Actually her childhood dream was to be an airline stewardess later changed into a nurse..then changed again according to what fancy to her..
Later when she grows up her ambition is to be a doctor..so she uhmm kinda works hard for it..but she wasnt that bright..she didnt get into any fancy boarding school like her friend did even during her pre-university college she doesnt even get a straight A's for her final..so she was upset..she think again about her ambition..she thought about it and later she changed it into a teacher or lecturer..she wanted to be a chemistry teacher since she likes chemistry so much..but deep inside she was verryyy upset and regret for not seriously do well in her final..but nothing can she do to reverse or even change anything..but her daddy was very persistent to see her to be a doctor, he did everyhting he can to make sure his daughter to be in medical school even willing to use his own money to registered his daughter into private medical school, he asks around about any sponsorship for medical school and suddenly got her daughter an interview for medical course..he trust his daughter that she can be one but her daughter was just now already willing to let go of her dream, she doesnt expect too high she pass the interview..maybe Allah answer his daddy's prayer...she did got into medical school finally in Indonesia and even got a sponsorhip..her daddy was very happy, with heavy heart to be separated away too far from family ( she was spoiled since she was a kid :p), still she went to pursue her/her daddy's ambition...she struggles to finish her study but in the middle of her journey...her dad passed away in a battle of cancer..and now she was almost finish her degreee in medicine...and suddenly she misses her daddy too much she wish he was here to see her receiving the scroll sooonn..but Allah knows best, He loves hime more so He has to take him... back to this girl..to manage to get through until today was already a miracle for an ordinary girl who once thought she should give up her dream already...she almost choose to be a teacher..but sure Allah has better plan for her so He made her a doctor...so she think that she has to accept this and work willingly with honesty to help people, this job although is very though and stressful but has a lotss of 'saham' in the hereafter IF you are sincere..she hope she survive her HO days too for she afraid that she was not a very bright student and weak compared to her friends..but she believes that Allah wants her to be one...she hope her last department went well...

For anybody who have the same thought think again..maybe you were destined to be one..even you think this is what your parent's want you to be not who you want to be..redha, pray for His guidance for only He knows what best for His slaves..does this story gives your heart an ease dear soon-to-be HO's out there??:P..
haihhh....biler la turn ak nk proudly announce loud...Msia im coming back 4 gud...(=,=)
ReplyDeleteur time will come acik!!dun give up...semangat acikkkk!!!haishh lame dh rase dok jupe :(
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