentiasa keberkatan itu meratai setiap penjuru rumahmu dan pengantin itu sejahtera dari penyakit gila, sawan (gila babi) dan sopak selama mana ia berada di dalam rumah tersebut. Laranglah pengantin itu daripada memakan dan meminum empat ( 4 ) jenis makanan ini pada minggu pertama perkahwinan iaitu :

1. Susu

2. Cuka

3. Coriander (Ketumbar

)4. Apple Masam

Saidina Ali r.a bertanya : "Wahai Rasulullah, mengapakah empat jenis makanan ini di larang..?"Baginda menjawab : "Kerana rahim perempuan itu kering dan sejuk, dengan sebab dari empat perkara (makanan) ini untuk menghalang dari dapat anak. Sesungguhnya tikar di penjuru rumah adalah lebih baik daripada perempuan yang tidak dapat anak.

"Saidina Ali r.a ! bertanya : "Wahai rasulullah, mengapakah cuka itu di larang..? (semasa haid dan semasa minggu pertama perkahwinan) ."Baginda menjawab : "Apabila ia minum cuka semasa haid, sesungguhnya haidnya itu tidak akan bersih selama-lamanya secara sempurna

.Mengenai Coriander (ketumbar) ia mengganggu haid di dalam perutnya dan menyukarkan kepadanya kelahiran .Tentang Apple masam, ia memotong haid sebelum masanya maka menjadikan haid itu berlalu begitu saja dengan sebabnya.""WAHAI ALI PELIHARALAH WASIATKU INI SEBAGAIMANA AKUTELAH MEMELIHARANYA DARI JIBRIL A.S."

Islam is PER...FECT!!

It's not jus a religion but it covers evrything including ur way of life..

ahad yang produktif

2010-10-24T04:06:00.000-07:00

Hari ni aku terpaksa bangun awal..

kalo dalam keadaan biasa aku suka bangun pukul 9.30 atau boleh juga terlajak sampai pukul 10 pagi tetapi aku hari ini bangun 8.30 pagi dan terus bergegas mandi..sangat jarang berlaku

namun ini adalah kerana aku ada usrah dengan adik 08..aku adalah peneman setia acik akak hafizah..so hari ini kak acik crita pasal nabi nuh..ape?ape?korang tahu ke cite sal nabi nuh??elehhh..ingat senang ke nak story mory dekat budak umur 21 tahun..lainlaa cerita kat budak umur 11 tahun..diakui susah juga nak draw attention orang nak suruh dengar ape kita cakap kan..bukan nak cakaplaa..kita boleh baca buku medic setebal err 1000 pages pon ade kan..nak-nak buku patofisio..perhhh rajin..tapi kan bila tiba-tiba budak kecik tanya nabi nuh punya isteri nama apa?atau kaum nabi yusuf nama ape?diorang berdakwah brapa lama??..aku pon kelam kabut nak jawab..so sejak 2 menjak ni aku belek balik crita-crita nabi semua..malu jugaklaa dengan junior bila akak senior tak tahu kan...bila dah kene buat pasal cerita-cerita nabi ni barulaa mula nak belajar dan ingat balik..korang jangan ingat kisah-kisah nabi terdahulu ni boleh buat bedtime story je..banyak pengajaran kot boleh kita ambik..tujuan diceritakan dalam Al-Quran pon sebagai penguat semangat kepada Nabi Muhammad s.a.w sebab nabi-nabi dulu2 pon diuji sehebat dia..so aku cam kagum gak aa bila tahu pasal benda2 ni,maksud2 ayat lam tafsir tuh,doa2 nabi ni semua..at least nanti korang tanya surah nuh dalam quran surah ke brapa..ak dah tahu aaa..hehehe..korang tahu ke??dah tahu alhamdulillah..mintak maap lee..saya memang sangat jahil..best jugak join usrah ni..instead of belaja medic ada benda lain yang lebih penting yang kita patut tahu..kalo baca tafsir sorang-sorang cam bosan sebab ko tak paham dengan detail meaning di sebalik ayat2 cinta tuh,wallawehhh ayat wa power aa hahah...hohoho gigih pulak aku membebel malam ni..bosan weh buat keje radiologi neh..penat nyehhh nak cari gamba dalam internet neh haaa..internet plak slow macam siput sedut..siput sedut pon kalo disedut laju je masuk mulut..miahahah

Pas balik usrah aku buat kerja sekolah..kerja radiologi nih leeee...stret sampai petang..malam ada diner ngn YB dr terengganu lak..makan freee!!wa memang suka..tapi haruslah kene dengar ucapan free..lama tak lama jugak laa pakcik ustaz tu berucap..macam-macam gaya dah aku kat atas kerusi tuh..maklumle pas makan kenyang..ngantuk der..pehtu ada anugerah pelajar cemerlang...dah sah-sah laa aku nombor 1...dengan bangga pergi depan ambek hadiah...perghhh aku nombor satu!!!(kesian budak ni..takpe2 nanti kita pegi gramedia cari buku budak2 cemerlang tu dpt ek..ko tak dapat tak baek tipu!!:b)

sekian..majulah khairina dan sila jangan malas!

pieces to pieces

2010-10-20T07:27:00.000-07:00

i want to story a bit pasal journey to the hospital for morbus hansen patients..chewahhh ayt nak grrrandd aje..RS Kusta Pulau Sicanang..Kitorang pagi-pagi pukul 7 dh berada di tepi jalan..terpaksa sewa angkot doe pegi sana..the journey takes about an hour lah..bila jalan jam die amek mase lebih sikit lagi...jalan pegi sane adventure laa jugak..masuk kampung-kampung jalan pon berlobang-lobang lalu merentas sungai..i mean ade jambatan laa kan,and masa lalu kat tepi jalan tu ade sungai- sungai yang menemani kami..ahakss2..tetibe nampak budak tengah mengayuh sampan nakedly!!wahhh seryes macam pedalaman sabah serawwaakk hahah(nak snap takut dituduh pervert pula..jd simpan saje hasrat dlm hati)..and hospital ni agak terpencil lah aku rasa, uhmm ala-ala misteriuss gito lhoo!!:b..die cam kat sebuah pulau yang orang-orang kat situ mostly kena penyakit kusta ni..korang nak tahu kusta sakit apa?google eh hehe..sejenis penyakit kulit yang menyerang saraf kita..patient mostly dah tak ada jari-jari kaki,cacat or deformity..paling muda patient umur 12 tahun..a girl..and dah jalan pakai tongkat..huhmmm...bersyukurlah dengan nikmat tuhan dah bagi kat kita..acelie dah buat entry ni dah lama..tapi asek pending sebab lepas balik bandung tetibe junior ajak join team futsal die untuk piala konjen plak..adehhh..bajet aku terel sangat ke maen bola nih haha..and paling best masa kejohanan futsal piala konjen tuh kitorang bukak gerai bisnes jual air,jambu and sandwiches..heheheh..pestime jadi makcik gerai nerves ohhh...ketaq2 tangan jugak nak tuang air untuk customer..si aimi semangat jual jambu sampai jambu jatuh tergolek bawah meja hahaha..semua orang cam segan bila ade customer..well,time ni lah bole improve communication skills kut..keh3..socialize!!!cuci mata!!!ini perkara wajib..ehem3...:b

so here are some pics as usual..mueheheh(gambar adalah hasil ihsan rakan-rakan seperjuangan..cammy si amy and wawa kot nih..aku tibai je kt fb aku..heee..jgn mareee)

makcik-makcik gerai (sila ignore abg-abg cekci kat blakang yerr)

ini gambar kat hospital kusta tuh ok..ohh jgn konpius ini entry bumper raya!haha jadi waa rojak je semua..ni waktu datang ke mase nih dah nak balik tah..hoho layann

welkam-welkam..ni lah dia ospital turr..classic owhh!!pehhh jauh betol hospital ni..naseb aku pergi skali jerr..fuhhh jao2!!hujung medan kot nih heheh..over mak kan!

so that's all bits of here and there about my scattered life as a medical student here in Medan Indonesia...wish me luck people..!!love-love

ta daaaa!!!me is back..hehe

2010-10-17T06:57:00.000-07:00

Bandung games 2010..let the pictures begin

Opening caremony..menteri belia dan sukan malaysia Dato Shabery Chik yang rasmikan..kalau tak silap eja lah hehe..cekidaut maskot Bandung Games....semut derr!!kau ade??hahah..aku tak paham knapa maskot dia semut..huhmmm seksi mungkin hik3

yeahhh team Medan yang sungguh havoc sekali..ini time ala-ala perbarisan aa masa opening tu..ramai2 beratur nyanyi lagu negaraku dan siap ikrar bagai..hehe..teringat sukan zaman sekolah dulu-dlu..ohh terasa muda lagi..hohoho

alamak tetiba gambar closing dah..layan ek..team futsal aku menang weh..dapat nombor satu!!(berlagak..walopon ak second line yang berjaya menjadi juru sorak..ahh tertekan!hahah)

yay!!dapat medal gold eh terbalik..gold medal..heppy2!!

posing standard atlit-atlit mesia kalo menang pingat emas..gigit aa..apelagi!!hahaha

ermmm..approaching closing caremony hehe

ohh ini time after final game..after dapat title champion..kami pergi shopping laa....ape lagi????haha..hampeh,baju takde saiz plak..adeke jual saiz budak kecik??ape ke hey nye budak2 kecik nak pakai baju bandung games..dorang pakai baju upin ipin maaa!!iskkk

yeahhh the unsung pom-pom gurl!!muehehehe

aku dan umi si striker berkaki kidal..walopon lepas eksiden dengan kecederaan di kaki dan hidung..she rocks!!

ini Medan Vs Bandung..sory bandung cuba lagi tahun depan ek..heheh berlagak sket!

We are the champion!!!perhhhh..mase final game sangat best!!team mereka sangat mantap..ini baru medan!!hahaha..(ak ni pemain import je,team ak lain..hahahah :p)..Congrats Ilala and the gang..yeehhhaaa!!

See u next year Bandung games 2011 plak..haahahah

balik je..muka burn..merah mcm udang kene bakar...haishhh...

hari ni aku main futsal lagi..jd pemain import lagi!!!boring betol laa hahaha..and dapat number 2!!orait aa tuh..good job SPLASH!!:D..

(banyak betol aku gelak hahahah kan..haahah..hahah..bye!!)

packing time!!!

2010-10-07T08:28:00.000-07:00

yay!!

tomorrow morning pergi rumah sakit kusta at si canang..jauh juga laa hospital ni..travel lagi

adventure btol amek medic kat medan ni..haisehhh

huhmm..kalau rajin i wud take some pictures

then my flight to jakarta on6.30 pm on d evening

may evrything goes well

ohh about the exam..it seems that i got really lucky bcz my examiner is super nice..he gave me..heee adelaaa!!thank you Allah...:)

Jakarta!!here i go againnn..this time withn Lion air..may i have a safe journey and bring back the title champion lah heheheh verangannn..dun worry aku tak mainnye..tukang kutip bola luar padang je kut..hahahah

packing lagi!!daaaaa

aigooo~

2010-10-05T05:34:00.000-07:00

arhhh exam tak jadi pula

saya bagai nak menggila ingatkan hari ini sudah boleh menggila di depan yes tv

namun sangkaan ku meleset seperti bola hanya mengena tiang gol meleset ke tepi padang bola

mood untuk belajar jatuh merudum juga

bagaimana mahu ku cari lagi mood tersebut lagi?

ahhh aku sendiri bingung

lalu aku buat-buat baca status patient

tetap mood tidak datang-datang

tambahan pula,

malam ini ada training futsal...ini yang terakhir

kerana aku sering semput di padang maka terpaksa ku gagahi jua untuk pergi

gara-gara exam tak jadi, aku jadi membuat gara-gara berfutsal walhal esok ada exam

apakan daya...

ape aku membebel juga aku sendiri pening..lantaklah

aku harap esok aku boleh menjawab dengan gilang gemlang walau ilmu di dada malap-malap lampu pelita hari raya..yerhhh...layankan saja!

bye

looking forward to next week!!

2010-10-03T02:53:00.000-07:00

Why i'm looking forward to next week??

ahhhh....

I ade exam on Tuesday!!!!

blerghhhh...kene belajar lagi...tp bukan ini yang ditunggu

ngeh3...

i really can't wait to go to....Bandung games 2010!!!yeahh..finally aku terpilih jugak..kah3..atas dasar ape saya juga tidak tahu..mungkin sudah tiada player berkaki lebar di Medan ini..ahaks...pedulikan itu semua..yang penting aku nak pegi Bandung..harap2 aku dapat surat sakit sebab nak ponteng hari Sabtu...geeee..tipu tak sengaja :b

..hhhaihh ..tapi sekarang..ade exam perlu aku hadap,harap kurap patient aku tak hilang lagi...terpaksa jgk harap mcm ini,kalo tak nanti ape ubat aku nak bagi,plus mamposlaa aku kene cari patient baru..tidaaakkk!!!permudahkanlah urusan ku ya Allah..amin

so nex entry..harap2 aku dapatlaa buat entry pasal Bandung tuh..harap2 dapatla surat sakit..harap2 dapatlaa pergi bandung..harap2 di bandung dapatla jumpa fatin liyana hehe...harap2 dapatla bawak balik medal juga..harap2...banyaklah harapan nko kayna!!!dah pi belajaq nuh

busy playing doctors and nurses

2010-09-27T05:07:00.000-07:00

haiiiii!!!...miss me???

sape rindu sayer angkat tangan!!!

(bunyi cengkerik bersahut-sahutan)

sighhhh...

fine..

that's all for now..tkde orang rindu i kan..huh..huh..chow dulu ahhh

gile bajet drama queen kan??

well..well..well...today rumah kitorang pasang Yes tv!!yerhhh ala2 mcm astro laa kalo kt Mesia,lagi besar piring die dr astro wohhh!!tp mlm2 buta gelap pulak aku nak pegi photoshoot kan..nnt korang ckp aku menipu kan?tkpe nnt aku kasi bukti..wah rase mcm orang kaya gang selamat laa pulak..kalau dulu tv kami mcm tv zaman 60-an,nak kata hitam putih...ada juga sikit nampak macam warna pink kehijauan...kalo masa world cup,bola pon tak nampak mana satu..sekarang..ting!!tidak lagi!!hahaha..riak tak??

haaa..ni kotak die..ahahah :b

ohh semalam tiba cik Ila call wawa ajak kami pergi maen futsal dekat bandung..wah????tidak percaya..aku dah laa lama tak futsal..haishh macam takde chan jek!!Cik Ila maybe akan buat try-out..ala2 pemilihan laa untuk team die..glam gitu kalo dapat pegi Bandung Games 2010..dahlaa semua freee!!aahhhhhh mak nak ikot!!!jadi bench warmers pun i dun care!!baby i dun care..eh..ehhh.ehh.ehh!!it's for Malaysian students study at Indonesia..so ramai laa student mesia join nnt..dr jakarta,bandung,medan..err dan lain-lain..heheh..:D

Tapi kalau tak dapat pergi..huk3..terpakse laa saye meneruskan sisa-isa hidup di Medan ini..keh3...kalo acting ade kat bandung kn best..mesti aku dapat masuk kan..haha over!

baru perasan gambar terkecik pula hihi..layannn!!..wa ada usrah pulak malam ni ok..wa nak pergi solat lah dulu..daaa!

heppp korang dah solat lom???dh cepat line up belakang aku..biar aku imamkan..hahahahaha :b

random thoughts

2010-09-15T08:00:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry i cudn't be perfect

i dunno why..it went not the way i planned

i did planned but urghh it went not according to plan

kinda frustrated..hufhhh

why???why???

hurghhh...

penah tak korang rasa mcm ni???ahhh knape bila depan orang yg kita "teeetttt" kita jadi menggelabah tak tentu pasal..waktu tu laa tudung tak jadi..eyeliner tiba-tiba bersepah padahal pagi tu elok je..atau tumit kasut time tulaa nak tercabut or kaki nak lecet padahal kasut tuh dah lama pakai pun, biasanya banyak je mulut ni nak bercakap tapi tibe-tibe jadi pendiam,takde idea nak cakap ape..biasanya makan bukan main selera sampai titisan akhir, tapi tibe-tibe sandwich pun susah nak habiskan..ke aku je yang pelik ngeh3..haha..and at the end of the day..yeahh u felt stupid too..:b..i didn't try too hard, but it looks that way..ahh damn!

ahhhh..!!! !!!!

hey check out wut am i doing???gyahahaha..it's during my skills lab at dermatology..they teach us the right way to uhmmm wear condom...whether to women or men..so,we had a competition sape paling cepat pasang condom..damn i lost to Aimi chan bahahahah..dr,Richard is hilarious, yeah when we are talking about this tak bestlaa bila dapat doktor yg serious and super skema kan..bila klaka-klaka u got the point easily...pick-up cepat jerr kalo bab2 ni kannn..geee gatal!!

so far boring jugaklaa bahagian kulit and kelamin neh..but..boleh laa!!hve a nice day u alls!

my 2010 ied..hw's urs?

2010-09-13T05:27:00.000-07:00

Wahhhh kejap gila dah habes raya..aku rasa macam baru je lagi aku balik kampung..aleh-aleh aku dah kat Medan skarang..ahhhhh bosan amat!!this year raya is very different without daddy..i cannot say totally tak best but still u felt like something went missing..i sempat pergi kubur ayah dengan mama,sedekahkan yasin semua sebab mama and adik2 semua dah pegi a day before raya..so aku pergi masa raya kedua..:'(..semoga roh ayah ditempatkan dikalangan orang yang beriman amiin..huhmmm

i gain 2 kilos maaa this raya..i eat a lotss!!semua makanan aku nak rasa laa kan..tibai semua sampai perut cakap" oii fuly loaded dah wehh..hagak2 laahh"...gambar raya pon banyak laa juga, gamba kt tempat dapur mak aku yang tak siap, adik aku cakap tempat under construction stylo untuk bergambar...stylo laahh sangat naim oii...disebabkan naim punya rambut panjang, anak sepupu aku yg kenit2 panggil dia abang justin bieber..bahahahah..(naim muka bengannng jerr)..and alya ada a new crush kt skola dia..nama dia Sulaiman..hahaha..beriyer ajak mama aku pergi beraya rumah sulaiman dia..classic kan nama kawan alya,bru 6 thn..my aunty said kiut budak tu..(oo patut laa adik suka yerrr!!isk adik sapelanie)..and aiman aku rasa grew taller..lagi sikit nak kalahkan abg dia..Aihhh budak ni pon makin gatal nokss..haishhh aku jer baik sket..:b..mama is a bit slim,huuuu i miss mama oredy..balik tidur celah ketiak mama..best wohhh!!hik3..penat juga laa raya,asal dalam kereta jer terlelap semua..duit raya pon mantops!!i loikeeee...ehehehe..tapi Alya paling banyak dwet raya,mane2 die pegi semua orang bagi.."alya nak dwet raya skit..she said bole,tapi tunggu banyak sket lagi eyhh"..geramlaa adik ni..makin klaka dia

Aiman dan gadis-gadis

Alya said hye sulaiman!!heheh

rumah orang lain semua ade pelita..tapi rumah aku,adik aku pasang tanglung..raya cina ke?

aku layankan jelaa si Naim punya idea..rare die kata hehe

raya!!raya!!kanak2 kecik yg kt depan ni semua peminat Justin Bieber..isk3

moi et familie moi chinta moi sayang

I'm gonaa miss u very much...heeee..(along jiwang!!)

raya dah habes..esok masuk dept dermatology pula!!!yoshhh..ayok kita habiskan sisa2 degree ni..Moga Allah permudahkan jalan..:)

hari-hari indah di rumah

2010-09-11T10:12:00.000-07:00

yes i'm currently at home rite now..sungguh happy hingga tak mau pulang Medan lagi..aaaaaa cuti raya dah nak habes..perlu ke masa cepat sangat bergerak..perlu kerrrr????

detik2 indah pulang beraya di kampung..perasaan??happy gila!!org gila pun tak hepy mcm gini ahahaha..(later upload pasal raya keyhh!!)

balek kampungg!!

2010-09-06T05:20:00.000-07:00

Ini entry menggambarkan perasaan membuak-buak nak balik kampung..seryes..lagi-lagi tadi aku dah abes exam ngn dr,andre..perghhhh berpeluh ketayak aku nak jawab soalan dia..naseb die punya mood ok..mungkin mood raya..ak pun tidak tahu..kerana sekarang isu mesia-indonesia tengah hot maka boleh jadi kadang-kadang doctor asek duk memerli je keja..tak habes-habes..naik bersemut telinga aku nak mendengar perkataan perang...apa syok sangat ke nak perang-perang ni?orang mati bergelimpangan..darah sana sini..silap-silap orang yang tersayang ko yang mati..carik penyakit namanya...asal terceroboh perairan ko..perang!!asal curik ikan kat laut ko..perang!!batik malaysia..perang!!dah macam berzikir aku tengok perkataan perang ni..bulan-bulan puasa ni ganti perkataan perang dengan zikir dapat pahala sikit oi..ni tak...aku pelik bin ajaib naik ke langit dah..(ahh bikin panas jer..kipas2)..okay tukar mood aku nak balik kampung..seyes tak sabar aku nak berambus dari medan walopon untuk seketika..stress mak nyahhh!!!balik kampung jumpa mama,adik-adik aku semua..aaaaa best gila laa..aku tumpang sedih kat kawan-kawan aku yang tak dapat balik...raya kat sini mane best wehhh..tak nampak kemeriahan..kat jalan-jalan pun tak nampak sangat orang pakai baju kalerfool dalam kereta ke naik moto ke..budak2 bagi salam mintak dwet raya..nehi!nehi!..adakah aku perlu packing sekarang..malam ini?ahh macam sungguh over nanti kena maki ngn osemate2 aku yang belom habis exam..jadi malam ni aku nak buat apekah??ahhh dengar lagu raya..haa mungkin bole mula pilih ringtone enpon lagu raya..wahhh over mak kan???memang macam ni nak2 kalo tengah happy..dah 9 bulan aku tak balik kampung..homesick tingkat berat ni..beli present dekat family pon sorang satu..baju sendiri tak beli takpe asalkan family dapat..wahh sweet lah aku rasa aku ni..hahahah..mental..start from tomorrow aku dah boleh senyom lebaar telinga ke telinga menunjukkan betapa aku sangat happy..ahhh tapi kene bawak balik ole2 pulak dari mesia..adoiii...mengata2 juga yea..bab ole2 nak jugak yang dari mesia...(pengsan bila kiri kanan atas bawah duk mintak.."jangan lupa ole-ole dari malaysia ya"!!)..yelah..yelah..nanti aku bawak balik biskut semperit..ngahahahah

"To all muslim..may this year eid is full of blessings"

sungguh pantas masa berlalu pergi

2010-08-31T01:45:00.000-07:00

sekarang dah minggu 3 aku kat cardio..next week dah nak exam..mak aihh tak terasa..rasa macam baru minggu 1..aku rasa sepanjang ramadhan ni aku belom share pape yang berkhasiat dan bagus untuk mind reader aku kan ngeh3..ade reader laa sangat..i came across this blog..i really like the writing...and aku terbaca ini:

"Whoever truly believes in Allah and the Last Day should either speak good or keep silent"

Meaning, kepada sesiapa yang mempercayai Allah dan hari kiamat seharusnya bercakap tentang kebaikan atau jika tidak mampu baiklah kamu diam saja..(my own translation version)..jadi dalam bulan baik ni kena jaga laa mata,telinga,mulut,tangan dan semua lah..jangan hanya tahan nafsu nak makan or minum jek..aku sendiri kalo bab bercakap memang laju sangat..kadang2 orang mungkin terasa and aku pun terasa dengan orang, lepas tu mula laa rasa bersalah..apela mulut aku ni cabul sangat..terus rasa nak jadi pendiam..betapalah kata-kata tu sangat tajam, even dalam hadis luqman tak silap aku yang die bagi teka-teki tu, benda apa yang lebih tajam dari sebilah pisau..itu adalah kata-kata..jadi sebab tu lah kot Allah cakap macam ni..kalau dah takde benda baik nak dicakapkan baiklah diam je..terlajak perahu boleh tarik balik..kalo terlajak kata..susah beb..aku nak sangat cuba jadi pendiam sikit...tapi knapala susah sangat..mengumpat, memerli, menipu, memaki orang..suma dari kata-kata kita..lepastu suara nyaring sangat or suka sangat cakap kuat2 walhal membe tak sampai 1 kilometer duduk pun..itu memang menyakitkan hati orang..baiklah diam je..tak sakitkan hati orang..orang pun rilek je ngan kita..jadi, speak good or keep silent ok!!selamat beramal..eheheheh..

p/s: buka puasa hari ni dekat konsulat malaysia..makan nasi kotak...layan laa..tapi ramai junior yang aku tak penah nampak..huhmmm jadi macam tak berapa nak meriah heheh..disebabkan tak brapa nk meriah maka tiada gambar diambil ahahah..tk cre korang..tata~

last nite oncall at cardio..hardcore ahh!!

2010-08-30T05:34:00.000-07:00

Semalam adalah jaga malam aku yang terakhir dekat cardio..biasanya kalo turn aku and wawa yang oncall insyallah patient semua amam sejahtera sehat walafiat berkat doa aku kot..ngeh3..tapi semalam aku tak tahu laa bawaan sapelaa kan..adelaa sorang patient ni baru masuk, Sick sinus Syndrome!(nk thu??tanya pakcik google k)...mak aihh kene follow dia punya ECG kat monitor tuh every minute non-stop sampai pagi bhaiii...turn aku pulak kene start follow dari jam 3.30-4.30 am..dahlaa tido pukul 2 pagi..tak ke meroyan aku weyyy..ak pon bergegas tidur laju-laju tutup mata..tidur!!tidur!!tidur!!dah siap baca doa semua and pasang niat puasa esok..tidur tak sempat mimpi pun dah ada orang kejut ak..dah pukul 3.30 beb!!lalok mata aku bangun naseb tak tertidur sambil berjalan ke ruang CVCU tuh kan..sampai je kat patient aku monitor screen die,merah mata aku dok tenung..sesekali aku tersengguk2 di kerusi..(cehh bajet comel ahh tu)..afta 3o minit aku kat situ tiba2 irama jantung patient tuh bertukar ke ventricular tachycardy,sempat aku gosok2 mata..betol ke ni ntah2 aku mamai lagi..ahhhh betol!!mmg deadly rhythm lah kalau VT nih..kene cepat2 di DC shock kalau die tak berubah,mau mati patient nih kang sebab cardiac arrest..aku berlari aaa cari doctor oncall kan..perghh masa dorang datang tetiba ibu tuh elok jap rhythm die..aku dah..eyhhh tadi VT(cuak dalam hati takut dorang ingat aku tipu)..sekali keluar VT yang mmg ganas punya..sempat asystole jap ibu tuh wehhh..aku dah ilang ngantuk..doktor tuh tumbuk dada ibu tuh 2 kali..gedebuk!!gedebuk!!(perghh kuat weh..nak jadi doctor cardio u really have to be good at punching!!heheh)..lepas beberapa minit ibu tuh okay..but all the doctors are all awake..and team aku kene gilir2 jaga ibu nih sampai pagi weh..sempat pukul 7 pagi tdi ibu tuh tiba2 syncope tak sedar,aku jerit laa ibu!!bangun buk!!!sambil gosok2 leher dia buat valsalva maneuver..tiba2 mata die terbelalak, unconcious!!then doctor datang mai tumbuk lagi dada ibu tuh,tak bangun juga!!..las2...bagi DC SHOCK yang cam dalam ER tuh, bagi CPR semua baru ibu tuh sedar balik..fuuhhhh cuak takut die exit...alhamdulillah takde orang meninggal on my watch!!phewww..(ni first time ak experience situation yang emergency macam ni..i give 5 star to the doctors last nite..)..then waktu ibu tu dah agak tenang, i talk to her..ibu jangan pingsan lagi ya(die senyum)pstu die cakap "doc,lapar..mau makan"(sempaaatt)..aku pun cakap, bisa buk tapi ibu jangan pingsan lagi yaa!sayu je mata ibu tu sambil senyum..(family die tkyah crita laa time ibu tu punya irama jantung stop..jd teeeeeeeeeeeeettt..meraung anak dia)..wuwuwu..taching habess oooh!!

Balik je rumah hari ni..pengsan..aku pulak asystole kat bilik aku...bangun je bersin2 tak berenti..meleleh air hidung..(selekeh)...tidur tak bergerak macam tongdram..really tired laa last nite..mampu ke aku nak jadi doctor ni????Huaaaaaaa...(gigit kuku isap jari..)..mata high lagi nih..how????

ade lagi 9 hari lagi nak balik rumah!!huuu rindu mereka..especially yang baju oren..i text mum just now tanya khabar since nak call line tepon macam harrem, mama said alya marah-,marah mama asek duk maen msg ngan aku, die suro ajar die baca..gedik ah adek!!..asek disconnect jek line tepon skg!..mmg kasi gua bengang..gua rindu mak gua taw!!ganas2 gua pun tapi dalam hati ada taman laa(lagi lagi adnan sempit)..pokoknya aku rindu malaysia ahh..happy independence day Malaysia!!

hello young doctors!!

2010-08-26T06:37:00.000-07:00

Today was very boring at cardio since all the supervisors are busy attending the new candidates for cardio specialists..so they kinda ignore us the young doctors hahaha..but later at 12 something baru laa ada yang datang ward round..today there is this very cute doctor name Mr Amran Lubis..a cardiologist that i liked since my lecture days ahaha..(ayt men belasahann saja)..hari ni dia datang visit patient and he was suddenly like.."Hello young doctors!!so...so far do you have any questions to ask me??what??no??no questions??ok then i ask you ok!!"..very the cheerful..cheeky at the same time ahahah..not many doctors here like to speak english..he was very polite..and he like to use "like this in every sentence" ahahah..contoh cam.."if ur patient have a chest pain like this.."..or "so the treatment like this.."..walopon kadang berterabur..ah ada aku kesah??english semua orang cakap pon sumtime berterabur hehehe..really lighten the mood since sekarang isu malaysia-indonesia really tense up kan..ahhh students yang tak bersalah pula kene menadah telinga mendengar kemarahan mereka2( esp the doctors laa kan)..but luckily my indonesians friends are not like that..they understands maybe..:D..(cuak okeyhh)..so far i survived!!pheww

then later at home..while baring baring atas katil teringat novel Dear John ak yang dah beli sekian lama tapi belum habis baca since limited time at home..chewaahhh macham bizi gila laa tu..and harini finally habis juga..ohh sungguh taching you!!sedih amat weyh..baca sambil meleleh airmata..(over mak kannn)..his dad died and the girl that he loved married someone else..but still he willing to sacrifice for her..i don't understand love at all..but i tink love is when u are willing to sacrifice for the sake of your loved one..as long as she is happy than you are happy too..and it's not always love wud brings the two of you together..wahhh syahdu ohh yeahh..bulan puasa emosi tingkat dewa..Novel ni dah dibuat movie pun but since i dah beli novel why wasting money buying the dvd kan...nicholas sparks really can write huh..:D

~counting days until 9 sept 2010..13 days to go!!...i really miss home~

working..double weekend

2010-08-22T07:54:00.000-07:00

hellooo..how are u people??..uhuhuh..today i had to work, starting from 8am until 2 pm..from that period only 1 patient came in..kinda boring juga bila u have no job..just sit around waiting..hufhh serious boring..hahaha but macam berdoa untuk orang sakit laa pulak kan..teeheheh..tak baek lah..and i have to anamnese laa that new patient..ask this and that..then the doctor ask me hell a lot of questions and seriously i cannot answer..n siap dapat homework lagi kena cari..ohh seriously felt like an idiot..he ask me "what is LDL??" i answered.."errr bad cholestrol!"..n he laughs..ahhh segan aku..takde jawapan kreatif lagi ke dari otak ak..kebodohan bertingkat-tingkat di situ!!darn...

Ohh my brother Aiman was admitted to hospital last week,suspected dengue..already been discharge but he has to check his blood tomorrow for platlet count...my mum ask me whether to tell the doctor about my dad disease which she fears related to my brother condition..i told her not to worried, although aku pon takut sama..i ask my mum to try seek my cousins opinion as hematologist..but i don't think anything wrong with him..just a dengue!!yeah..seriously i can't afford any other family member of mine diagnosed with the chronic disease..living a life wud be a battle although evryday is..but when u know ur love ones has limited time to live due to his condition u started freaking out,worried all the time..suddenly cry without any thunder or storm coming hoho..drama!but it's true..the bright side is u started to appreciate more of ur love ones..care to much, felt like texting everyday checking he's alright or not..started to do things together lots more and openly sharing ur feelings..suddenly u felt a lot more closer to ur siblings and family..because when they are gone, it's too late for everything..even to say i love u, i'm afraid he's not hearing( because he's lying on bed, eyes closed, heart beating slow, breathing became hard)...so from now on start saying ur love to your love ones and do everythings together like there will be no tomorrow..yeahh..really doe!!tak tipu..because now..i miss my family trip together :(..so this raya although without my beloved daddy..i will make use my short raya with my other family members..start making schedule people!!(especially my mates..a day worth rm200..make use of it..make use of it!!..:D)

cardio oh cardio!!

2010-08-20T08:45:00.000-07:00

I have to woke damn early since i have to be there before 7am daily..all d doctors mmg semua dtg awl..kalo dtg pukul 7 mmg semua doc dh terpacak kt nurse station checking all d patient's status n u don't have d chance to touch d patient's file lah which is crucial for u to see the patient's history and d blaa..bla..bla..ahh susah betol..dhla kita pon kene buat status patient kita sdiri..nak laa tgk die bg ubat apa kat patient tuh kan..and dekat cardio ni memang patient die ramai gilaaa i tell you..sehari paling sikit pon 3-4 patient...hari2 i will have a new patient to check..kene tanya history die semua..physical exam..check die punya x-ray semua ade pelik2 ke tak...ahhh really tiring heheheh..mengeluh nampak cik doktor..menyesal ke jdi doktor??teeehehehe..tak kot..i'm enjoying :b..really i can't lie am i?plus bulan puasa ni bila nk mengamuk kene tahan sket...ahhh mencabar keimanan didada yg agak2 tak berapa nak tebal ni..walaupun doctors,i mean junior doctor diorang ni quite not that friendly compare ngn doc2 kat interna dulu but the supervisors are very good..nice laa..so far so nice laa lagi..another thing i tak suka is u have to share room with guys too..since team oncall i consist of 2 guys n 2 girls..ahh really inconvenient..laki tidur katil bwh pompuan tido katil ats...bilik sejuk macam haram plak tuh...ahh segan doe pagi2 bgn nampak muka slebet ak kan..so not cool..especially time sahur..selebet habesss!!

so far cardio ni...ok laa..tapi i really enjoy at interna a lot better than here...here,i have to stand a lot..kejung kaki mak noksss..and this week i have to oncall on weekend..nice one huh!!!next weekend juga..double miserable weekend...yeah you go girl!!

p/s: thanks to my dear umi nazirah, cik fizah and cik qilah for d nice nasi lemak delivery rite in front of my house..berbungkus dengan daun pisang siap!!terbaekkk lah korang..nanti sahur kene bangun!!!jadi kena pergi tidur sekarang...nite all..hve a nice day :D

bday bash dan makannn..dan makannn lagi!

2010-08-16T21:28:00.000-07:00

Ohh thank you guys..u r the best lah!!ade juga element kejutan rupenyer..bahahah...ingt nk berpakat jek dengan bday gurl ni kan..so bole berlakon buat2 terkejut..but this time i didn't expect lah..sambut ngn mommy ILI sekali..lama gila tk lepak dgn budak2 brimob..so miss you girls..mwah3 ciom pelok penuh kasih sayang from me..yeah i'm 23!!dem..kamsahamnida!!

So the main dishes are Ketupat sotong and ketam masak lomak cili api..until now i can still smell d scent...ohh terngiang2 bau dia di hidung ku..tangkap leleh tgk gamba ni tatkala diri ini sedang berpuasa..ohh mencabar iman..ketupat sotong mommy ILI mmg walllaaa!!ILI mmg terel habes bab masak ni..she's like our mom here hahahah..cayunk mummy ili..nnt masak best2 lgi erhh

the making of

behind d scene

Side dishes ade laa sayur,buah n kuih muih..emma punya caramel ak tk sempat ngaapp dah licin oii..hishhh..ak buat choc puding jerk..masa makan semua khusyuk tak berbunyi..ketam duk ratah dengan semangat nasi lupa nk makan hahah,stock piranha semua..heee..later pas solat trawih rmai2 kitorang maen uno kad(tradisi laa ni dr brimob lgi haha)..n i blaja men guitar ngn ili..hee dpt gk belajar lagu what's up..hrp2 masih ingt not2 di kepala..then maen mercun!!gila bising wehh minaci ni semua..mcm nk pecah rumah ili ak rse..lame tk jumpe cmtulah...rinduuu owww!!lepak sampai dekat2 pkol 12 bru balek semua..heee..senonoh betol kami kan..skali skala jerr..:b

Officially at cardiology dept now!!

currently not yet enjoying maybe due to d need of adjustment n lotss of adaptation in this holy month of ramadhan

so kinda hard..semalam pon makan nasi bukak puasa afta habes oncall at 9 pm cmtu sbb ade patient yg nk kene di ambu 24/7 bcz ventilator penuh d ICU!!org azan ak duk tgh pam oksigen kt mulut patient lgi..yeah i'm a doctor!la sangattt!!:D

later peep..have a nice day yu olls

~ohhh...lovely day...~

2010-08-12T07:09:00.000-07:00

sambungan dari entry sebelum...

Ok jam 7 pagi sudah terpacak ak di ruang pertemuan menungu doktor pendamping ak untuk exam hari ini..katanya semalam nk jumpa ak jam 7..ok fine..ak tunggu

30 mnit berlalu..asek ada orang keluar masuk tp tkde sorang doktor pon crik ak..aihh hampa

15 menit lagi berlalu...aihh dh nk sejam ak tunggu..masih hampa..asek mendongak tengok arah pintu setiap kali ada yang masuk..ahh buat bodoh jelaa pasni...(pura2 sambung baca nota..satu hapa pon tk masuk otak..nerves oii)

setelah sejam..ak msg laa doc ak tu..doc,saya sudah di ruang pertemuan

die reply..ok saya sudah sampai!..,(yaaaaa!!!nervess gilakkk aaa..tk senang duduk dah)

tgu lagi sambil mengelamun..nota di tangan ak pandang kosong..jiwa kacau!

tiba ada org pggl nama ak..Khairina ya??

jrennggggg...cuba teka ensem tak org nyer?bahahahah

..ohh abg ya??

ya abg lahh..betol kamu ini khairina???ak jwb ya iyalah...(dlm hati..HENSEM OKKK!!!) haha gatalll

so kami pon bekerjasama laa..pegi check patient ak sama2, elok pulak tym pergi dgn abg ni sesak dh tk ada lagi..adoiii!!hri tu ade..then die betolkan mana yg salah semua..then die cakap exam jam 12!!apaaaa????sumpah nervous weh..pastu before ujian aku ckp kt dia, tlg laa ak nnt kalo ak takleh jawab examiner ak tanya kan..dhla specialist cardio..mampuih laaa tnya bab2 jantung ak mane nak ingat semua kan...then die jawab "bisa aja kalo penguji nya gk lihat"..:b

time exam:

Macam2 soalan gk die tanya..knapa patient ak mcm ni?knapa ada wheezing? n bla..blaa..bla..ade beberapa soklan ak tk dpt jawab..ak pandang abg tu bila penguji ak tk nampak kan..bg sign "tolong!!tolong!!mayday2!!!"..die pon buat laa gaya2 tangan nk ckp jawapan kan..tp ak tk tangkap,punya laa lembap otak ak kan ahahah..amende abg ni nk ckp ni...skali die tulis kt ketas bwh meja..cardiomegaly..ohhh punya laa bg isyarat tgn bagai...ngeh3...cayalah bang!!byk gk laa die tolong kt ak tdi bahahahah(rezeki beb, jgn ditolak)...nerves dowh!!nseb examiner ak pon baek..ok...dua2 doctor hr ni adalah hensem..semoga murah rezeki dan bertambah hensem kerana meluluskan saya..berkat bulan puasa kot..:D..happy!!

result: ok dek..kamu lulus..udah bisa laa kamu nonton yaa nt!!hehehehe..makasih bang ensem!!!(ensem tu ak ckp dlm hati jelaa..:b)

balik dengan perasaan bersyukur sangat2...Allah dah permudahkan urusan hari ini..alhamdulillah

so how first day puasa evryone??

2010-08-11T07:06:00.000-07:00

MIne??was okay..buka puasa makan steak ayam double ngn nasi..erkk tk larat nak habeskan banyak sgt..trawih pun dengan perut macam nk meletup..mcm biasa bila time nk jemaah isyak and terawih..kau tolak ak, aku tolak kau..eh ak tak ready sebab ak tk hafal banyak surah..eh ak pon tak ready,kau je lah imam..hihihihi..jadi buat giliran jdi imam,senang!..muahahah (segan dgn diri sendiri)

Hari ini tak jadi exam lagi

Doc pendamping pon tak menampakkan batang hidung

Skali pkul 6 ptg ak terbangun tgk ade msg dr umi "kayna ppds cari awak n die suruh call skarang!!"message sampai jam 2.48 pm..skrg jam 6 pm..!!!!!mati ak (tido mcm kayu balak)

Lepas buka puasa..ak gagahkan diri msg doctor tuh..syafran nama dia..skali die call..ak angkat..bersedia kene maki...

fuuhhh..baek orangnya rupanya..cakap pon tk marah2..mungkin bahagia lepas buka puasa

esok tgk org dia mcm mana..arap2 ensem..baru semangat and sejuk sket mata memandang..bahaha..(dasarr!)

selamat berpuasa untuk kedua kalinya..tk cre people!

yay esok puasa!!

2010-08-10T05:30:00.001-07:00

Sahaja aku puasa esok hari dalam bulan ramadhan pada tahun ini kerana Allah taala..yes niat dh pasang..esok bgn sahur makan roti ngn telo..je??wuwuw kalo kt rumah mmg konfem makan nasi..dahlaa Naim balek hari jumaat nih..whuuu jeles meyhhh..sesungguhnya puasa dan sahur di rumah adalah heaven..kalo pgi2 sahur kt rumah,masa arwah ayah ak ada dlu..dia akan kejutkan aku dulu, sbb ak mmg tangkas bangun ni..lepas tu kerja kejut adik jantan ak ayah ak pass kat aku..sebab mereka liat ya allah sakitnya hati pgi2 dh emosi..tp taktik ni paling berjaya lah,bukak semua lampu dlm bilik dia,tutup aircond tutup kipas..tarik selimut dorg..jerit sahur kuat2!!!haihh..tp sejak ada alya die turut sama membantu ak gigih kejut abg2 dia haha..dhtu muka sememeh je dpn meja kunun nye ngantuk sgt laa tu..tp makan nasi mcm time buka puasa..minum air tk brenti slagi tk azan..iskkk..tp ak pon mcm tuh..kunun2 tkt dehidrasi esoknye..hahah..

then waktu buka puasa each of us akan ada lauk fevret masing2, ayah ak belikan kat bazar ramadhan instead of mum nye dishes..air pon masing2 tk nak kalah..sorg air soya,ade air cincau, ade manis dingin eh teh o ais..kurma ayah ak paksa jgk makan tp sebab semua stok meleleh tgk lauk best sangat kurma tolak tepi..ak makan laa sibijik, amek hati ayah eheheh..then tarawih kt surau semua pergi lah,awal2 trawih perghh ketat gila surau, sampai senget2 telekung ak kene tindih ngn org sebelah..naseb surau ad aircond, nyaman sket nk trawih..pas trawih biasa ade moreh kalo awal2 ramadhan ni..then sambung makan lgi kt rumah sambil tgk tv..huhmm best2..tp thn ni..dahla aku tak sempat puasa kt rumah..my dad pon dah tak ada..huhmm..sure my mum wud be sad..huuu..semoga Allah tabahkan hati my mum and kuatkan semangat..love u mama..

Selamat berpuasa kawan2..ampunkan dosa n salah silap saya yea kalau2 ade terkasar bahasa terlajak kata..hehe..semoga ramadhan thn ini membawa lebih keberkatan..amiin

~Happy Fasting~

i'm turning 19 plus plus

2010-08-06T06:04:00.001-07:00

on 6 August 2010 was my bday!!so getting older..hoping to get more cheekiness..comelness..healthiness..loveliness..wickedness and other charms of coz..haha..i hope i can be a better servant to my guidance Allah s.w.t, a good daughter n yeah to be better than before..getting older without any goal mcm tk best laa kan..so, my goal for now is to finish up this messy medical degree of mine..hope to never get tired of this since i have a long wayyy to go!!jealous tgk org laen dh upload their graduation pics while mine still in progress,cn't wait to grad..really do, people keep asking bila nk grad???lame lgi ke belajar??ahhh sungguh bosan mcm ini..plus being separated from family this long is very herghhhh..how to tell ea..tercampak jauh kt Medan ni sengsorang while other family can easily meet up n lepak together..alahaii sedih hoihh...makin tua makin kuat membebel la ak ni..tht's all for now..cudn't cncentrate on other things instead of my exam..butterflies in stomach!!huuuu..miserable on my bday..oh god please have mercy on me :(..cuak dowh

yay..itu sajalah untuk post kali ini..wahhh knapa stiap kali exam mesti takut tahap gaban ni,mntk2 dpt penguji dewa penyelamat bukan dewa pemusnah..yeahh mcm dlm citer perang cina zaman kuno la plak..cett..dh pergi belajar lagi!

a boring week..end

2010-08-01T02:00:00.000-07:00

huhmm..

no events laa lately..boring

so tk thu nk update pasal apa

today is sunday(haha gila bosan,mcm org tk thu hri ni ahad)..current mode is..terpaksa belajar

exams in 1 week.hah!!apa 1 mggu lgi???adeh..penyakit2 dahlaa sikit sangat nk kena baca,mmg tkde masalah laa nk jwb exam nnt..herghhh

tgh2 malam bila boring belajar, saya buat ap???ehehehe...

heeee..comel tak?comel tak mereka??iskkk..kenal tk?

ak pon bru2 je kenal mereka ni..jiran blakang rumah je..:P

tKLAH..ini CN BLUE!!korean indie grup..currently addicted to their songs..love revolution, love, i'm a loner, y why, love light..selain lagu best tuan pun ensem2 belaka(heehehe can't tke my eyes off, especially d vocalist yong hwa..ngeh3)..dari kiri: vocal n bass(jung shin), vocal n guitar(min hyuk), vocal n guitar (yong hwa) n drum (jong hyun)..but i always love d drummer, kalo dlm band2 tu drummer cm agak tersembunyi kan, so die cm agak mysterious, suka!...cewahh..pstu i appreciate guys who can play instruments..anything will do..for me, knapa perlu? sbb kalo nnt bosan2 bole mintak die maenkan lagu dgn gitar,nyanyi kecik2..suweet gitu kannn..:P..kalo nk gedik2 mintak laa die ajar kan cane nk men insrument tuh, smbil buat2 kerut2 kening tnda susahnya n buat bunyi "waaa" pndainya u maen(haaaha poyo gila pompuan ni)..hahahah..i kinda want to learn to play with guitar, drum and piano..pernah belajar piano ngn kzen dan hanya thu maen lgu isabella sahaja ahaaaha(tu pon part chorus jer..:P)..ad juga belajar guitar dgn adik, but never serious,smpai sudah tk ingt not2 die n sakit jari je dpt..kah3..las2 adik pon give ajar akak die lembap sgt!!balik ni nk belajar...i will..lgu twinkle2 little star pon tkpe..bahaha..bubye all!

kesyahduan di pagi hari..bukan entry raya aidilfitri

2010-07-27T17:35:00.000-07:00

wawa pose gaya model jek skg haha..n d other gediks mates!!i lap u all..:p

sila abaikan ema yg comel di depan yerh hehe..d old building at d back yg perlu di focuskan

the ward(outside view)

welcome to the ward(inside view)

some pics from d oldest hospital alive in Medan!!!

siang2 nampak comel jek kan..suweet jek..kalo malam..ish scary dowh!!agak laa..but so far my group tkde kena apa2 laa..hehe..dgr2 crita grup member len kena kacau cm kesian jgk..hik2..dgr org berjalan laa..cebok air ngn syampu jatuh dlm toilet walhal tkde angin kus2..tibe jatuh..haa berdesup laa semua larii..muka kitorang muka innocent kot..pastu semua tido stok2 kayu balak tak bergerak mmg penat laa dia nk kacau cz tk bangun2 kan..hik3..trima kasih kerana anda tidak nakal dgn kami, pantang larang pon aku ikut satu2 tk tinggal walopon satu ayat..contoh pantang larang: jangan tutup pntu dapur n ade laa lagi kann..aaahaks2..i'm gonna miss this hospital,evryday dpt belajar topik baru dgn abg sahat n abg adi..mereka sporting habess aa mcm member..doc mcm ni bru rock!!pandai plak tu, tk menyusahkan idup orang..haa kalo doc mcm ini kan bagus,hri2 org doakan yg baik..tkde rase nk bagi sumpah seranah bertingkat2..berkat sket idop..chewahh bebel tk dan2..

sempaat buat new entry weh pagi2 buta..jap lagi kene pergi ospital lagi..ish ospital baru ni dh laa jao..doctor plak super annoying mmg tk boleh nak annoying lagi kah??hari2 kena tunggu macam org hilang akal tkde kerja nk buat semata2 tggu tanda tngan dia kat buku absensi saje..dahla dtg pukul 5.30 ptg..maghrib baru sampai rumah..sia2 betol, padahal aku keje kat polklinik jek pon,nak jugak kene tunggu dia,geram tak??tk pasal2 aku main kad dgn senior2 indonesian aku..ish3,exam lgi 2 mggu doe,matiiii!!!..dhla tkde bimbingan langsung,satu apa pun tak dpt belajar, time die visit bukan nye nk ajar kami yg duduk berbaris ikut bontot die tuh,baik baring je semua jadi red carpet bagi dia lalu,iskkk kami bukan tunggul okeyy..semua belajar sdiri jer..heh baik ak duduk rumah belajar sdiri..haishh pagi2 buat ak emo dah..not a gud start!!but wut to do harus harungi jua..no pain no gain!!:P..take care evryone..(cabaran belajar tmpt org cmnilaa,nak bising bukan tmpt kita, so telan jek laa..dpn dia muka manis kalah laa madu lebah,belakanggg!!heh..haram)

team gigih

2010-07-23T07:49:00.000-07:00

this is team gigih makan

mau join team saya??

kunun2 nk study laa siap bawak buku bagai..(aku laa tu)

tp mcm biasa bila makan sampai..hampeh!!terbang semua nota..heehe

besok case presentation lgi..adoiii

kene belajar laa ni!!

~selamat malam~

yooobooooo!!!

2010-07-20T05:20:00.000-07:00

today's date 20 july 2010..on this same date n but 3 years ago we kinda have this bunga2 between us,put inside our heart..tht's y in adnan sempit he said dalam hati ada taman..ape ak mengarot ni heheh..it's already 3 years darling!!!huhmmm but since we are apart i dunno wut to do instead of texting,sorry i'm not tht romantic..:P..mybe bole figure out scene2 gedik when we meet at the airport soon..i hope to c ya..i really do..plz tke note ya mija!!hahaha..this is a threat!anyway i hope we ended right, i want a ring bebeh!!heheh..afta all these years still sumtime u play hard to get with me,although from d outside nampak garang,tough n all tp hati selembut tisu,hiks..semoga tidak bertambah ketiggian lgi since i look like a dwarf beside you..huhmm nk ckp ape lgi yerhh..tkleh jiwa2 sgt kt cni nih..:P..may god bless us both!!i heart u,u heart me we r happy lovely dovey..n da..da...daa..daaa..(sambung sdiri)

since dah lama tk update belog..so this is edisi bumper!!warning u..it wud be a long meleleh one okay..so here we go!!

first yeahh like i said..today dh 3 thn berkenal manja(haha apekah??) dgn mohd mija..hrp2 dia boleh bersabar lgi mybe for another 2 years sbb ak belom habes blaja n die juga begitu..so kamu jangan gatal!!tp who knows aite..hahah..well i hope i'm good enuf laa for u dear,kot2 laa jumpa pompuan lain plak..mmg nk kene laa kan,tp kalo die lgi baek,huhmmm..aishhh ak baek pe?hahahah..i tink i leave d rest to god cz HE knows best aite..i tink until now belom sempat i cri bf bru lg..so i tink i'm gonna stick with u hehe kidding bebeh..u r d best!!

OOHHH i did mention d spooky hospital aite..thank god nothing happen during our oncall,but esok terpaksa jaga lgi sekali since helping members in danger is my speciality..ecehhh superhero kerr hapa..tkdelah mmg tlg membe pon,so have to endure another nite there..acelie tkde pape pon cuma bila dgr crita2 org buat ak takot...ak mmg penakot..sangat!!tp emila lgi dasyat dr ak..hahah..pantang bergerak je nk ikut..ak tkkn nk tggl sorg kt bilik jaga tuh..never!!sumtime i have this eerie feeling..ahhh..tkde pape lah..bilik tidur best weh,ad air cond segala..lengkap!!i tink this hospital rocks!!wow gila ke apa ak suka hospital..i never like hospital,y i choose being a doctor??only when it's using needle to inject or suck out blood or scissoring skin..damn!!ini best!!hahaha walaupun awl2 mcm takot2...:D..so edisi berada di rumah sakit bru ni belom habes..i wanted to tke pictures showing d architecture of this hospital,sgt old school okey!!tp takot laa nnt..hehe tkde papelah..:P

Okay sambung crita lgi..today i went to buy SIOMAY...huhmmm die macam rojak ayam laa kalo kt mesia,pkai kuah kacang tuh..tp kt cni laen sket, pkai bakso ayam,ade telur sebiji,cabbage,kentang,tauhu n what not kan..telur die kasi sebijik..kt cni mmg murah telur..kalo kt mesia mmg haram laa konfem potong separuh punya...mgkin ayam kat cni sangat produktif bertelur atau hobi ayam tuh bertelur atau ayam tu tak pandai nk family planning asek2 bertelur jer..:P (isk double meaning) ..awal2 aku takot nk try since beli pon kat tepi jalan je..thu laa kan kt indonesia ni..kang tak pasal2 berak 3 hari 3 malam..tp since wawa suka sangat n she looks well tkde apa masalah so ak konfiden nak try..chewahh..wawa is like our tikus putih laa,kalo die makan apa2 makanan n still sehat walafiat so its mean makanan tu ok..cz among us perut die mmg super sensitif..org lain ok lagi die dah sakit perut..best jugak siomay ni,layann sambil tgk wo got married!!!..huhmm best lah!!ada rasa pedas2 manis,tambah keropok tuh..huhmm sedap!!

huhmm then..on the way balik dari beli siomay tdi..tibe2 kan ade orang hon dari belakang..tet!!tet!!tet!!teettt!!ak dah ketepi tapi still hon lagi..ak pon tgk side mirror...kot2 laa membe..dr pandangan side mirror ak nampak muka..eh lelaki!!ok nerves2(gahahah)..sape ni?sape ni?die dah sengih2..tp ak tgk betul2 eh..tak kenal pon!!die hon lagi..ak slow lagi..ak tanya wawa knapa?ade sumthing jatuh ke ape takot2 he try to signal anything..but wawa ckp tk thu...then ak pecut!!die pon pecut!!ak slow kasi die jalan cz die asek duk hon lagi!!ak dh gerammm!!ak slow die slow jugak..teett!!tett!!..ak tgk side mirror die senyomm lgii!!!pehal mamat nih..kenal pon tidak..last2 ak dah bingit...this time ak slow gilerrr yg mmg kalo die slow konfem jatuh ler cz die bawak bajaj..motor tu moto besar laa..smart aa kalo nk tayang kt awek2 n kalo awek naik mmg tertonggek sket laa duduk,aww sexyy!!haha..cehhh..haaa then baru laa die terpaksa potong aku..tu pon sempat lagi die toleh belakang tgk kitorang..ak dh membebel ngn wawa..pehal laa mamat tuh?road bully ker??cehhh ke taktik mengorat??hahahah..perasan tahap dewa!..naseb moto besar kalo tak ade aku ajak merempit..kalo ajak die konfem ak kalah laa kan..lepas tuh aku bawak slow je..takut terjumpa motor tuh lagi..iskk..scary!

haaaa..panjang tak entry..panjang tk???heheh sorilaa skill membelog dah tak mantap dh(eceh dlu mantap ke??hahah)..ahhhh malas ahh nk blog lagi!!dh tk terer..tk best laa blog ni!!aaaaa tak mau blog dah!!

???..meroyan!!i tink malam ni kene blaja..niat murni macam ni tak tahu bertahan sampai kapan..ditambah hujan di luar..ahh syahdu betol kalau kena belajar..tidur sepatutnya terbaik di waktu begini..namun apakan daya kebodohan sudah bertingkat2 tak terbendung lagi..study seems a necessity!!..so doakan saya dapt bertahan walau barang 30 minit..:P..have a nice day u olss!!

p/s: i saw kak anje viewing my blog!!!kak anje!!congratz dah habes belajar..wuwuwu..sugguh jeles melampau..kak anje senpai!!semoga berjaya menjadi doktor bergaya..ehhh..hehe..will rindu masa berfutsal bersama..selamat pulang malaysia..this time for africa!!eh for good..silap :D mwah3 ckit

eyes on africa is overr!!

2010-07-12T04:10:00.000-07:00

Yay dh habis pon world cup!!

Tahniah kepada encik Spain as juara world cup 2010!!i bet Torres nk bersara pon dh bole senyum sampai ke gigi geraham laa kan..

Dan kepada cik adik manis,istri2 atau tunang2 kepada lelaki sekalian mungkin anda boleh berlega hati kerana telah berjaya mendapatkan semula lelaki anda!!..ahahah..kalo tidak mereka sah2 laa di dalam genggaman world cup waka waka ehh ehh!!bini nombor 1 ye kalo musim bola..istri/tunang/awek2 turun ke tangga nombor 2..hik3...teringat kata2 kak rina tym mendaftar tdi kt RSTD a.k.a Rumah sakit Tembakau Deli..sabtu lepas ak adelaa pergi wedding senior ak..indonesian..n kawan2 die tye laa skrg kn musim bola and die baru plak tu kawen...pertanyaan nya berbunyi begini "kalo malam pertama sama final world cup yg mana lgi heboh ya???ak pengen tau aja sihh"..hahaahaha..ohh mak..antara malam pertama kawen ngn final world cup mane korg pilih wahai jejaka sekalian??kahh3 jawab2!!..aku gelak je laa kt tepi tuh..si pengantin tuh merah padam ajelaa muka tahan senyum..hanya dia yang thu..chewahh..

Well today masuk rumah sakit baru..huhmm dari pengamatan jauh..agak2 spooky gturr..rumah sakit ni boleh kata dibina zaman2 belanda dlu laa..pintu2 die semua stok2 tinggi dan berkaca tuh..perghh terbayang zaman edward cullen,terbayang org2 dlu dtg hospital pakai baju gown inggeris lama tuh kan sambil kipas2 muka dengan sarung tgn net..waooo imaginasi tingkat dewa...ak dh cuak2 air nk kene jaga malam kt ctu dahla 48 jam!!tirrbaekkk ooo..macam2 pantang larang yg ado kene patuhi..lagi masyuukk apabila bilik mayat setentang aja ngn bilik rehat kami...so kamu jangan nakal yea!!i tk suka kamu nakal2 dgn saya..saya ni penakot amat!!>,<...and tadi ada sesi perkenalan dengan doktor laa..grup ganding ak mantop siap buat magic kt depan..grup ak bgi teka teki tp sebab dorang boleh jawab grup ak n grup lgi satu kene nyanyi..lagu Geylang si paku geylang!!ngahahahah..nasib ak tk tsamina..mina waka waka eh eh kat depan..mau pengsan para penonton..gelap!gelap!!..tu takpe lgi..kalau disuruh buat gaya inul??mau terseliuh pinggul..:D

evrybody say uuuu..gedik sket kalo berfoto-an dgn mereka ni..foto credit to cik aimi..:D

indonesian wedding punya fakta:

nyanyi2 itu wajib..dari malam sebelum nikah sampai laa ke malam esoknya

bingit bukan main..bikin ak geram kadang2 hehe

tapi makanan banyak gila!!ade siap bukak stall2 kecil sediakan desert,eskrim,cendol n such

korg sumtimes sedikit..sikit saja konpius..ni mana pengantin nih?semua vogue de vassss!

pelamin pon mmg terbaek..stakat ak pergi..siap ade ala2 kolam air pancut..ok mantap!

and akan ade papan berbunga2 ucapan selamat dari sgala keturunan mak nenek diorang lah..very d colourfull!!i loikee

ni laa cik panten..biruu..yansuri nirwana nama dia..ayuuu nama dia

meriah betol!!..nnt ak kawen mcm mana pulak ek?ngehehe verangan..ak nak simple2 je..tema all white n tmbh element pink lembut sikit..:P

bye!have a nice day u olss

eclipse!!..and meet my new friends

2010-07-07T07:50:00.000-07:00

kalau dr tajuk..mmg sengaja ditunggang langgang sebab..tht day mmg agk kelam kabut seyhhh..tk sempat nk bermesra-mesraan dgn sahabat baru..sesampai je sun wayang dh stat,trus berlari masuk tk sbr nk tgk edward and jacob bahaha..mkn kimchi afta wayang pon laju2 sebab kedai dh nk tutup..and ak juga berlari2 ke sogo mencari foundation ku yg dh nk habes dengan wedges yg hagak tinggi tuh..perghh mencabar betul,tp sakit hati tuh tk dpt!!ceis..dr floor 4 turun floor 1 berlari dgn heel..sakit tulang sacrum ku..anyway eclipse ni lg besh laa dr new moon..heheh banyak part2 yg sweet and klaka..action die pon bes laa kali ni sbb perang between werewolves and d vampire..yg best jacob nye team bergabung dengan team cullen lawan victoria jahat tu..and during training session punya scene,die punya soundtrack best laa weiii..ak suka laa..byk kiss2 scene jugak agagagag..chumels je edward..jacob juga!!ohh..ohh suka dua2..patut laa bella pening kepala nk lyn..hahaha..jacob tetap mengekalkkan tradisi tidak memakai baju,sampai si edward dh annoyed..scene tu satu wayang kot gelak..kih4..naseb sempat jugak bergambar dgn kwn baru i..nama dia Fitria Aswad and Yona Lita..cool kn nama mereka..both dr Uni baiturrahmah,padang..sporting habes laa fitri ngn yona ni!!punya laa susah nk set d date nk kelua skali..but heyyy berjaya jugak..i did mention about pergi jalan2 sambil dress up cntik2 kan...ahahah..tkdelaa cantik pon sbb tuan die pun dh tk cantik kannn..(auww merendah diri pulak,biasa nak perasan je)..sbb dh janji nk kelua,terpaksa laaa ak pecahkan tabung simpanan,cukup2 je byr tiket and makan wehhh..jdi hri ni makan roti je dgn air kosong..semua sebab jacob ngn edward cullen..(ok tipu je jgn laa pcaye,tkkn nye ak tk makan nasi..peace)..stock org melayu asli nak2 dr malaysia mesti crik nasi gk..ak laa..kalo korg stock2 diet ak tk thulaa kan..mne thu ade yang vegetarian on monday until saturday and non-vege only on sunday ke kan..heee:D..some of d pics..cekidaut!

yona d yellow..fitri d cutey wearing red tudung

daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...love2

struggling to live

2010-07-04T02:59:00.001-07:00

Lately my life is repeating d same whole routine..it's working..working and working lgi..tk membina rohani dan jasmani betol lah..tibe2 sekarang rasa mahu pergi jogging, lepak bersama rakan2, dengar cramah agama ke..hehehe..well at least seimbang sket..ni tk..asek hadap patient..adventure tu mmg ade laa hri2 cz u never expect wut will happen to ur patient( ohh my patient is seorang atuk yg kiut,comel je dia senyum ngn mata tertutup seblah..bukan kenyit mata ok,tp mmg mata die seblah ptosis)..sometime mereka baik2 saja..tetibe boleh gawat!!aiyoo..CPR laa ape lgi!!..mahu pegi keluar jalan2 duit tkde pula..YT oh YT tolonglah masukkan duit..nk shopping raya beb!!adeihh..raya thn ni..huhmm..ak malas nk menziarah..stakat rumah2 uncle n aunty terdekat sajalah..saya mahu memanfaatkan stiap detik dan saat berada di rumah bersama family..lgi pon mcm sedih je raya thn ni..daddy dh tkde skali :'(..pstu encik mija pon raya di KL..jdi i wud predict raya this year wud be..sedih laaa!!wuwuwu..tkpe,ade my mum n siblings yg superr kecohh..and lovely cousins of coz....tht wud make my day..miss them very d much...so tonite it's working again!!!c!c!!..starting to get bored oredy..bluerghhh!!help me..i'm bored to death..somebody fetch me outt plss!!kalaulaa dpt tv bole juga update psl world cup..eyhh?tetibe..saya nak jalan2 dress up cantik2!!:P..tp duet tkde..hahaha..bubye evryone

i tink i know how u feel mr leopard!!

it's been a while..

2010-06-30T07:30:00.000-07:00

Now i'm oredy 2nd weeks at Pirngadi hospital..which is supperrr busy..acelie busy tuh more to administration punya keje..awak lah kene pegi cop surat,mntak tanda tangan,pegi naek tgkat 3 mntak pengesahan itu ini,amek bekas sampel kalo perlu sampel darah n bla2..n turun lgi pegi ward n suro patient kencing,berak,collect sputum n watever it is..then pergi balek naek tgkat 3 sana tuh hantar all those sample..like serious *&%&^$$%..(penat okei!!)..and during my 1st week i was like a postmen/postwomen to be exact..hantar all those konsul letter to dprtment itu laa ini laa..hello ak nk jd doktor ok bukan jd posmen hantar surat!!and kne marah sbb buat salah semasa keje2 pengabdian ini mmg perkara biasa..rse nak nanges pon ade beb..but yeahh bukan senang nk senang kann..n just now i had this chat with my bro naim..he want to start a business,but my mom tak dpt support modal since she too was not in good fianancial cndition..tgh renovate dapur..so my bro was like sad n merajuk..keh3..n i said to him if he needs help he can infer to me..wt kind of help can i give aite?kalo laa ak dh kerja bole laa ak ringankan beban mereka..huhmmm...kalo dlu ad ayh mgkin bole tlg but yeahhh..we all oredy a grown up so i tink we shud settle this by ourselves..thinking of ways and ideas to overcome ur own problems..perghh rse mcm sungguh dewasa..so we kind a have this cnversation between brother n sister thru fb..i kinda relief he wants to share it wth me cz not many of our younger brother wants to share wth his big sista aite..he tend to choose his friends or other people he trust..ssh jgk adik lelaki ni..kesian die tkde abg..he was like d eldest cz org salu ingt ak adik Naim..well bro sorry this sista cudn't do much help to you..but if there's anything u need i wud willing to help..jdi rakan kongsi business pon ok..ala ak tk mntk bahagian ak pun,cuma blanje marble cheese cake kt secret recipe pon ok..8 slice ok??bahahaha..he's talented,even my ayh su admitted it when he came here to visit me..i hope he will make use of it..die pnh jdi photographer on events,jual2 brg kt campus like rokok,megy n bla2 to earn some money,modelling pon pnh??haha pcye atau tidak..n now die keje tukang cuci kereta..tukang cuci kereta tp pegi keje nek kereta..neo plak tuh..kelakar2..but itulaa adik sayer..i wish u all d best!!but u have to learn to cntrol on how u spend ur money bro..but this, me too is in problem..haishhh

ohh back to me again..i did make some friends here at Pirngadi..ok it's true about d saying dun judge a book by its cover..bcz dlu ak mmg habes benci n tk suka gilaa laa kt budak2 dr UNi padang tuh...but now they r my friends..not all but some of them..but ok laa kan..they r nice acelie..n now ktrg bole kutuk2 balek mse ktrg kt Psikiatri dlu..how stubborn,bajet bagus dan sombong nya kami dan mereka..well..tk knal maka tk cinta pon bole pkai laa kt cni kan2..kih3(malooo i)...i miss my other grupmate too..lame tk berjumpa mereka..dh 2 mggu..rindulaa plak kan..ahaha terharu tk korg??:P..so bubye for now!!tke care people

edisi mari pergi kerja!

2010-06-20T00:13:00.000-07:00

Ini adalah shift terakhir di Adam Malik Hospital..sure gonna miss evrything about it..kamar koass yg sejuk tp nyamuk subhanallah sgt banyak...ruang pertemuan where all the morning meetings was held ,tmpt rehat plus tmpat tidur juga sbb ade aircond..semua tmpt pon bole jdi tempat tido..even at d nurse station pon sempat tido,nurse station tu kira tmpt kaunter pertanyaan..tibe ade org dtg tanye" suster kamar pasien pak Burhan di mana ya?" mula laa blurr dgn muka sememeh bru bgn..ak yg doktor pon jd suster juga..haisehhh..teeehehehe...tp plg rindu team jaga ak laa..cnsist of 6 person..tkpe nnt jumpe kt Pirngadi lgi!hehe..huuuu tamau pindah hospital Pirngadi tuuu...dh tkleh jumpa dr andri yg cute..iskk..:P

jaga hari minggu lepak sket bole pkai jeans n t-shirt jer..otai skettt!!hehe

Acelie ad bbrp Pic mau diupload tp internet laju sgt mcm halilintar shgga nk upload gmba rase mcm janggut dh tumbuh,maka letak gmba ini saja..last jaga dgn mereka..rinduuuu!!!ade sorg kumbang,tp die tlg amikkan gmba..die tkde lam pic tkpelah..bunga2 byk sgt kumbang tk elok dekat2..ngeh3

SEMANGAT FOR TOMORROW!!WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE

feeling lazy

2010-06-18T06:31:00.000-07:00

tomorrow wud be my last day at Rumah sakit Adam Malik and nex week i will be at Pirngadi hospital which was super busy and hectic as well..darn!!i have to separate with d other two grups..wuwuwu..sedih sekali dong!tonite rasa mcm nk tgk muvie habis habisan dan takmau belajar..esok pgi lah boleh?heeee..esok adalah cuti sbb kt cni ade pilihanraya..tomorrow i stat at 8 pm!!!weeee...ade mase lama kt rumah...then on sunday esoknya i dah balek on 8 am!sambung tidur di rumah sajalah..feels like taking mcd breakfast on sunday..hishhh bru je makan mcd nk mcd lagii...it's ok to put some weight hehe..btw world cup is heating up,evrybody is talking about football their dream team n bla..bla..bla..so were my mija..i dh jdik second..tk crik i lgi on world cup fever nih haa..on ym pun tamau tegur..ceitt sombong..ni rse nk benci world cup neh..ahaha..suddenly i felt like choosing green for my blog..soothing,calm,peace no war!!tetibe..:P..simple..mcm i laa kut..simple orgnyer..hehehe..nothing to update about, tgu nnt hri mggu..i bwk u all ikut i g keje..:P..bye2

meet my uncle and aunty..:D

2010-06-14T05:25:00.000-07:00

uhuk2...ufhhh banyak betul habuk kt belog i nih..lame tk ber update..bukan tamau update tp sumpah bizi gilosss ngn keje kt hospital yg..haihhh..penat eden nk cito laa kan..macam2 hey nye jdi..tp kali ni tamau cite pasal hospital dulu..mau citer psl my uncle datang Medan...weewiittt...

~hyee meet my uncle and aunt..gmba i tu saje disemakkan di cni..(sukahatila)~

thanks ayh su dh blanje sayer makan best2 n baju segala macam, siap kena dera makan banyak2 since dorg ckp i kurus..hishh asek2 org ckp kurus,tiap kali balek rumah pon org ckp kurus..saye tk kurus laa!!!saya maintain,but diakui dekat internal sgt bz kdg2 tak tersedar waktu berjalan,eh dh masuk lunch hour..tu pun tk mkn trus,minum susu saje or mkn kek pandan apollo,he3...okeh,then tym ayh su dtg sempat i tido kt hotel bersama ngn kuzen2 kecintaan..hilang jap stress dan kekacauan jiwa..hihii..melebih sudah!

sempat pergi berkaroke jugak lgikk..perghhh mantap sungguh sore uncle aku tuh, si naqib pun naik sheikh!!nyanyi lgu love drunk wooo!!mantap hahaha..then jalan2 pusing medan...makan2 kt merdeka walk..shopping2..tot tet tot tet dh balek pun dorg..wuwuwu sedihhh doe!!

me and my kazen najea..mishh u oredy!

sempat lgi mereka pesan kt i suro balek jugak raya nnt..walau barang 2 hari..nmpak tk betapa kasih dan sayang nya mereka kepadaku..bahahahah..bajet!!dan disebabkan bizi melayan tetamu..maka bilik i sungguh laa berantakan..tambah dgn baju2 bru beli ngn baju yg beli online mama kirim..arghhh tatau nk sumbat mana lgik..almari dh cramp!!hidup mmg tunggang langgang terbalek terkangkang lah ak rase..baju sebaldi tk berbasuh..baju kene sidai dlm bilik sbb tkt hujan tk sempat angkat since ak kt hospital most of d time..heh,serabai betol!...ow..ow..ow ade gosip sgt hottt lately pasal video naked Aril peterpan..gagah budak2 ni duk kasi link hehe..ak nk tgk jugakkk!!!:P..they said d video is jijik nk mati ahhh..gelimart..mart..mart!!!pe nk jdi laa orang skg..intimate punya crita pon nk direkod2..gila ke weyhh??simpan dlm kotak ingatan tk bleh ke..???euwww..btw gamba sengaja di serabutkan begitu bagi menggambarkan betapa berantakannya perasaan dan jiwa si penulis ini..tp nk jgk penulis ni update belog...heeee...gotta go now..STUDYY!!!!ker??

hati is liver..liver saya sakit

2010-06-06T08:40:00.000-07:00

sometimes when u r working,u will encounter banyak problems especially among ur colleagues tht include nurses,doctors,friends and d family of the patient...tidak pernah ku rasa segeram ini pd ssrg..Uh dramatis sikit!!there is dis guy tht is super annoying gilaaaa..at first ak mmg rasa kesian habes laa kt dia..org marah die pun ak marah balek org tur..ak cakap jgnlaa buat dia mcm itu..dia pun manusia...tp sekarang!!!!tidak lgii...yaaaaaaa!!!!!ak mmg geram...(ketap gigi jegikan mata)...never did his work,never help others,too self-occupied,too much acting of his sooo called sindrom-so-not-like-asthma-cz-it-strucks-him-whenever-we-ask-him-to-do-his-work!!!i give him an oscar for tht!!!i had once been cheated..so were others but now it seems like..sudah2laa tu weyy berlakon..patient ko dh parah tu!!!tomorrow we plan to confront him..we'll c!!!(evil face)

:( rumah i kt malaysia kene rompak!!!lappy mama ilang n so were my brother's hp..hope nothing else..hope mama is fine..i called her n she's at d police station making report..hope evrything's okay..(byk betul hope ak)tht pencuri budus itu had crushed my family holiday trip since they had to return back all d way from kl jz to settle this..semoga pencuri tuh dpt hemorrhoid berdarah tk putus2!!!!rasakan!!!manusia makin jahat..watch ur back people..(i text my bro..ask him ape yg ilang..u knw wut is d most precious item to them???their shoes collection!!!semua pun post status kt fb bersyukur gila kasut mereka selamat..hishh)...have to study on hepatic cirrhosis..NOW!!

in need for a foot massage

2010-06-01T08:54:00.000-07:00

today was totally hectic!!!

new patient is like..cendawan tumbuh selepas hujan..n td ak keje siang pulak..d hell penat!!!kaki nyaris cramp..sumpah sakit..n tdi pgi..ak tlg ema cuci luka patient die..ulcus diabeticum..bau is serious busuk to d level of god!!!n luas..bahagian tlg blakang pulak tuh..ni first time ak tgk ulcus yg teruk nak mati...pakcik tu dh nangis2 smbil ktrg cuci ulcus tuh..nanah die..mak aihhhh!!!seriau..naik bulu roma ak doe..pedih tkyh ckp laaa ak tgk pakcik tuh..kesian wehh dorg..duet tkde punya psl sggp tahan..esok pgi sah2 kene tlg cuci lgi..uwaaaaa...tak sanggup ku melihat penderitaan pakcik itu...dgn patient AIDS lgi..patient kene buang dgn family lgi..dunia sungguh kejam...manusia juga sungguh kejam...ohh brita yg israel serang kapal pengaman ke gaza tuh ak sungguh berduka cita..mcm mana nasib diorang..idop ke mati nth..israel tkkn pnh bole dihentikan kah???kejam kan skg manusia???...Islam is about justice, dignity, peace n other things that nowadays these things are really hard to be found!!one day Islam wud be on top again..so we have to make it happen, spread the message..sampaikanlah ayt al-quran ini walaupun sepotong,bcz sape2 yg tlg agama Allah, Allah akn tgkatkan darjat dia(kalo kita tk tlg pun,Allah akn tegakkan juga Islam satu hri nnt..Allah tkkn rugi ap2,jd kita jgnlah jd org yg rugi kan)...uhmm tazkirah pulak ak mlm2 ni..dh habes membebel..skrg baju sudah siap cuci n perut juga knyg..assignment dh siap..yay..gdnyte to all!!

happy 6years old leeya!!

2010-05-29T19:19:00.000-07:00

Pada 25 May 2004 lahirlah baby comel yg diberi nama Alya Sofea oleh ibuku..for me nama sofea kt blakang tuh nampak giddy and pompuan sgt..tk macolah..tp ibuku degil nk jgk letak..ak bg cadangan Alya Atasha tp tk jumpa meaning atasha tu..so mama tuka sofea..wktu mula2 nurse bg thu ktrg dpt adik pompuan..naim n aiman muka frust gila sbb die nak adik lelaki lgi buat tmbh team wrestling dorg kt rumah..tp skrg pun masuk team mereka juga..cesss mentang2 ak salu tkde kt rumah kann..Alya ni mmg super manja,awl2 dpt adek cm pelik sbb sume dh besa tbe2 tersesat yg kecik sorg,leceh pon ade sbb kene brenti tuka pampers n buatkan susu if nk travel jao..aleh2 ak juga kene buatkan,isk marah adik!!..pstu if abg aiman die buat salah sikit mengadu kt mama..tp bile tym tk gado,menyampah pulak ak tgk mereka berkepit yerhhh..hahaha..kalo dgn Naim pun rapat..mgkin aura keabangan die kut kih3..kalo abg die balek skali skala n mntk cntroller mesti dpt..kalo ak jgn hrp..kartun 24 jam sehari..kalo tidur pon lebih suka tidur bsama abg2 nya..wktu ayh ak sakit dulu..mama salu tkde n alya will choose sleeping dgn hero dr heroin..kalah lgi..but if ak ad d rumah,salu ajak die kelua sama walopon tk ckup umur,mcm klaka pun ade tbe2 ade sorg budak kecik..kalo bercamwhoring pun salu dgn ak,hntr die sekolah,amek die kt sekolah,jumpa cikgu tadika die,brenti kt kedai afta school beli jajan utk die..so ak menang jgk!!!hahaha..

fakta budak kecik ni: die tk suka pegi skola lama die, alasan die kalo org tnye nape tk mau pegi skola, die ckp "cikgu leeya dh matilaa"(iskk sadis adik ni) ..suka maen online game dkt lappy mama smpai pgi, pernah satu hri naim blk lwt, mama n aiman dh tido..naim call sume tk jwb..die jerit pggl nama alya..skali budak kecik itu menyahut!!!tk tido lgi..naim dh bersykur thp gaban tk perlu tidur d luar rumah..esoknya naim bwk adik pegi jalan n maen playground kt pntai..reward!!teehehe..penah jg wktu mama ak tkde jge ayh kt hukm, alya ckp perut die lapar..aiman buatkan susu die lapar lgi..mse tuh dh pkul 4 pgi..maka mereka bertiga keluar pegi mcd..abg kt mcd pun trkejot tgk bdak kecik hidup lgi jam 4 pgi..eh..pjg pulak entry utk budak ni kann..To my dearest sista.. HAPPY BIRHTDAY!! may god bless you..nnt besar jdik ustazah k!!!hehe..(ayt mama)..kaklong n abg2 sume sayang adek!!mwah2 cium pluk kuat2...

p/s: nnt adek dh besar bace entry ni pstu text along ckp alya terharu baca entry kaklong..okei??hahaha..happy weekend!!yay mlm ini bru pegi rumah kedua(hospital)..bole bermalas malasan di rumah!(>,<)

trima kaseh kpd penyambut Hari Wesak

2010-05-27T02:05:00.000-07:00

Esok hari Wesak!!

Ak bersyukur juga ade org sambut Hari Wesak ni..sebab esok adalah cuti!!namun begitu saya kene keje juga..tp masuk pkol 2pm,kalo tk hri2 bgn 4.30 pgi,soo not me!!dugaan betol..fuhhh syiok gila dpt tido lame2..makan bole hold dulu..tp tido jangann!!hehe

Semalam ak keje malam..ade sorg patient ni septic shock..adelaa die punya simptom2 tuh like BP dh tkleh baca,nadi dh lemah smpai tk teraba dh..tpkse ak kire nadi guna stetoskop bagai, n suhu tubuh bole jd too high or tow low..tp itu tkpe lgi..tbe2 doc PPds tuh tye ak.."dek,skarang kondisi pasien ini gi mana?..ak jwblaa.."Gawat doc!"..bahahahah die gelak weyyy kt ak!!!ak dh malu kambing..cilakak betol..dh die tye condition ak jwb laa patient tuh dlm bahaya or lebih stylo dipanggil emergency!!!cisss..die gelak skali ngn nurse kt seblah..rupenye die nk thu apa penyakit pasien tuh, septic shock..lenkali tye laa ape diagnosa pasien ini doc(ak jwb dlm hati..ciss malu bertingkat2l)...tp doc ni baek..mcm2 soalan die tye kat aku semalam(ak yg lancar berkata2 ni tbe2 jd gagap)...but, bole laa blajar..ohh berbalek kpd patient tuh..walopon nadi dh tk teraba n die dah sesak thp gaban still sedar!!still bole cakap2..pelik ak..skali pukul 5.30 pgi, ak bru pas mandi n pakai baju..nurse ketuk pintu kuat gile n cakap bapak td dh kejang2..ak pun kejutlaa doc n bergegas ke tmpat kejadian..cewahhh..lepas buat RJPO yg ala2 baywatch buat tu..tekan2 dada n comolot tuh..bapak tu dah tkde, tidak berjaya diselamatkan..padahal ak bru je ckp2 ngn die pkul 4.30 pgi tuh..kejap je kan nyawa kita kalo Tuhan nak tArik???insap jap ak..ade gk hikmah ak amek medic rupenyer...keluarga bapak tuh pakat2 duk meraung..yela ak paham..tp nsib dorg kristian..Islam mne elok meratapi kematian smpai bgitu rupa kan..huhmmm...

Ak nak tido..ak tido 2 jam lebih je smalam!!perghhh..mata belah kiri asek berkedip2 je mintak tidorr..ak nk buang ayaq besaqq pon tk dan lately..sampai hospital pkol 5.30 pgi air kencing patient dh berjujut2 nk kene check..seksa betul bile tpkse menahan panggilan alam semulajadi..herghh...gudnyte evrybody!!

preparing for the tough one

2010-05-23T04:29:00.000-07:00

Yay gizi dah setel..Nex stop is Internal Medicine a.k.a penyakit dalam..mmg makan dalam betol kt bhg nih..bizi gilerrr wey..but kawan kata dpt belajar banyak benda..mcm2 penyakit ada boleh blajar..kakak n abang PPDS pun baek2 semua..hufhh..we'll c..tgh pikir nk hafal lirik lagu apa sebab untuk perkenalan kene nyanyi lagu..nak nyanyi lgu ape ek?:

cadangan prtama: Fiona 4u2c!!ahahhh..(ohh ini tggu ema ajar koreografi tk diajar2..cane ni ema?kalo jd ak buat kn rntai cd utk korg semua mlm ini jugaakk!!

cadangan kedua: tamparan wanita elite!!(Umi beriye nk nyanyi lgu ni..siap hafal tarian dan mimik muka bagai..oh tongkat dan topi tggi jgn lupa bawa k!!kah3)

cadangan ketiga: nobody wondergurl!!(ni vokalis utama tdk lain dan tdk bukan si Aimi Jaafar hehe..kalo stakat step dance dorg mmg mendarah daging dah!!ready aimi!!)

cadangan keempat: ak rase lgu hindustan..since grup gandingan ada grup Indian..huhmm ini mungkin Peru atau Arani akn buat Kuch2 Hota Hei..kita tgu dan lihat..kalo lgu ini chorus saja ak masuk hehe

yerrhh inilah dia ketua dan org2 kuat untuk persembahan kami esok!!akan kami gegarkan dprtment PD dgn lgu2 menusuk jiwa menikam telinga!!tunggu kemunculan kami ..kakakakak..sewel ke apa ak ni..ni dorg tgh crik prop untuk besok..semangat kan(ok tipu)..heeee(jgn mare saye letak gmba comel anda d cni..i lap u all mwah2 ciom plowpp korg)

Last week before masuk PD:

Jalan2 dan mandi manda ke bukit lawang

Masak nasi lemak beramai2 smpai pwot ketat tkleh gerak..yg ini lepak rumah Aimi

Makan lgi secara berjemaah ke seoul garden dgn tema maternity dress..kah3

Usrah d malam mggu..plg bes adalah semalam dpt tgk late nite muvie sama2 haha,tp wyg kt rumah ILya k bukan dkt sun plaza..tgk citer The Messenger..best(skali skala blk lwt mlm sbb usrah ok aper..hee)..cter cmner Islam mula2 smpai d Mekah..then konvoi balek rmai2..fuhh

ok..dah Play hard..sekarang harus Study hard core laa pulak..caiyo!!

another sad story

2010-05-21T05:30:00.000-07:00

Today i jz got d news from mama tht Kak Ti already passed away yesterday on 10.30 a.m at Sultanah Zahirah hospital,trg..she died, same reason as my dad..lost in a battle of cancer..She is our family first maid..so afta tht she's more like my sister and a close-friend to our family..she took care of me and naim since we still a baby until we are 6 years old..such a long period..she's married with 3 kids where d eldest is in form 1 n d youngest is only 4 years old..evry raya she never miss to come n so were evry important event in our family..she also been there to support my dad during his weakest hour since she knows how does it feel when u r terrified n worried bcz of d cancer,she told my dad to b strong..bcz usually ur faith and courage..all drain out bcz of d pain..cancer pain is devastating u know..although she was diagnosed with bone cancer earlier than my dad but..yeah my dad went first, and 4 months later she leave us..same date different month...i tot my family was a pity since my dad passed away, now i feel d opposite..other people story might be more heart-breaking than mine..Kak ti even named his youngest son Aiman Naim..both names of my brother..n sadly i will never c her again..i know she really love us because we are too..i never forget her,,thank you Kak Ti for taking care of me n Naim during our childhood, i know we r stubborn young kid tht used to make ur day hard, she scold us when we r notty, she even rotan us using d hanger..(jz like my mom)..she really treat us like her own child..evrytime she came to visit, me and naim like to ask her during our childhood days..then she wud "pot-pet-pot-pet" marahkan Naim bcz he was sooo degil gilaa!!hehe( he once even chase Kak Ti around our house compound with a frog in his hand,Kak ti takot gile kt katak tu n lari laju2..hihi)..i tink i wud like to be an oncologist someday,huhmm..she is a very nice person..nice person always leave us too soon since God loves them more..aite??..:'(

kaklong n Naim want to say thank you so much Kak Ti for taking a good care of us..you are in our beloved memory..semoga ditempatkan dikalangan org yg beriman, amin..:(

~Al-Fatihah~

saye sakit!!

2010-05-18T08:08:00.000-07:00

Pernah dengar penyakit kejang???ade yg menggelupoq sampai berbuih2 mulut dia sebab kejang..haa ak risau laa kena penyakit ni..penyakit kejang ni bole juga terjadi pada kes2 orang yg sedang kebulur a.k.a lapar..LAPAR!!!ak mmg tgh lapar pun skarang..lapiaq pwot kalo org utagha ckp..(kapla hotak ak)..so tgh lapa ni, apa nk makan?..nasi n lauk td petang dh habes dibalun rakan2 ku yg rakus lagi berselera besau..apakan dayaku dpt kwn mcm itu..uhuk3..dalam pikiran duk terbayang nk makan burger prosperity mcd..sandwich ayam airasia(masyukk beb,tp bole beli dlm kpl terbang jek..dem!)..nasi lemak pon layannn, kalo kt rumah adik jantan ak dua ekor tuh suka sgt mkn lewat mlm, pkol 2 pgi pon mkn nasi lemak lgi..dorg pgl nasi lemak bawah rumah makcik berpeluh(sebab makcik tu jual nasi lemak bwh rumah die dan sering kelihatan berpeluh,business hour die dr jam 2 pgi sampai 5 pgi)..bunyi mcm jejes,tp nsi lemak die ho liao beb!!mgkin pkai grm peluh die yg buat sdap!!adik ak seolah2 high bila menjamah nasi lemak tersebut..ak pon join sekaki..dengan alya2 skali makan..dasar adik beradik kuat makan..yerhh!!kalo stakat megy jam 12 pgi itu..biasa..kdg2 kalo naim byk dwet die belikan burger mcd or kfc..tp disebabkan adik2 ak tkde terpaksa ak makan roti rendam milo fuze..:(..uhuk lapiaq lagi!!!malnutrisi la ak mcm ini

kerinduan membuak2 di pgi hari

2010-05-15T18:53:00.001-07:00

miss my siblings..from left: aiman, naim n leeya with d red hat looking stylo with her baju tidur!!iskk..cute are they???huuuu sumpah rse mahu pulang sekarang juga!!!(sorry naim stole this one from ur fb..miss all of u)..entry beremosi di pgi hari ditambah dengan perut lapar mmg buat terbayang mkn roti canai plus nasi lemak pgi2 di rumahku bersama ibu terchenta smbil lepak2 dpn tv ats sofa empuk buatan negara sendiri(mungkin)..indah sekali!

p/s: dear wawee..plz be strong..i know u can't live without ur lappy..semoga pencuri tersebut menerima padahnya!!ak sumpah die jd gandum waa..then bole buat cekodok out of it!!pstu gigit2 die bia die rse sakit..errr..geli jerr..dem kau pencuri!!

sungguh cliche hidup ini

2010-05-15T04:24:00.000-07:00

Hari ni terasa seperti org kaya tapi sebentar saje..itu pun gara2 my ayh su wanted to come here n visit me..ceh..ceh..tklah mybe he wanna come n jalan2 for sure..n he order me to book two hotel rooms at Swiss Bell Hotel..and me siap asking for my local Indonesian fren to help..kata my uncle bole dpt lebih murah..haishhh,btol ke idak?redah sajelah hotel itu har3. n then smbung jalan2 d cambridge..and selama berada d sana,cewahh ayt tkleh blah, adala bbrp situasi2 yg cliche yg berlaku and biasa sgt lah,stndrd org ganu kte!:P..

contoh 1 if kamu pakai baju selekeh mekeh plus selipar jepun siap n u masuk hotel nk pegi makan kt dining hall mesti waiter kt ctu pndg seblah mata n layan tk layan je kan..

contoh 2 if korang masuk kedai super branded, biasanya trus dtg pekerja die kt sebelah tercongok memandang mcm nk telan.."bole saya tolong?"..kamu sengih2 n tgk harga n u said "ohh mak 1 juta rupiah???hehe tgk2 jer"..pkerja tu confirm trus belah mcm tuh jer n duduk blkg kaunter smbl asah2 kuku..

contoh 3 bila pegi mkn dekat coffee house or mane2 la kdai yg top2, secawan kopi yg super kecil tuh org kaya amek masa berejam nk habeskan..n bile org mcm ak ni pegi ...sumpah seranah jelaa dapat kt kedai tuh "mak aihhh hrga mcm bedil tp ciput jerk isi?" org kaya kt meja sebelah dh pndg dgn mata sepet(yg saje dikecilkan bukan sepet yg original)..

contoh 4 tbe2 kereta mercedes sport merah menyala membara2 dtg memecut ke pintu utama mall..trus pak guard tlg bukakkan pintu kan..kalo ak twun dr teksi nape tkde pon org tlg bukak pintu tuk i??ak tk ckup hot ke?(oh silap tye..sory2)..yela aku tk kaya..ak tkde banyak dwet..sah2 laa kan sbb ak tk kaya..jd bila ak nak kaya???susah soalan ni..baik ak pegi makan,bye!

Keluar beriadah bersama teman sepermainan..:P

2010-05-12T23:00:00.000-07:00

Sempena cuti pilihanraya yang lalu(semalam,di Medan Indonesia haha)..saya dan rakan2 telah merancang untuk pergi beriadah ke bukit lawang untuk mandi manda sambil berkelah..perjalanan ke sana memakan masa selama 2 jam..jalan yg kami lalui sungguh berliku-liku dan berlubang-lubang sehingga ada diantara kami yang pening2 dan mabuk lalu muntah di dalam kereta, walaupun sudah mengambil ubat anti-mabuk..alhamdulillah kami selamat sampai,kami bersyukur..di sana kami berpeluang untuk mencuba white-rafting,sungguh mencabar kekuatan fizikal dan mental..ada diantara kami yang panik lalu berteriak sekuat hati ketika melalui kawasan air deras..setelah perjalanan 30 minit yg mencemaskan itu, kami lapar lalu mengisi perut dgn bekalan makanan yg kami bawa..setelah itu sambung mandi lagi..air nya sungguh sejuk dan jernih sekali..kelihatan anak2 ikan berenang dengan gembiranya di dalam air sungai itu..setelah selesai bersuka ria dan bekalan makanan pun sudah habis,kami pun berangkat pulang..sempat kami singgah ke Binjai Supermall untuk makan malam sebelum pulang ke rumah kerana perut kami masih lapar lagi..apakan daya kami..saya berasa sungguh gembira dengan aktiviti seperti ini, harap pihak rakan2 dpt menganjurkannya lagi..sekian karangan budak darjah 4..hahahaha..enjoy d pics!!

bye2 Bukit Lawang..c ya again!!